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I have been going on LOTS of vanilla dates for the first time in FOREVER. I have dated really nice, hot, confident men but none of them have the control I crave.
I crave a confident, not cocky Man.
The kind of man I am seeking displays who he is by his actions, not the need to be called "Sir Dark Thundercloud or Master Evil". He is a naturally dominant male that is not playing a role. His whisper can be just as commanding as his bark. His power is gentle and intense. He knows what he wants from a woman and enjoys a feminine woman who longs to care for him.

I am not a slut or slave, simply a woman.
Although, I would enjoy play, I most crave a power exchange. I'm not looking for a "play date" or something casual. I want to laugh and enjoy life and delight in the Man you are.

Of all the impliments you can own, nothing is as effective or sexy as a brilliant devilish mind. Your mind has the ability to touch every part of me.

Are you out there? Do you exist? Are you looking for me too?

6/19/2008 9:16:25 PM

I realize that I am very strong- I have the ability to control my universe and to make impossible things happen...
but I cannot make someone love me who never will and I cannot make one appear in my life or want to be a part of it.  I know everything has a purpose, but I wish the reason for my lonliness would at least reveal a small hint ... Until then, I can only continue to improve myself and hope that he is out there...searching for me too.

blackisbeauty001
 
 Age: 37
  New York