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I am a person before a submissive. Always. I am a submissive, not a slave.
I am serious when I say that in order for a relationship to occur, I need someone close to my age. Sorry, but unlike a corporation, I do NOT have to be an equal opportunity employer. Pretending to scout me out with things like "you're pretty, *sigh* I wish I was x years younger". Sorry, I was I was x years older, but that's life.
When it comes to relationships, I am an unrepentant monogamist. I don't do the whole "open" thing. Dating is something you can do with many people...but relationships aren't as sacred when you can have them with everyone.
UPDATE: I like age play and infantalism just as well as regular BDSM. I can do either, though a Daddy Dom would be ideal so I could do both!
I have a dream career, and plan to have an active and fulfilling life. My goal is to finish college and take the foreign service officer exam, so that I may begin my training as a foreign diplomat. I am majoring in International relations with a minor in East Asian Studies.
I am a take-no-prisoners, ambitious go getter. Yes, it says that I’m a submissive, but that doesn’t mean I’m submissive to everybody. In fact, quite the opposite. My submission is for one person alone--> My Dom
I also like to travel. I’ve been to a lot of places in China (I have a serious love affair going on with that country), and a few places in Europe. I feel like I’m always on the go..staying in one place makes me feel limited and trapped. One of the reasons I want to be become a foreign diplomat, is so that I will have the ability to travel, wherever, whenever. I’m also really into online gaming, and console gaming. RPG’s and simulations are my thing. Legend of Zelda, Final Fantasy, Harvest Moon, Contact, and Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi 2 are the shit! :D
My humor can be described as either witty, or completely obscure…unless you’re completely insane, or have a bizarre imagination…I highly doubt you’ll get it…(Fuse him with the juice!!! THE JUICE!!)
Me as a submissive:
Seeing as I’m still in the process of learning about my submissive side, this isn’t really concrete, but it’s how I FEEL at the moment.
As a submissive, i will gladly serve you, sexually, and intellectually. I aspire to be an intellectual companion with whom you can converse on almost any topic, and a sexual being devoted to your body, and the ways in which you use hers. I'm not really a pain slut....I like some pain, but, I wouldn't say i am a masochist or anything extreme. :)
More about Me:
I love beautiful things…beautiful people, beautiful places, I like food that is visually appealing…
Caramel is the shit.
I’ve been really getting into age play lately. I don’t identify as a “little” or a “babygirl”, I just like to play as one sometimes. And I certainly don’t do it with everyone. It’s just a fetish for me. Diaper punishment and humiliation are awesome ^_^. Forced regression is still pretty new to me, but so far so good. :D It’s hard for me to find people that are into like, infantalism and bondage together, so if you are that’s like 200+ points for you! Really though, drop me a message or whatever, cuz I’d really like to find more people into this scene.
If you're at all interested, and think we might be compatible, feel free to drop me a couple lines. (2 minimum, lol).
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Haven't been on much. Busy life. Ciao. |
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If you don't have a picture, I will be very suspicious of you. And no, I will not "trade" you any. All of the pictures you need of me are on my profile. Period. |
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Back again, after what seems like a very long time. |
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Sick this week. Stuffy nose, sore throat...going to stay all curled up in bed. aww :/ |
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My friend: What the hell is this supposed to be??
Me: Well....I'm thinking it's a Chinese man with a woman's haircut..
*the caption says that it's some famous super model from Switzerland or something*
My friend: Batman would definitely frown at that.
Me: To be fair...I think Batman probably frowns at everything.
My friend: Most likely. |
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One week vacation!
Today was a good day ^_^ |
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My last Dom: Was in an "open marriage". The wife decided his relationship with me was concerning to her for various reasons..So, he terminated our relationship.
To all the Doms out on collarme, that I might have the pleasure of meeting and cultivating a relationship with, one day...I am *very* ANTI POLY, ANTI OPEN RELATIONSHIPS, and anti anything that puts me in a position of second place in the heart of someone I care about. You are first in mine, and I expect the same from you. People, in their quest for sexual liberation, often ignore the feelings and disasters that can come from it.
However, allowing someone to break my heart, make me cry, and make me upset....means I have given them too much power. I am now going to take my own personal power back from him, and no longer think about him/us/my role as his sub, ever again. I deserve better, and I know there is someone out there who deserves me too :) |
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Happy valentines day!!!!!
:D *excitement, excitement*
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Humility. it's an important lesson. One that I'm still trying to get. This site makes me feel alone in that quest... |
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Beauty is nothing. In my coffin, when my skin disintegrates and my bodily organs decompose, all that will be left will be my hair and nails (because they continue to grow). And the only thing that matters, will be what I have done, and the people I have touched in my life.
what makes me special is what I have in my mind, and in my heart.
