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I guess this is where I share stories of all the feet I have bowed down before, all the collars I have worn tightly around my neck, and all the fetishes I have fulfilled. But being completely honest I have never done any of this, yes that is right I am brand new to the lifestyle [sadly.] Yes the same guy who can be shy trying to order a coffee and a bagel at the cafe I go to basically everyday is trying to search for someone who is wiling to accept me, to cherish and protect me, and even when being dealt pain from the tip of a heel or the leather of a crop I want to feel warmth behind everything. Something that isn't robotic, a relationship that is built from the ground up based off trust, loyalty, honesty, and compassion.
OK enough about my foolish desires haha, in my vanilla life I am currently living I am a massage therapist for a spa in in Manhattan, I am single and have been for I don't know the past 6 months. I am a man who comes from a trouble past, one that involved losing both of my parents at such an early age, and moving from relative to relative across New England for various reasons dealing with social issues such as bullying. I guess that might be one of the reasons I want to be protected and loved, trying to earn back a piece of me which is lost.
Moving off a less touchy subject my hobbies basically include anything creative, painting is a huge form of self expression for me. I also love to write in my spare time and also have a huge passion for reading yet I have been quite busy lately so there is now about 3 piles of books stacked beside my bed that I have to read, oh fun fun fun.
I am a huge nerd as you can kind of tell from my looks, sadly, you know I try to be one of those closet nerds who looks really cool out in public and then goes home and watches a bunch of anime but usually I tend to blurt out gaming pop culture and favorite manga out in public. O_O
Well that is me, if you would care to at the very least have some good, warm conversation feel free to send me a message, if not I wish us the best of luck on both of our searches.
Thank you so much for reading
Sincerely,
Nikolai [Nick works just as well]
.... The dog in the picture is my best friend, Oscar, please try to hide your jealousy.
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