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Just a quick note. I recovered from the black widow bite. That was excruciating. About a week and a half after that happened I was swarmed by yellow jackets and was stung several times. Nature seemed to hate me. |
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Just a quick update. I was bitten by a black widow spider the other day. I'm having a hard time recovering. There are some things in my life going on that I need to address as well. Sorry I haven't been on to chat or update. Thanks for the support. |
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I have been sick, like most people in the winter. So I haven't been on in a little while. Sorry for any inconvenience. I am trying to get on for at least a few minutes every night to check things. |
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Hello again. I've changed a couple things in my profile. What I'm looking for, etc. I have a lot going on in my life and my family always comes first. So if I don't reply to an email/message right away, please don't take offense. First, I cannot host at my home. Second, I cannot pay for anything. I am on an extremely limited budget and won't risk losing my home, electric, etc just to have some fun. Third, I don't travel more than 15 miles. Fourth, I am not going to help someone "haze a new university student". Fifth, I have adult children at home and grandchildren at home, they will always come first. Sixth, my animals come next. I've been doing rescue for over 10 years and these animals are precious to me and I will not use them in any sex games, period. |
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Ok I'm not looking for anymore playmates. I was just looking for some advice. |
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A lot of people are asking about my screen name. Ok here it is.
I do reptile rescue. I have a large 7 1/2 ft red tail boa that is over 35 years old, a 5 1/2 ft green iguana over 16 years old, 2 ball pythons, a kenyan sand boa, a leopard gecko over 8 years old. Plus a lot of small animals. A chincilla, 2 guinea pigs, 2 gerbils, 2 robo dwarf hamsters, a winter white hamster, and 6 cats. All of which are rescues.
I work with the local petsmart to rehabilitate and rehome their injured/unadoptable animals. Their district manager was in the store the other day and asked why they didn't have any animals in the back. The manager told her because they have a wonderful lady that adopts them and rehabilitates them and rehomes them. She then asked if I would take more. I ended up going up Sunday and picking up 12 animals. They told me they have probably 20 more in a few days. lol |
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== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
88% Voyeur
87% Switch
82% Exhibitionist
75% Dominant
75% Non-monogamist
72% Daddy/Mommy
72% Vanilla
72% Master/Mistress
71% Rigger
67% Experimentalist
64% Ageplayer
58% Degrader
55% Rope bunny
54% Owner
49% Girl/Boy
45% Submissive
40% Brat tamer
36% Primal (Hunter)
31% Brat
31% Sadist
18% Primal (Prey)
9% Pet
8% Degradee
8% Slave
7% Masochist |
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Another crappy week. However, I've had some success speaking with some people from here. My brain is fried. So I'm not very articulate at this moment. Wish things would go better. |
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Ok so I've had a bad week. Not CS related. Typical family issues. Just very tired and bored. Joints hurt, head hurts, back hurts. Typical. Teeth hurt. I'm tired of hurting all the time. |
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Well I'm disappointed in myself. I was just given the chance to be with a great dom, but because of my past I wasn't able to do it. I guess when you've been "beaten" down so much and under someones thumb for so long, once you are free of it you don't want to go back. I may need more control in my life and definitely financial control, but I can't bring myself to be so submissive to someone at this point. I apologize to that wonderful dom, he was very caring and took time to listen to me. My anxiety took over and I ended up physically sick thinking about someone else telling me what to do. |
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Well as stated. I'm still in the learning process. I think I'm doing ok. Need to step up a little more. I know subs require a little more demanding demeanor than I have but I'm getting there. :) |
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Well I have a new playmate. He loves to be humiliated. He wants me to demand that he buy me things. That is a little difficult. But I do like it when he does.
He even said he would eat me out after my lover cums in me and clean off my lovers cock, suck him clean.
It has been a long road for me to become at least partially dominate.
More later. |
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