I realize that I am very strong- I have the ability to control my universe and to make impossible things happen... but I cannot make someone love me who never will and I cannot make one appear in my life or want to be a part of it. I know everything has a purpose, but I wish the reason for my lonliness would at least reveal a small hint ... Until then, I can only continue to improve myself and hope that he is out there...searching for me too. |