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ReadyToListen

Seeking online situation. Orgasm control. I am in transition in life. I am going through a career and geography transition (I am not unemployed and I have a history of career success). I am single. Its not a time in my life where courtship makes any sense. I have a raging sex drive. It is ripping me up in side. The fuck buddy thing doesn't work for me. I have always ended up married or in a multi-year relationship! (neither is true now) I masturbate and masturbate and masturbate to the point where I need to stop because I am sore. I need help. I am looking for a woman to take charge of me sexually. I am looking for a woman to take care of me in this way. I am seeking your control. Tell me when I can masturbate. How I can do it. When I can cum. If you are what I need, you can have me by the balls. I want you to have them.
There is a lot to me. I am a mature and developed person. I am looking for something more than just commands. I want to talk to you and listen to you and get to know you (within the bounds that you are comfortable with).
I am typically on the dominant side of things. But I have always loved to worship and pamper. I don't know how that translates to online. But you're the boss. You tell me how to do these things for you. In this particular situation, with me coming to you for help, I am willing to submit and beg. I am looking forward to it. My desire to please and obey has to be greater than the powerful biological drive raging inside of me. Just barking orders at me is not going to cut it. It will take a real connection. If you can do what I need, I am eager to do my part. Even though it is online "fantasy", I need to be attracted to you. (please, tell me which of your pictures to use). But I am hyper-heterosexual. I am not attracted to every woman. But I am attracted to all sorts of different women. If you are at all what society stereotypically considers attractive, I would probably be very attracted to you. If you are not stereotypically attractive, there is a good chance that you still do it for me.
I have no interest in topping from the bottom. I identify as "switch" because I am switching from being sexually dominant to sexual submissive. But I do have a healthy sense of self-protection. I will not be abused. Teasing is one thing. That sounds fun. But there is a line. I will not be neglected. I need rules and boundaries, but I am not going to go very long periods of time without a sexual release. That would just be trading one problem for another.
I am committed to being respectful. I know that you have your needs and your reasons for being here. I'd LOVE to help you meet your needs. In the perfect situation, we are both getting what we need, and having a lot of fun while we're at it. I do need you to take the lead. I will obey you and please you. I am weak and lost in this part of my life right now. I need you to tell me how this works. Take me by the hand and balls.
louisesub
 
 Age: 34
 Bon Aqua, Tennessee