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SirPaul58
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All of my adult life , Ive known that what i look for.. what i need to be satisfied and fulfilled by a partner was strength, backbone, confidence, a strong hand .. Dominance, along with of course a tender touch, ability to hold an intelligent conversation, humor and everything else most need. Hearing his voice sternly or even whispering to me what to do ..directing me ,was arousing all in its own. The forcefulness paired with the passion he felt for me was intoxicating.. and that was only the beginning. Having to ask for a man to be more dominant and give HIM ideas of what to do was not what i wanted, but someone where it was just second nature. That's not always been easy to find because i am perceptive about people.. If i can see (and i can) that its an act.. that its not really how that person is.. we may as well pop in a movie and forget it.. I have no respect for weakness in a man.. I don't mean this offensively but just honestly.
Me: Am i sub? I would say yes if asked.. Do i know for sure where i fit in the lifestyle? No not entirely. But fair warning to anyone thinking they might have interest in being that Dom to me. I am a strong willed woman, hardheaded at times and as Ive been called all my life a "firecracker". I can be defiant but ultimately don't do it purposely .. That's where i suppose the "strong hand" comes in. Being with a man that is unable to be confident and firm and would rather a woman control him .. is just a turnoff for me.
I can not see me serving anyone more than a tic tac that cant arouse my mind AND my body and part of doing that for me is being "Very" attractive and desired by me physically . If i have a hard time looking at your half naked pic.. chances are.. I'm going to have a harder time thinking of doing ANY of the things required of me and lets just say i don't want to spend a lifetime bound to punishment for not obeying *SMILE * I am in no way saying that looks are all that matter .. If that's the case then i wouldn't be here looking for more. Please have the courtesy to send me a picture of yourself when you email me.. i have several up and I most likely will not respond if you dont . If you have that much to hide.. we wouldnt be a good fit anyway .
If youre still with me..... Thanks for taking the time 
* No im not interested in relocating, sorry
My Ideal Person: One of my favorite quotes :
I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. - Anais Nin
Bonus points if you know about Secondlife .. Xtra for actually having an account there.. lol
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Update for those that think i'm fake , i've uploaded two pics that prove im not. I tire of being accused of it and while i don't "OWE" anyone proof , maybe this will finally cut down on the last of the asses out there that cant just ask, but accuse me of being someone i'm not. And if you're going to email me and be rude at least proofread and correct your spelling (unless of course you dont know the difference) .. its YOU'RE FAKE not YOUR FAKE :)
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Its come to my attention that this site houses some of the strangest individuals i have ever come across in my lifetime. I have been on many different sites since exploring this lifestyle and never have i encountered so much hate and bitterness and displays of cruelty as i have here.
Men that ive never spoken to in my life, people that have never contacted me prior (to my knowledge) continue to send messages filled with said hate and bitterness and cruelty.
This morning i have one from a "Man" (and ill use that term lightly) that says "Get a job, skank" (are you sure im not working, and just taking a break?) , again this morning i had another from a man that said " Anais Nin , a woman with a hold on herself , you im not so sure of. In the past 2 weeks , ive been told what a crazy , unknowledgeable, selfish, trashy, bitch i am , in so many words by more men than i wish to go back and count. And for what ? What could i have possibly done to you when ive never laid eyes on you or spoken to you?
So what is it that pisses you all off at me so badly? Is it simply because you know you dont have a chance with me for some reason? What is it about me that makes you take time out of your day to email someone you have never spoken to before in your life, someone that you know nothing about except for a couple of paragraphs of information you've skimmed over and lash out at? What is so wrong in your life that you feel the need to speak to others , again that you dont know, the way that you do?
And here , i thought, in this lifestyle .. a man that called himself a Dominant would have actually better manners, more character and respect for others . I was wrong. But then again, the number of true Dominants here is a small percentage apparently.
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Oooook .. SO. Over the years in this lifestyle ive spoken to some people, eventually on the phone . But that list isnt very long ..
With that said ............
Whoever called me a little while ago from an "unknown" number .... refusing to tell me who they are , other than "This is your Master" ... then telling me they are in my area, in a hotel and im to come by in a skirt and no panties ... Perhaps you'd like to step forward and admit youre an asshole !?
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Ok apparently i am mistaken and i do not live in America where there is the freedom of speech lol . So with that said.. does anyone know where in the hell i AM living ?
Men .. if you dont like what i say... didnt momma teach you to not say anything at all? Bad Bad Momma. :)
You dont know me.. so do not think you can judge me by a journal entry. Its only my opinion nothing more.
I have a huge heart.. im not a mean person... im certainly not a cruel person.. but sometimes i have things to say and get utterly disgusted at what i see sometimes. Look at it as constructive criticism. But im not judging the type of person someone is because they are overweight or posting cock or pussy pics etc. Jesus people im not that bad. Get over yourselves. Simply put .. most people dont want to see a 400lb man or woman , butt naked with the camera two inches from their junk . Just show a little class, that is all.
* off my soap box *
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| Age: 24 |
| Pittsburgh,
Pennsylvania |
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