I would love to fall in love with someone beautiful, but chances are, anyone can become beautiful for me over time. |
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I love tall, wiry, skinny guys. Where are all the daddy long legs here? I think men with such a slender build are so androgynous and beautiful...
Ah, well. In reality, demand and supply are often ridiculously out of sync with each other. |
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If you're not gonna message me...stop viewing my profile. :)
I'm tired of seeing the stupid, bold red letters... |
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Come ON people...why can't you read my profile before messaging me??? I spent A LOT of time being VERY detailed, to act as a precursory screener to any potential suitors. I give you the same respect and would like it back.
Are you a sadist? Then don't send me anything because i explicitly state I hate pain. Does occasionally infantalism/age play turn you off (especially diapers)?? Then maybe you shouldn't message me. Are you asking me to relocate to you, after I've stated i'm going to be a diplomat??? Come on, now...If you want me not to send you back a rude message, then don't be rude in the first place and just read the damn message. NOT the journals, they won't tell you s***t.
Also, I don't want to hear about how you've never dated a black woman. I'm not some sort of alien species, I'm exactly the same as any other colored woman on the planet. Not some special delicacy for you to fetishize. I'm not a pretty black woman. I'm a pretty woman. PERIOD. |
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Why are diapers often a "hard limit" on here? I don't understand it. I think they look so cute, and are so soft. What's bad about cute and soft? Often, too, people who have them as a hard limit, will message me, even though I put them on my "likes". THAT makes no sense. If you hate what I like, then why bother?
My mom gave me a hello kitty diaper bag for Christmas, it looks just like a messenger bag, unless you know what it is. So I'm using it as a backpack for school. (Yes, my mother is awesome). |
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Am now officially sad. Don't ask why, because I won't tell you. I'm just putting it down so I don't get the "waaaaaah, you're not answering my messages!" message. I'm too tired and stressed to answer every little "have any luck on this site?", or "hi i'm x and i like that you are x and i want x, hope to hear from you soon".
so fucking exhausted....just want to fall into a sleep coma for the next 4 months.. |
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Stoooooopppp! Just stop. you're burying yourself into a deeper whole than you can imagine. Just stop while you're ahead...
Men...they make me wonder. |
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Feeling somewhat better. We'll see how tomorrow goes... |
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Bad day. More like terrible. I would cry, but over something like that would be a waste of my precious bodily fluids. Tsk. |
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I think I found a prospective guy. A cute, young, hunky one at that. Good goals, and great taste in music :) |
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The word "kinky" sounds stupid. It sounds more like a game you would play on a "friend's night". Sort of like, "hey everyone, let's play a game of kinky!".
I don't play a game...I live life.
My new love is passion tea :) I should drink more of it. Today was a so-so day. The college application process is annoying and tedious. Stupid financial aid forms....
Prom or "senior ball" as the kids call it these days, is coming up. I have the perfect ensemble to wear. A 50's vintage cocktail dress with black lace over it. A small pillbox hat with black netting, and probably fingerless gloves....Like a modern Greta Garbo. Or maybe a slightly less flamboyant Josephine Baker?
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I worry that we're too different of people. I mean, he accepts and condones many things that I just find to be not ok. Not to mention I think our value systems are different. My wants are not his.
He would have me be like a gossamer in the wind, floating everywhere and tethered to nothing. Unfortunately, i don't think I can work with that lifestyle.
Forgive me for being cold. I don't trust you, with me. |
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Pretentious and arrogant men don't do it for me. I don't care if you have a mansion, I'd rather live in my small, two room house in rural china (with all 110 of my orphans). I don't care if you have a high power job. Are you making a difference? Are you spiritually satisfied?
I am not wow'ed by your material flaunts. It's disgusting. Also, I don't care how many years you've been a Dom.
What I do care about: Are you happy? I do not want to complete you, but I do want to enhance your life. Are you asking of me something you can do yourself (relocation, etc)? How will we connect on the human level? One without your mansions and whatnot. Ew, just ew. |
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A message that consists solely of "you're so pretty" or some variation, won't warrant a response from me. I'm pretty, and? What do you think about what I have to say? Do you find me intelligent? Would you like to get to know me? Anyone an be pretty. How silly.
Also, asking me "have you any luck with this site" is the most UNORIGINAL opening for a message. Come on, men! Think of something, be creative. |
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I personally cannot understand the fear of love and loss. I would rather meet someone I loved, even if I knew that I was going to lose them, then reject them completely.
And while I seek to keep my heart open and warm...
