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Ragoczy

My role urges range from daddy to sadist, so Im sure we could find something to do. Whether you're a little who wants to cuddle and watch a Disney movie before being put to bed or the evening should end in welts and bruises, I'm interested.

I have a wide variety of toys, some unusual, so if you just want to try those out, thats cool, too. They include fucking machines, electro-sex boxes, violet wands, and sybians.

What sorts of things do I like outside of bdsm?

Well, I play hockey ... that is to say I wear skates and am on the ice with eleven other guys and a puck. How well do I play? Lets just say that my next milestone will be to make it through an entire game without staring up at a referee whos asking You okay, man?

I like to paddle ... kayaks, you dirty-minded ... which is different from canoeing, because theres less yelling of Paddle faster! Paddle on the right! Paddle on the left! Paddle slower! Goddamnitstoppaddling! Wait ... no, that was that chick who liked to top from the bottom ... never mind.

And if theres anyone out there whod like to try paddling ... careful, dirty-minds ... I have extra boats. Five, in fact. Why do I have five kayaks? Because each one is special and I need them ... stop judging me!

What else?

Oh, yeah, I like movies. I figured Id add that because one sees so few profiles where someone says they like movies.

Broadway musicals and live theatre. I have, in fact, fourteen posters from musicals framed and on my walls. No, I am not gay. Not that theres anything wrong with that.

Musical tastes? Well, lately Ive been listening to non-fiction audiobooks and showtunes (see above about gayness ... NTTAWWT), but when I do turn to actual songs, my taste runs from Harry Chapin to Katy Perry, with an occasional stop at REO Speedwagon ... but REO is one step away from driving around at 300AM with Air Supply blasting, so thats when I typically seek professional help.

On the BDSM-side, Ive always had thoughts along these lines, from a very young age, and discovered what it was in my early teens when I found the Anonymous section of the local bookstore and what kinky devils the Victorians were. Several shoplifting expeditions later, I had quite a collection of king, caning, nettle-slapping tomes to go through. In my later teens I found online communities - dial-up BBSes, because Im an old fart - and came to understand a bit more of how things were done in real-life today, rather than the imaginations of 19th century perverts.

On the weekend after my 18th birthday, I flew to Boston for my first scene, because that was the online community Id become comfortable with and Orlandos leather scene was mostly gay at the time. Ive looked back a couple times since and regretted it each time -- this is who I am. Both the control and the play are integral to my personality and denying that has generally been the wrong thing to do, so I dont anymore.
Belleberger
 
 Age: 23
 Los angeles, California