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Who Am I?
What can I say about myself? Well for starters I am a 27 year old pup. In the fetish community I actually go by the name Roscoe. GolaWaya is actually my name in the furry fandom (I use it everywhere really). If you don't know what a pup is, it means I am a dog. I feel like a dog, I identify as a dog, I am, a dog. I enjoy being treated as such.
How Did I Get Here?
Kink for me as been a part of my life since I was a kid. I have always fantasized about being someone's dog as far back as 8 years old, before I even knew what Sex was. My first experience with kink was meeting some furries from Vancouver and learning about 'pup play'. Needless to say, I was shocked that there not only were others out there interested in it but it had a name for it. From there my kink interests grew. Quickly I realized that had a kink for kink. It was also at this time that I began to get overloaded by this person I was discovering inside of myself. And like the well adjusted adult that I am, I did the logical thing. No I didn't slow down, I threw myself at being "vanilla".
And that worked for awhile, 5 years to be exact. But my kink started to come out again. I discovered my passion for body piercing and stretching. I upped sizes on piercings in my ears and septum. In secret I began to buy rubber and not tell my boyfriend about it. He really wasn't into kink, and I was afraid if he knew what I enjoyed he'd leave me. Ironically, soon after we split up for other reasons.
After we broke up, I promised myself that I would focus on being what I always knew I was, a dog. And if I got to explore what makes me, me then all the better.
My experiences
Growing up in a small town, really doesn't lend itself to exploring much in regards to kink. And moving to an even smaller town for work makes it even harder. I can say I have had one real life Master. It last 6 months before he had to move away for work. He wanted me to come with him, but I was 19 and not ready to move away from where I grew up.
Since then, I have had some online Masters and people online who wanted to be my Master. But online is very di. It's easy for someone to tell you something and you do it willingly. But when it comes down to it, its all pretend. Without the ability to physically touch someone and exert your will, it will always be a game. I am sorry to those who have online Master's (that they never see in real life) but this is how I feel about this.
My Kink
Now it comes to the interesting part. I have always thought to myself where does my kink come from. The reality of it is, there is a lot of things I like. There are very few things i dislike. I joking said to someone once "I think I have a fetish for fetishes" And at times it does seem like that. A lot of my interests stem from my love of transformation. Be it a physical transformation like someone transforming into an animal or mental transformation, such as behavior modification and obedience training.
As I said above, I am a dog. This for me goes beyond simple transformation. Sure, I would love to be transformed into a real one, or be trained to act like one but deep down, in my soul, I know what I am. Some days I enjoy acting like a dog willingly, but I also have this strong desire to be forced into being a dog. Ideally, if I had my way, dog behavior would be the default and human behavior would be what I have to pretend to act.
My fetish list is too long to list them all. But it includes, pup-play (both forced and willing), rubber (and rubber-like materials), body modification (piercing, tattoos in real life, more extreme stuff in role play), behavior control (behavior modification, obedience training, washroom control, cum control), diapers, bondage, forced submission, watersports, scent and transformation. If I didn't list most likely I still like it. Best way is to ask me. I will be straightforward. Scat and woman are an extreme no. I am not attracted to woman in anyway, shape or form. Sorry ladies.
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