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Not sure why location isn't updating, but I've been in the Bitterroot since beginning of the year.
Lets try redoing this again. Im looking for a nice girl to be able to start off as friends, and go from there, hoping to connect enough to be able to share a bed and a house. While ds may be a part of the relationship, I dont want it to be the only thing that we share in common. Currently Im providing infection prevention services for a local hospital. Though I am rather versatile and a dreamer in many aspects, at some point I do want to be able to run my own business in some , where Ill finally have the means to be independent and only have to answer to those I choose to.
As for my BDSM interests, I tend to lean more towards the mental and humiliation side of things, with puppy play, collars, orgasm denial highlighting interests. I also like face fucking, and I may be interested in pain every once in a while. I believe we are always learning and evolving, and as such, I dont feel that any interest is truly set in stone, and true love is a powerful feeling that can quickly change interest level in any activity.
If you want to talk, whether regarding a possible relationship or just build a friendship, feel free to message me as you see fit and Ill be happy to go from there. Ive been taught and do my male best to follow the concept that submission is not demanded, nor freely given, but is to be earned and I would hope that the right ones will give me the chance to earn that precious gift.
- Mark
Last updated 20240413
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I know there's often problems with messaging on here, or it isn't the most convenient. If you want to text me, I got a 'custom' number on Pinger. 724 57-B-OWND |
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== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Owner
100% Degrader
100% Rigger
100% Sadist
100% Master/Mistress
99% Dominant
90% Daddy/Mommy
76% Experimentalist
64% Primal (Hunter)
58% Voyeur
53% Non-monogamist
37% Exhibitionist
37% Submissive
25% Degradee
25% Switch
24% Ageplayer
20% Rope bunny
10% Brat
7% Pet
6% Slave
6% Masochist
5% Primal (Prey)
2% Vanilla
1% Boy/Girl
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Had a nice session with my wife last night. She insisted on a hotel to dry a different mood. She'd been asking about wax play for a while, and had picked up three candles to try.
The night started a little rough. I had to stop home to let the dog out, and backtrack back to the hotel. So, I stopped on the way home and fiddled a little bit. I pushed the electric toothbrush we've started using as a vibrator into her, and warned her it better still be there when I got back. That was the longest drive ever--it's a local dive motel, but every minute felt like ten.
The wax went a lot better than I thought it would. I was worried about it being burning hot, but before I started, I blew the flame out and pushed my finger into the liquid wax to check the temperature. She had red, white, and blue candles. White was the coolest and what I started with, red was the hottest. I covered her chest a few times, and she found the expectation to be worse than the actuality--I could pour more on so long as she wasn't looking, and it cooled and solidified quicker than expected. There were a few times it would run, but nothing to cause damage.
I really enjoyed fucking her frog position. It's become my favorite because it makes her so much tighter, and she was already sensitive and sore from being worked up all day--similar to male blue balls. She had a kid last year, and doesn't want another yet, but also refuses to go on birth control. It felt wonderful as I was getting closer to my own orgasm, I threatened to cum in her. She tensed up, and had a whining tone begging me to cum on her and not in. Sensing her fear was a huge turnover, and I unloaded on her back, enough to rub in like lotion.
We've been working on breaking her limits. During a play intermission, I decided to ash my cigarette on her chest, and put the ashtray between her breasts so she could feel the heat when I put the cigarette out, but it wouldn't burn her. I also had the opportunity to mark her with my piss. After she was covered with wax, I had her sit in the bath tub and I stood over her and sprayed her from the neck down, telling her to cum as I did so her brain associates being peed on with pleasure. I had her stay on all fours and washed her like a dog after.
I still wanted to fuck her again, but she had fallen out of subspace and touching her pussy was enough to get her to cry. She says it's times like that she really wants a sister sub to be able to switch out with so I can still have fun after she's out of commission. |
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"When you can have a girl orgasm on your word alone, she'll happily eat out of your hand."
