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| Hello! I'm cautiously thinking of opening up to new play partners. I'm not new to the lifestyle, I actually have a very skilled Dominant but I'm finding he's really not interested in our D/s so much anymore, play, and really has not asked me in quite some time what new play or things I'd be interested in doing...He seems only truly excited about bdsm, fulfilling fantasies, or play in general when looking for new play partners.and yes, I've expressed all of this.
I crave the play, the give/take, the dominance...The anticipation of what could be in store..That look that says you're about to be pushed to an edge. I think sometimes it would be lovely to be seen as the most favorite toy, pet..
I'm stuck, as I'm happy and the only thing I'm missing is consistent play.
It really puts me in a good, balanced place, when it's not there, I'm scattered and my mind is just not as focused.
I'm not looking to replace my life or change it significantly. Just gently thinking what if?
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