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I AM A SLAVE.
THERE ARE VERY FEW OF US.
SPARE ME YOUR COMMENTS ON MY AGE. THE LITTLE BOY IN ME LEFT YEARS AGO. I HAVE BEEN A SLAVE SINCE I WAS 6 YEARS OLD BEFORE I COULD CHOOSE FOR MYSELF. WHEN I DID CHOOSE, I BECAME A FULL-TIME SERVANT FOR 3 YEARS INCLUDING CHEF, HOUSEWORK, YARDWORK, BATHROOM AND KITCHEN RENOVATION, AUTO REPAIR, HOUSE PAINTING, ARCHITECTURAL RESTORATION AND THE MORE MENIAL. I WILLINGLY CATERED TO HER SMALLEST WHIM. TO SATISY HER JEALOUSY AND NEED FOR POSSESSION, I ALLOWED MY LIFE TO BE RESTRICTED DOWN TO THE LEVEL OF A COMMON HOUSE PET WHILE SHE ENJOYED OTHERS. I SILENTLY ENDURED HUMILIATION AT THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO ONLY COULD GET TO ME THROUGH MANIPULATING MY OWNER.
THERE ARE FEW WAYS YOU COULD USE ME THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN USED. I HAVE SEEN THE UGLIEST FACE OF DISTORTED PERVERSION FROM MY EARLIEST YEARS. I AM A MASOCHIST'S MASOCHIST AND A CYNIC'S CYNIC. I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS, JAILED (FOR DOING WHAT WAS RIGHT), ON DRUGS, A CHILD PROSTITUTE, A UNIVERSITY GRADUATE, AND NOW SOMEONE WHO WALKS THE CITY STREETS IN A BUSINESS SUIT BLENDING IN WITH THE OTHER GRAY NORMALS. NO ONE.
PLEASE DO NOT SEEK TO IMPRESS ME WITH WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW ABOUT POWER EXCHANGE. YOU CANNOT.
IF YOU SPEAK TO ME AT ALL, LET IT BE ABOUT YOUR RAW AND UNCOMPLICATED DESIRE TO OWN A SLAVE. I ONLY WISH TO KNOW THAT I CAN SATISFY YOU BY SIMPLY BEING WHO I AM. I DO NOT EXPECT YOU TO HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS OR TO BE INFALLIBLE. YET, I AM CAPABLE OF SUBLIMATING MY WILL TO YOURS. I WILL SERVE BEYOND WHAT YOU EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE BY GIVING WITH ALL THAT I AM.
I AM A SLAVE.
THERE ARE VERY FEW OF US.
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