These words of advice were given to me by a mentor long before I started putting my knowledge into actually practice. It fascinates me how different the female mind and body functions. One of my most enjoyable activities is to work a girl to the limit, stop touching her, and tell her to cum. The tendency is initial astonishment, an orgasm, and more astonishment about her body reacting to such a command.
I spent a night recently with a friend who've I've desired for a while, but declares herself to be lesbian. She let me eat her, which obviously wasn't in a way she was used to, and in my defense, I don't think she was relaxed. After an intermission, I softly questioned if she did want to be mine, which she affirmed, and then told her to show me and cum. The wave of pleasure was instant, and I had her repeat a few times for good measure before she pushed against me to cuddle and say nobody has done that to her before.
I just think it's a shame the number of people who don't know what they're missing. |
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If anybody would like to talk, you can text me if you can decode the following:
Area code somewhere between 412 and 814
Weed + Monopoly money for passing Go
(Drinking age * 3)(Drinking age) |
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Last night had the first session with my pet in quite a while. A lot of our toys are simple items corrupted appropriately. For impact items, I use a small variety--a coil of thin rope with tape for a handle, which the rope can be used for sharp, quick action, and the handle can be used for a heavier, thudding impact. We also have a the traditional leather belt and a cloth belt, which is light and quieter.
The session was a little bit supported by alcohol. But overall, it was good to leave enough marks I wanted on her. Unfortunately, she isn't a morning person so I couldn't get any pictures of the damage, but hope to get some shortly--all the better if I need to reinstall them to do so. :-) |
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Merry Christmas, CS. Make sure you know which of those presents under the tree should be unwrapped privately. |
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No idea why the pictures I uploaded are sideways. I swear they look fine until they get uploaded. But it's OK. They look fine when you turn your head like a confused dog. 😉 |
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I learned a lot from my dad, and I'm thankful for it, whether it's the smaller things like how to install an outlet, hang drywall, fix a car, or more important life lessons like being satisfied with not having much material things, and standing up for what I believe in regardless of what others say.
What I never learned, though, was how to take personal time to focus on myself, and I sorely need to start finding time for that. One of my former supervisors would kick me out of the office if he saw me staying past a certain time. Now I'm running easy 16 hour days between work and school. I do enjoy working hard, and it is improving my situation, but I also have to be honest with myself and admit that I do it to keep my mind from wandering, which can be especially dangerous if the wrong thoughts come up.
I'm hoping He sees fit to bless me with this duplex next month. I figure all I need in order to have enough income to quit working in order to focus on politics, advocacy, and family is five-ten rental units. Maybe I shouldn't be so upset about not focusing on myself; I'd much rather have my attitude than the selfish, materialistic lifestyle I see so many others with.
"It's been a tough row to hoe, and I don't know why some get flowers and some get weeds. Lord, you don't have to worry bout me, but when you're thinking of how her life is gonna go, save a rose for Sophia Jo." |
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I've been realizing lately how much I miss Carolina. I was born and raised here in Pittsburgh, and I have a lot of uphill battles to fix things in my hometown, but I know I definitely left a part of me down South. The food has more flavor, the weather is warmer, the people are kinder. I would try finding a girl down there to move up here with me, but I've been told I can't take an angel out of Heaven. |
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Hmm... I love it. Doms complain about there not being any good submissives, and submissives complain about the doms being complete assholes and abusers instead of having the respect that this lifestyle requires.
I was taught since I first began my interest in this Life that submission is never demanded, nor should it ever be freely given. A submissive who will kneel for another on their first meeting is just as dangerous as the 'dominant' who allows such a thing. From my perspective, if a girl lets the world walk over here, then any submission to me doesn't mean a damn thing.
However, if she's intelligent, thoughtful, mature, has a general grasp on her day to day life, or at least a direction she knows she has to go in, and doesn't let anybody stop her without kicking and screaming... I know I've earned her heart when she willingly drops to her knees and sticks her neck out to receive a collar, and I wouldn't expect anything less than her kicking the ass out of anybody else who would want to touch her when I'm unable to be around. |
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