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Been out of the loop for a while. Now I've got My flogger in hand boots on My feet and ready for all the little wimpy subbies to lick them (Mah boots, that is!).
I have a sub in My life as well, but want to expand My horizons. Potential subs/slaves will be approved by Me with input from him.
Also, I will be returning to school and will not be as available as I had been. When I finish, I'll have more time to play and will be ready to have all of you subs/slaves ready to grovel and worship Me.
Hope to hear from you soon. RM
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Please note: I am not looking for submissives at this time. However, I would like to encourage the development of friendships and lucid conversations with those of like mind. |
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I am now working in Tennessee. I am excited and am happy to be here. I am looking forward to meeting new people here and eventually, after having "scoped out" the place, intend on taking my pet out to all the interesting places here.
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It's interesting since I've accepted the "Domme" part of myself. I have noticed a difference in my responses to people. Instead of a "shrill" demanding voice crying to be heard - my response is more quiet, controlled and with the expectation that it will - and should be - heard.
In the last few days I have been criticized in front of my peers and another incident where I helped someone and was then told that my actions were "perfunctory" and "half hearted".
The first was simply juvenile and the second - a very sad judgement. However, I found myself confronting the issues and the people with reasonableness, firmness and most importantly, "peace profound".
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My "new" sub and I are still negotiating. Right now it seems that fantasy and reality are beginning to merge somewhat - and laying a firm foundation (and that requires involvement of our respective S.O.'s) is of utmost importance at this time - boundaries, time constraints - defining the reality so that the fantasy can proceed.
Right now, it's so new that I am hesitant to write too much for the public eye. It is not something I am ashamed of - but rather - something that I am protecting - like the unrealized potential of a kernel of wheat recently watered. LOL - I am a midwestern "bread basket" girl...
Life is good... VERY good. |
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I am still coming back down to earth since My f2f meeting a few nights ago. Now I get to reintegrate this experience and make it part of who I am as a Domme. As most of you know, I am rather new as a Domme and make few bones about it. I do treat it "seriously" and maybe too much so - but - that comes from understanding the level of responsibility required.
That being said, I have a sub with whom I am in a long term relationship, another that I met a few nights ago - and I have (with tentative agreement) staked My claim. I have another that I just started talking with - so - I will see how things go with that.
My 'dance card' is pretty full with all of this and to be fair to My submissives and to the potential submissive - I will be tempering My search at this point. I need to take the time to focus on getting to know them inside (and out!), focus appropriate attention on them which requires that I not spread Myself to thinly in that area. I do not want to be neglectful.
So, I am not actively searching for anyone right now but would be willing to chat and correspond. Life is good, VERY good...
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I finally had a f2f meeting with someone I've been talking to off and on for a little over a year. It is an understatement to say that it went very well. Speaking for myself, the attraction was immediate and confirmed what I'd sensed for a while. Right now I am in a bit of a frenzy - and slowly coming back down to earth. It was one of those sacred, synchronistic events. I am fortunate and very grateful.
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From a website about cathartic flogging and spirituality:
Come to the edge, He said.
They said, we are afraid.
Come to the edge, He said.
They came.
He pushed them...and they flew. |
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I just had another difficult experience. Someone I'd been chatting with demanded that I get a mic so that my authenticity could be confirmed. Given that I have a full life with My subbie AND being a full time student - time constraints have prohibited me from obtaining said mic.
This afternoon My sub was commanded by Me to respond to a chat in which this person demanded to know why I hadn't purchased a mic yet. A brief answer was given, thinking that at the very least a basic level of understanding would be granted by this person. Instead, the person retalliated with numerous insults, calling Me (and My sub) a fake - among other things.
Since it is my belief that whatever is not done in love is based in fear, I then believe that the reason that these insults were pelted O/our direction had to be because of his fear - likely from having been burned in the past. It is my hope that if this person examines my profile again that I wish he and his partner the best and that they realize that responding in such a way will not protect them from the fear they are trying to abolish within themselves. |
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I certainly hope this is not regarded as critical of other people on this delightful site - but I received an initial correspondence via email from a submissive/slave that questioned (based upon the wording in my profile) My proficiency at literacy as well as My intelligence in the form of conscious, deliberate name calling toward Me.
Because this action was taken in such an invasive, disrespectful manner via this site, I feel it is only right and fitting for attention to be called to this through the same medium. Indeed, he is not even a slave in My opinion, as a true slave would have appropriate respect for ANY Mistress. Remember the tenet: Safe, Sane and Consensual - I did not consent to these actions. This person violated the contract from the outset - and if this slave were owned by me - I'd have his collar by now. |
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Someone from CM asked me what I wanted in a submissive. After some thought, I responded - then decided to post that in my journal:********************************
I would like to be able to use whatever means necessary to show the submissive how to soften and open him/herself to that highest potential. Part of those means include disciplinary action in the form of corporal punishment, binding, gagging, lectures/interrogations and sometimes denial.
I want my submissive to kneel at my feet - not from fear, but rather out of respect for his/herself - with the realization that s/he has chosen this and has made the conscious choice to turn his/her power over to Me.
I enjoy the thought of developing a deep emotional bond with My submissive, where the submissive is assured of being held (bound, even) close to My heart without fear of being unfairly coerced.
For My submissive, it is important to Me that he/she knows and trusts that s/he can use a safe word. It is imperative that My submissive have limits as I do intend to push toward those limits. However, while I will push that direction,it is not My intention to overstep those. It is My intent to approach My submissive with the respect s/he is worthy of. It is important that the submissive possess the personal responsibility to assert that safe word when a limit is being approached.
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| Age: 34 |
| Livingston,
Texas |
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