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RainaStar

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If I think I am not worthy--
You will convince me--
If I am beautiful--
You have made me beautiful--
If I falter--
You will correct me--
If I beg--
You will permit me--
I am Yours if You wish to see me--
For I am a reflection in your eyes
My Master
I`m here waiting for you--
My Master

Raina Star


so I have found him or did he find me? Kisses
10/11/2010 10:05:44 PM
He is gone... and to think I thought I could be whole without his touch and his lips, and just... Him, I need him. What a childish notion to think I would be content in my normal life without...

 I crave to hear his voice and feel him near. It sadden me to know I will never find him nor have him again. I wonder why things happen the way they do. I guess asking why...  is like asking why do the seasons change and how can the sky hold so many colors and looks as beautiful in so many different lights...
 I guess the point of asking why is there is no point and the whole scheme that made up this puzzle was pointless....   
5/16/2010 1:18:08 PM

Mmm, I wonder where I went wrong, however it seems I have shame myself before my master. My punishment will wash my shame as my tears will show my penance for my offense. I shall beg for nothing and accept the inevitable. This is my shame. 
5/14/2010 6:31:03 PM
Thoughts for today.

So, I realize disappearing for  a few days wasn't the greatest idea in the world, however sane and understandable my reasons for my little adventure it wasn't the best way to handle the situation and the side effect of my road trip worried my master which is never a good thing, and no words I could think of has justify my actions for falling off of his radar. I want my master happy at all times.  I guess I can just blame my spontaneous nature on my gender and how we (females ) are made to drive the opposite sex insane. On a side note I did take my master out to enjoy the afternoon air. He enjoyed his present very much so.
1/28/2010 1:17:30 AM
Hmm,

           I have a huge fish tank. With many different fish, colors, just interesting to stare at. Some of them look like floating jewels; while others at first glance look like nothing more then moving plants surrounded by their own secret lives, and some just prowl... Creating their own majestic grace and presents. A whole world within a world, without the slightest inkling that they are all being watched... Today I felt like one of my fish. A pet of some sort. Surround by grandeur and a curious awe, however I was aware of the world and strangely taking back by the experience... Of being an object within a world, but not necessarily including in that world. A pet to be stare at in its wonder and use for entertainment.... Very interesting and slightly unnerving experience, it may be something that needs additional examining to fully describe and understand. I guess we shall see.   RainaStar
 
1/5/2010 8:30:02 PM
Three Years has pass and still the thought of him makes me shiver. Makes me crave, makes me want him. Oh, how I love my master.
10/27/2009 12:50:56 PM
Why you? why all the confusion? constantly, I think about when I would see you next. I think of being close enough to reach out and touch you. To feel your breath on my face. When I think of your lips finally, Reaching mine; Slow, soft, hungry.
When I think of the first moment our tongues met, electric, I get wet. I need you.

When I'm staring off into space
In the middle of that meeting at work,
I'm thinking of you, touching me,
And I get wet, I want you.

You alone makes me feel this raw need. You alone makes me want to share this need.

When I'm smiling to myself with glazed eyes, I'm daydreaming of you, wishing I was on my knees, my fingers nestle in those sensitive areas, And I get wet, I crave you.

When I've started dinner
And something accidentally gets burned,
I'm fantasizing you  bending me over the counter, crying out for your pleasure. I get wet begging for your touch, wanting you close always in mind body and spirit. I appreciate your attentions and await my punishments.
Love you My Master

raina star

10/8/2009 7:42:40 PM
My shame covers me. Covers me from the tips of my toes to the hairs on my head. My master show me that shame today and made me beg for his forgiveness. Oh how I beg and whimper as tears ran down my face. I wiggled for him, craved his touch. More so then the  anticipation and shock of his whip. This slave, me, I tried desperately to absorb his lesson and beg for the punishment, the lesson I so well deserved. It will not happen again this disobedience of mines. It was a good thing he was in a good mood. raina star
10/6/2009 6:03:40 AM

Oh please, Why do so many tops think they can  have it their way with  young subs/slaves? I`m 23 not 50, so please don`t ask.  I know many here show respect, but to many seem to lack it. good for those who show us respect and shame on those who don`t. raina star






Oh what a feeling  
it is my Master....
love you my master

R S
6/2/2009 6:11:17 AM
Naughty slave, my shame covers me. I need to reprimanded because of my actions. My Master please discipline your slave for her misbehavior. As she kisses your fingers and kneels waiting, I wait for your forgiveness. raina star
3/16/2009 5:25:39 PM
Whoa, bam swoosh!

Staying on my toes, has thrown me off balance. Boy... am I in trouble, seems my slow pace is displeasing and that I must accept the consequences of my actions. While my writing style is no match for the wit of my guardian I attempt to offer an apology for my displeasure. Attempting to strive and move forward to future events of ecstasy.
Kisses to my master
raina star

3/11/2009 4:09:08 PM
Please be aware, i`m under the guide of a  Master and he alone will decide who is worthy to meet me..his little slut princess slave.
Slave Raina Star
3/6/2009 6:19:51 AM
  If I think I am not worthy--
 You will convince me--
 If I am beautiful--
 You have made me beautiful--
 If I falter--
 You will correct me--
 If I beg--
 You will permit me--
 I am Yours if You see me--
 For I am a reflection in your eyes.--
mamalisa2212
 
 Age: 22
 Wahiawa, Hawaii