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	UPDATE: I AM NO LONGER LOOKING FOR ANYTHING BUT FRIENDSHIP. Friends are again appreciated as I know a few people here, sadly all 'nilla. ~For the record, unless I know who you are I will NOT add you to my circle of friends. Send me a message, establish communication and if we get along I'll add you...how complicated is this exactly?~ Trying to live life as it comes at me, one day at a time.

4/9/2009 9:15:10 AM

UPDATE:

in honor of bumbles and LZ. thanks for keeping me distracted during the waaaaay early hours of the morning, this morning. My darling baby cat had her kittens ass early and just to catch everyone up it was her first time having them, my first time having a cat whos having them and everything went well enough, we have seven not even a day old adorable kittens.

river.

7/30/2008 12:33:24 PM

Sooooo....an update.

For His birthday....i asked Sir to marry me.

And....He said yes!

in the battle of me against the world...

kittin 1 world 0

5/14/2008 2:02:14 PM

another rant....and just a note to say thanks to whose who subscribe...you guys make me feel better about writing my thoughts here...

so here goes.

ive been really annoyed lately about the people who message me. personally i am a switch, currently a bottom in an amazing relationship. and im tired of getting messages from doms who've declared, just to me mind you and not officially on the site that after who knows how many years of being doms, im hot enough for them to sub to me. Seriously...what the fuck?

1/2/2008 7:45:46 AM

Here goes...a rant for DarkRob, who enjoys my thoughts enough to subscribe to a journal thats rarely updated.

Alright, so its known that i have a training collar, which i'm more than happy to have. After much nagging at Sir, He has started writing out a set of rules for me to follow. i feel better now, knowing how exactly He wants me to serve instead of just following every command that left His lips. Now i can rely on my own instinct and memory of my new rules to guide me. Happies!

Next topic...i finally got to serve Him in public. Got to shine His boots at Starbucks. To be completely honest i thrived on the looks that W/we got from people. Ended up doing it inside though and He had both boots up on a chair, which regretfully didnt allow me to kneel to fulfill my task...next time.

Now for the sad stuff....

Sir and i might not have a place to live next month. Worrying about that has filled both O/our minds and its left U/us both kinda lost. But i personally believe that i love him completely and I think ultimately W/we'll be okay.

And another topic so I dont end on a bad note....

i've been reading the Master side of a two sided book with stories from both Master and slave point of view. i've come to realize that its hard being a Dom, especially when other things are happening. There's so many things Sir has to think about and there are times when i dont think i appreciate that enough. So if You are reading this Sir, which You probably are i just wanted to say i love you and that i will try my best to be strong for You.

All for now...

~kitten

9/25/2007 3:58:42 PM

"I don't turn off my brain. Its all about trust. Its a guided adventure where you follow the demands of your master. I have never had an issue where I had to have an out of body experience to enjoy my time as a slave. To me to turn off your brain, you become someone else. I personally am still the same person, but once I'm asked of something by my Master, that's it. I do what I can to please him. Its not a 24/7 thing for us. However it can happen at anytime. If I chose to ignore the requests of my Master, I know a punishment will come shortly there after. So, to turn off ones brain, its like you become a void. I don't see how that can be stimulating for either of you. That's just my personal opinion though."

-Found on my boyfriend's profile...written by someone else.

It's kinda a random thought, but I used, before reading this qoute, think that I would become a completely different person when becoming a slave to someone. I've feared getting into the position for the, now recently found out, "expectation" that I couldnt be myself. Feels better now to see I'm not the only one who has thoughts on the matter. Being a slave to someone is about complete trust and I dont think I have to worry about not being myself with the person I would choose to be a slave to. Kinda a nice thought.

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