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UPDATE TO PROFILE: happy to say that i now consider my sub self to belong to another - extremely pleased about this but would still love to chat to others to exchange ideas.
PREVIOUS PROFILE: i'm new to this but then I guess lots of people probably say that. i'm looking for someone to experiment and learn with. Someone who can be patient whilst I learn and possibly take me to the edge of my limits and with gentle pushing slightly beyond.
I'm not looking to change my lifestyle at the moment but you never know what the future holds - I would like ultimately a vanilla to the outside relationship with D/s behind closed doors when we both want some fun.
I have been currently chatting to a Dom local to me so please bear that in mind when contacting me.
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You tied my arms above my head and placed me blindfolded on a stool then you left me - my mind is desperate to call out for help but there is a small part of me that tells me to wait and see what happens.
You want me to reflect and I panic that this means that I have done something wrong I desperately search my mind for what I could have done to deserve this but can only find times where I have submitted my body to you. Looking further inward however I cannot find a time when I have fully submitted my mind and I start to wonder whether this is what I should be reflecting on. You know you have me physically but what about the rest?
My arms start to ache and with water dripping onto my body and the heat down here it is possible that I might slip off the stool but suddenly that is not important and I have no fear of what might happen to me. I understand that you would not let anything bad happen to me and my mind starts to shift. I find myself wanting the one thing that I have always told myself I never would - I want to belong totally. I have never wanted to be more than a sub to a Master and never wanted to be owned as a slave or pet but my mind has shifted slightly and I find that I am yearning to belong to you.
I no longer care how long you leave me here because I know now that you needed me to understand my own needs and that you will come back. When you come back I hope you will find the change in me that you wanted and one that pleases you.
I am yours now totally - I belong to you and am here for you whenever you wish I will wait for you to decide my future. |
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Age: 38 |
Tucson,
Arizona |
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