The hearts of men are timid. |
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Tonight's outfit:
Channel No. 5 perfume (wrists, neck, and inner thigh)
Lapis lazuli ring
Silver choker with pendant
Knee-high socks
Perfect Perfect Perfect
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I don't like the whole "hard to to get" thing. Games like that are so tedious. I'm seeing too many other people; waiting for you is getting boring.
~ Rose |
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Why are there so many military men on here?
:(
What would be really sexy, would be to date a man who owned his own teashop...that had a bookstore in it...with a cute little townhouse apartment on top! And maybe it could also be a cafe.
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one more day till my birthday...YIP YIP |
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I might be getting rid of this profile soon. Or at least, abandoning it.
I've found a few good people that I think I could truly have something with. And adding more to that would just drain me emotionally, i think. |
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I really dislike when people who don't know me, send me messages with things like "do you want to be a slut for me?" or, "you're a pretty slut".
Such rudeness. What have I done to warrant such? Is my profile crass? Is it insulting?
Please do tell... |
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For those looking to "educated" me on their opinion on BDSM. No thanks.
And no my personality does not "make it difficult for my to find Dominants".
The right Dom for me, is the one who reads my profile and says "that's what I want".
I have many of you who think so, and I'm will be eternally gratefully to all of you who do not think they have some divine right to lecture me on "the lifestyle". (you know who you are :))
Anyways...the rain outside sounds so nice. I think I'll take my new umbrella and go for a walk. Attire for rain walking: Black polka-dot tights, tight lavender velveteen dress, ivory peacoat, rainboots, and my hat with the black ribbon and tiny feather on the side. Deep red lipstick makes it' "1920's chic"..and we're ready to go! |
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In case you're wondering...No, I don't like raceplay.
Please refrain from using any racial slurs or mentions of racial slavery, if you decided to send me a message. Also, "are you into white guys"? The answer: I don't really care what you look like.
Also, if you're wondering whether I want to be your slave or not. No, I'm a sub. There's a difference. TPE isn't my thing, asking me to relocate (if you're not willing to do so) is out of the question. I took the time to write a serious profile, you can at least pretend to read it (even if that just means skimming the paragraphs). |
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Jeg Heter Donise
(3 more weeks) |
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Only 23 more days till I get to meet him!!!
What a wonderful birthday present.... |
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Why can't people accept a decline when I give one?
I respect it when people tell me their not interested... |
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Sending me a message that says something along the lines of
"had any luck on this site??" will probably make me ignore it. What do you THINK?
Don't ask silly questions, silly ones. For those of you who don't play silly games like that...thank you for sincerity. |
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I'm out of peppermint tea...
Damn :/ |
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Today I had a guy ask me in a PM, if I thought some men might be intimidated by my profile. That, when I talk about becoming a diplomat, a dom might not want a sub who's more "powerful" than he. He also asked if i've thought about how my career will affect my relationships.
I thought about, and I believe his is right. But I also know that I am who I am. I need any potential Dom to know that. If you know anything about me, it's that there is one thing I will never compromise on...and that is my dream of becoming a diplomat. However, I don't want anyone to think that means anything in my D/s relationships. I may be a leaopard queen with a bite, but the man who is my Dom is my everything. Take pride in knowing that your future sub is a diplomat. You alone control one of the (hopefully) most powerful women of the state. I don't care if my future dom is a small time bookstore owner. If you're doing what you love, and are happy, then I'm happy and am proud of you.
And for you Dom's that love knowing you have a tigress on the end of your leash...I'm waiting for you.
In the end, I'm not just a "hot little body" or an ambitious diplomat. I'm an intelligent young woman, who has a lot to offer a strong, confident, but loving Dom who is willing to share his dreams with me, and support me in mine. Let's carve out a life together... |
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Some people are beyond cruel.
Selfishness and immaturity are something I cannot stand. Selfishness more than anything.
I never want to intentionally hurt people, or should I say, It is never my intent to be cruel. |
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Don't tell me how young I look! How RUDE.
If anyone accuses me of being younger than I say I am, I will just block you. seriously. Do you want me to tell you how old you look?? No, I didn't think so. Ugh. I'm SO not in the mood for CM today.
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this baby girl is tired.
*ugh* utter exhaustion
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*sigh*
Don't you hate it when you like someone...but they have someone else?
If only I could've met you first! It's not everyday you meet someone who's intelligent AND beautiful. The gods are cruel... |
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If I could only meet someone, sweet, strong, handsome, and close to my age...
I can't be the only 18 year old on here? Sometimes I feel like the only person in the world... |
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I love drinking tea. I'll curl up next to your feet while I have a hot cup of Kusmi Anastasia... |
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| Age: 22 |
| St Louis Park,
Minnesota |
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