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drillinstructor1
7/11/2014 6:39:05 PM
I wait. I wait for his answer. I wait for his call. I wait for his short and simple directions. I wait for the right day. I wait for the morning to come. I wait for the distance to grow shorter between us.  And then i wait for his presence.
A buzz of the phone, 'I'm on my way'...and then i wait for his arrival.
1 hour, 2 hours, 4 hours...i wait.
A knock on the door.
My god how long have i been holding my breath?
He becomes my inhale. I wait to know his mood, I watch him, I read him, I please and serve him in a million little ways. He is all i see at that moment, he is all i care for. I focus on him and I wait. He is present, I am all his and still i wait. He becomes my universe.
He is literally all i can see, hear, smell and taste. He is all i want and all I've waited for.
I joyfully yield to his touch. I happily do as i'm told.
I give all that i am to his whims and fantasies. I give anything and everything i can to please him. I become completely his, for as long as he desires me. I breathe him in, I'm covered in him and by him.
When he leaves me I wonder,  'how long can i go without breathing?'. 
We part and I am left waiting
Waiting for the aching in my body to subside, for the bruises to heal, for the intensity of the memories to loosen their grip. And then I wait for him to want me again...
5/17/2014 7:46:50 PM
He left me bruised, sore and aching. Even the water running over my body in the shower reminded me of everywhere his hands had been. Every wince vividly brings back each moment at his feet, striving with every fiber of my body to please him. I love to ache for him...
5/10/2014 6:55:17 PM
?I will only let you touch me?if your hands are so full of intention that every brush of your palms feels like you?re writing a novel on my skin ?~??Azra.T ?Braille?
4/23/2014 1:28:00 PM

She’d never been undressed by words alone before…She couldn’t fathom how a stranger could make her feel so, at home…
He intrigued her…
In the absence of touch, smell, or sight…
He became the most vivid part of her imagination…
He made her feel, understood…
And in a way she never knew she longed for…
His voice arrested her, and she trusted his direction…
She knew he could handle being in control…
and she’d been waiting for that.
~ Rob Hill, Sr

ravenhart
 
 Age: 24
 Glendale, Arizona