Balance and remaining true to oneself is vital.  I haven't had balance in quite a while now.  I'm an independant Alpha female with a submissive core.  It responds to a very rare Dominant.  I miss that connection and have been neglecting such very badly.  Almost to the point that I don't feel it anymore.  Time to get back to basics.  I'm interested in finding a Dominant mentor.  A non-sexual one to help guide me back to the path I want to be on.  I don't hold much hope to find such here..*chuckles* but I'm keeping an open mind.  It will take a very strong Alpha with a very wise mind and good heart.

Tis funny how a voice...a tone...can wrap around your mind..till it's almost tangible.   *smiles*

a glimpse of something

 catching your attention

 your curiosity

 the dance begins

 delving deeper

 the mind is engaged

 the soul entranced

 heart beat quickening

 needs surfacing

 wants driving you

 to touch...taste...belong

 to be in your place

 the place that frees you

makes you whole

wanted

desired

cherished

safe

Time for a CM break.  Stay safe A/all.

After a discussion today with a very wise Dominant, I decided to jot a side note on here.  I think I make it quite clear profile wise that I'm about the connection, the depth that can be found between a Dominant/submissive that includes the mind, heart, body and soul.  I see many online that call themselves Lifestyle when in fact they are physical kinksters.  Nothing wrong with that, of course if that's your thing and you are honest in your dealings with others.  But, I do not see that as being Lifestyle.   The key word here people is 'honesty' with yourself and others. 

The first time that I read this, it touched me deeply.  I'm certain we've A/all felt this way at one time or another...and still might. 

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them - words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller, but for want of an understanding ear. -The Body