and another poem

For you

If the world was burning and I could fly, would you take my hand?

If the stars were falling from the sky would you catch them in the sand?

Would you lie with me beneath the trees, beneath a rising moon?

Would you taste my tears of love that I will be shedding all too soon?

Could you run with me into the night into a world we never knew?

Could you hold me in your sweet arms and tell me your love is true?

For these are the things with love’s soft sting that I would do for you.

Just take my hand, look into these eyes and you only have to ask me to.

If the world was burning and I could fly, would you take my hand?

and another poem

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You will be stronger if you win.

You will be stronger if you fail.

You will be stronger when you rise

above the fighting, the chaos and the hell.

There will be hard times if you stay.

There will be hard times if you go.

But I will be right there beside of you,

that much I truly know.

Your eyes are beautiful, they’re so blue.

And more so when you cry.

But when I see those tears start falling

I want to go away and die.

I will love you tomorrow.

Just like I do today.

I will love you until the hands of time

carry me away.

another poem, my first if i remember right.

Snow Flake

We are as if snow.

We may look the same but are oh so different.

And I am different still.

You were made through the love of two that becomes one.

I was made from fragments of the existing.

You were raised with a care and warmth.

I was raised with research and records.

You emerged from the womb and were welcomed.

I have ridden the machines and people were not there.

Decision of the pre-decided brought your birth.

Decisions of existence brought mine.

And what is mine?

Nothing truly is.

Our appearance is of repetition

But we are all different.

And I am different still.

For I have ridden the machines and people were not there.

i'm a bit of a brat and a bit of a punk.  i am a little bit jaded.  i am bipolar.  my mood can be whimsical and airhead-ed one moment and drearily depressing the next.  i can go with the flow.  i can be high maintenance if i choose to be.  i can be a confusing contradiction.  i have a cruel streak and might enjoy belittling you if you make it too easy (like the song says, "I can spell what you can't say.").  just because we may have similar interests and share a few points of mind or have some great conversations; that doesn't make me your friend.  i don't need them that bad.  just because i'm submissive does not mean that i will be submissive to you.  showing me you can bow your head is a way to make me bow mine.  your silly little titles and names literally mean less than dirt to me if you expect all while proving nothing.  almost anyone, to a greater or lesser degree, has the ability to be an authoritarian asshole.  that ability alone doesn't make you a Mistress or a Master.  rise above and prove yourself a leading example, don't be a bad joke instead.  i would much rather sit alone and stargaze at the night sky than have to suffer your company.  i will speak when spoken to.  if i don't like you, i will be cold and distant but courteous and polite unless you prove yourself to be a total idiot or douche bag.  i am more at home and at ease in a silent graveyard alone with my own thoughts than i am in a room of happy and close friends.  if i feel so inclined, i can drop you like a rock.  i have a pretty sweet life and really could care less about your drama.  on the other hand, i am incredibly shy.  the more i like you the more i'll open up and share with you who i am.  if you gain my trust and my respect, you'll find my loyalty complete and unwavering.  right or wrong, i will stand by you.  i will believe in you.  not necessarily your cut-and-paste submissive, am i??  i am not without faults.  i can be snobby, mean, judgmental and totally without emotion.  chances are, i'll never be the one that you'll want me to.  i probably will not fit your mold.  chances are, unless you make it into my inner circle, i'll care way more about my pet python than i'll ever care about you.  i can't make you hang around.  i have my faults, and i can admit them.  how about you??  you don't have to prove anything to me.  i don't need any big show or gripping drama.  see me as i really am and let me see you too.

here's another of my old poems i recently found.

Everything is Wrong

I am darkness.

She is starlight.

Alone we are starkness.

Together we are night.

Her soul is starlight.

My soul is darkness.

Does she miss me in her radiance?

The way that I’m missing her now?

Lay me down in darkness.

Lay me down in shadow.

Shield me from the light.

Yours is all I need.

I reap this sorrow I have sown.

Please just love me as your own.

If only for a little while.

If only for tonight.

Everything is wrong.

Tell me everything is right.

I want to crawl away from sound.

As strong as I am not.

It always brings me down.

I won’t look into your eyes.

If you promise not to say my name.

We are striving difference.

We are one in same.

We have chosen the ties that bind.

They tell us they don’t need our kind.

I’m too scared to live now.

You make it beautiful to die.

Too full of scorn and sorrows.

Beneath the stars I want to lie.

Embrace me I am your needing.

Embrace me and steal my breath.

Embrace me for you I am bleeding.

Embrace me until the call of death.

Everything is wrong.

Tell me everything is right.

I chill down to my bones.

We are lovers of the night.

We are born to walk alone.

Hand in hand.

In my darkness.

Beneath your sweet starlight.

here's one of my old poems i recently found, thought I'd share it...

Stargazer

Late at night when all is right I lay and think of you.

In the dark you make your mark in my mind like you always do.

And my sleep may be dreamless but if it wasn’t I know I’d dream of you.

The stars they shine like crystal wine and in your eyes they’re blue.

I see them there, your face and hair, your beauty that runs true.

And in your eyes I know the size of love that waits in you.

I only hope that I can cope with this love I’m feeling too.

You are an ocean deep and wide and filled with sparkling blue.

I feel your touch, I need it much please let me dive in you.

Please take my hand on diamond sand you’re my need that burns all through.

You are my light you are what I need please let me follow you.

And I wake in light no more the night no more the stars are blue.

It’s time to go this I know but here I’ve dreamt of you…