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| Why releived? First, because this is taking a step to discover more about the part of me that has never felt connected. Second, two of the eight letters are confused, and I am at least that much confused generally. Third, 'i' before 'e' except after 'c' is a rule, and I occasionally like to break rules. =) Fourth, English is fun to play with and these letters can also be: reveille, deviled, revel, live, relive; and not so happily: reviled, veiled, liver (yuk) and I suppose, drivel.
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My blessings are many, my problems few, and here's one. I have been married for 32 years to a wonderful guy. I have every intention of continuing to honor my marriage and be faithful sexually. Although my guy has tried to understand my desire for submission and how to bring me the peace that only comes that way, he's admitted defeat. I freely admit I've only experienced flashes of that peace through odd circumstances over the years, that's why I'll label myself as a newbie and mostly curious (a yearning kind of curious). I need someone willing to help me discover (conversation first); but I'd also like to know more about discipline and submission in real life (hands on - so to speak). Is this possible?
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What I truly am hoping to find is someone that is dominant, can offer the centering of firm, strict boundaries and can support me becoming a better whole person. I am hesitant to post on this site, because I see mostly submission for the purpose of becoming more whole sexually. I'm good with my sexual arousal and completion, this is my husband's territory.
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What I would look for is a relationship that could encourage me in the other aspects of taking care of myself, being responsible, being respectful and being accountable (with consequences and rewards). A disciplinarian without benefits. This is crazy, huh?06/25/16 - Still looking...what does a girl need to do to get a spanking around here?
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