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I've come to the conclusion that I'm the meanest of all because I just don't give a fuck. I don't care. No matter what you do, no matter how much you give or beg it is not going to happen. I. Will. Never. Care. About. You. Know that. Can't resist? Try me. *** I see you. On the subway, in the bars. You make me sick. You're pathetic and you know it. Lost, mousey, broken men and little girls looking for a clue, a sign, a direction as to what to do. Are you gay? Shy? What the fuck does it matter? You wouldn't know what to do anyway. Everything scares you. That's why being called a sissy or a slut or a slave excites you. Because that, at least that, you know is true. It's real. That you can do. That's who you are. I know why you're here. You need that clarity. You need that sense of what's real - the ability to know the limit, touch the wall. Maybe, if you're lucky, feel useful. Important in your own little mind by doing something just well enough to not get beaten. You want to serve a woman because you think you're not gay. I've got news for you, it doesn't matter. You think serving a woman is hard? Serve a Master. Women are weak. Manipulative, sure. But not strong. Hell, even what they do best - manipulate - has the word "man" in it. Fuck that. You need to know what's real? Serve a man. Lick his dress shoes. What can put you in your place faster and with more clarity than that? Maybe he likes me? Guess what? I don't. I don't give a fuck. So why am I here? I'm here because, like I said, you little fucks make me sick. I've trained and kept female subs and a few slaves. And I will keep doing it. I'm here because I think pushing a sissy boy around would be amusing. Making you admit to yourself how disgusting and patehtic you are - I already know it. Do you? Are you ready to admit it? I don't want to fuck you but I'll take your sexuality - you don't need it. Forced chastity. I don't need your money but it's wasted on you. I don't require your service but I'll take it because it's how you'll know you're real worth - disgusting manual service. At best. If you know this is meant for you, you know what to do. I'll explain what I expect. I'm white, 5'9" and 175 pounds. I have a professional job, a Manhattan apartment and, oh yes, go fuck yourself. BG
2/20/2013 1:46:36 PM

After years and years of laughing at so-called "financial Dommes" and the suckers who give them anything, I have to say I get it now.

 

Just days after dealing with boys, I've found them so full of shit and so pathetic it's impossible to get anywhere. The only way to spot the serious ones is to make them put up or shut up - invest something in the process so they are not JUST wasting my time.  I mean they waste it but if they did something - anything - to prove they were serious it would not be a total waste.

 

How sad is it that anyone would need to pay money just to prove they are the serious ones about being dirt?

 

Yes, it's that sad.

UtahGoddess
 
 Age: 28
 United Kingdom