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| Well I suppose the time has come to finally update this thing. I find myself thinking that there are two universal truths at play here. One is that anyone that is willing to read this won't bother to respond before the visual doesn't meet their expectations. The second is that anyone that doesn't care about the visual won't bother to read and end up being some fake that will think I'm desperate enough to send them money cause they are stuck in a hotel in Africa or they require some type of stipend to move from over seas. Either way for that rare few that actually give a damn about who a person is I'll take the time to write something worthwhile.
I wondered upon this lifestyle at the at of 17 the level of the lifestyle that I spend a majority of the lifestyle under is that of Gor. I have since evolved under different levels other then Gor such as the Daddy/babygirl Dom/sub dynamics which all three in my view require a different skill set and tact to pull off. I have found that no matter what level of this lifestyle you find yourself under there is a an underlining sense of self respect as well as respect for others that you must have if you are going to thrive and survive in this world of bdsm.
I supposed I'll really start with the basics for all that need that first I'm 33 I'm in Florida.... Tallahassee to be exact at least for now I want to move from here next year but I don't know how well that will work out so at best I have a plan to make the best of my environment should I have to stay here a little longer than I wish. Well now back to on topic I have studied many styles of of this lifestyle and the mental aspect has always greatly interested me... i guess because it's the one aspect that many tend to not bother with or rarely tap into as I have heard one slave put it the mental is a very important part of the lifestyle although it and the physical go hand and hand...I agree with this but I have always believed that the physical is there to enhance the mental.
I truly do enjoy my sadistic side but for me there's no fun in it if I can't fully tap into the mental side first... I see I have blabbed on and not sure if I have even scratched the surface so if there is something you wish to know that I have touched on feel free to ask me...
Oh and before I forget if you are curious as to what I see I want someone that is open minded willing to try new things that isn't afraid to look deep within themselves and find out the true nature of just who they really are and someone that is willing to explore their boundaries and push past them.
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