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well i first stepped into the realm of being submissive more as a kink and it has grown since about 2004 when i first me MsJoen. She was the first of only a handful that i have served since the beginning. Ms Joen is known as MsYellowLeaves here on CM. We met in a chat room in Yahoo back when Yahoo still had adult chat. Over the years i grew to really appreciate her training although it was only online. Another slave and I built her website which can be found here: www.msjoen.com. She has been invaluable to me in my exploratin of my submissive nature. Over the past 7 years MsJoen has known that i seek a relationship in a real life just as she has with a few of her slaves. So i have been here searching...
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In real life i have met�a few people from this site. Some of whom i consider friends, however, the D/s relationship aspect didn't work out.�i am happy to give them as�referrals�as we understand this is a search that is difficult for us all.
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My definition of a D/s relationship and how it fits into my life. I am an alpha male with a lot of self respect, a decent job, a nice lifestyle, a good family, and overall have a nicely rounded life. �I don't believe that a submissive male is any less of a person than the next guy, in fact it takes a real man to understand how to put somebody elses needs a desires before theirs and truely stick by those values. I don't enjoy the company of people who believe otherwise is an easy way to put it. Sure there are people of both genders who are less than good people but their gender has nothing to do with that.
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How i see a D/s relationship in my life...i am here to serve my Mistress and see that Her needs are satisfied. Make sure that Her goals are more easily obtained. Strive to ensure that She doesn't have to suffer the harsh realities of life. However this does not mean that She'll be pampered and walk on rose petals every day. I expect Her to have a job/career, Her own means of transportation, a life, etc... be a normal woman, not some troll pretending to be Domme just because�She is�too lazy to actually go out and acheive something.
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I believe in chivalry it was taught in my parents household and is something that i will continue to teach my children. I don't have any but someday do intend to have a wife and kids and all that...but still have a D/s relationship with all of the fun that goes with it.
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As far as my collection of toys/tools... i don't believe in denying myself much of anything... that being said, if Mistress wanted a toy...slave got it.
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Whips, crops, ropes, chains, arm & leg restraints, chest harness, collar, ceiling hooks, bed post hooks, floor hooks, swing, dildos, vibrators, butt plugs, CB6000, steel cock cage, PES powerbox and accessories, vacuum pump and various cylindars for nipple, cock, cock head, etc..., ball gag, bit gag, ring gag, video camera, cock rings, cock leash, dog leash, latex gloves, and a desire to just get almost any device imaginable. The next thing is a fucking machine but i really want one that has depth of stroke adjustment on the fly as opposed to having to manually adjust that.
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I am willing to do almost anything, there are a few limits that mainly concern health and safety but other than that...slave is here to suffer for Mistress' pleasure.
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i am looking for a relationship. i want to get married. i am sick and tired of being alone on the weekends as going out i can't seem to find the girl of my dreams. it's not like you can bring a beautiful women home from the bar and toss a strapon on her and she knows what to do. been there, done that...
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michael
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