Thank you for having a look at my profile. I am grateful. Actually I almost feel guilty. I am not much of a sado-masochist. I am THE masochist. I never felt that I deserved anything, I have no needs, apart from pleasing others. Mind me, I don't like the wording 'to please though'. Serve might be better, I am the servant who's need is to take care of the needs of others.I want to meet a woman who can discipline me. I am very closely connected to my mother. That doesn't mean I'am a Mama's boy, it seems. But inside I am, she's in my heart, but I need to forget her and meet other women. My guilt my guilt, I need someone strong. Someone who can discipline me. My father was a sailor. He was often at sea. He never got between me and my mother. Men cannot discipline me, that is of no use.The bond between my mother and me needs to be cut off. And I am looking for a woman to do it. Teach me, shape me. Release me from my mother, release me with pain if necessary. I am very sensitive. I need a woman as hard as I myself am soft. I will come a long way, as far as necessary, to release myself, and take the pain, to know that - I am.
2/10/2013 10:10:35 AM
Thank you for reading my journal. I will not be answering any mail since I am now I am Danielles Scum bag.
