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It is my nature to be academic, vague and Headmaster-ish, therefore my lifestyle is one of interwoven simple complexity. Consisting of learning, discipline, happiness, hedonism. All explored and enjoyed via a tutorial rather than a tyrannical type influence.
In keeping with Albert Camus' assertion, "evolution is far more important than living" * , I further evolve this profile, as I do my needs, desires, thoughts and self.
My dynamic is still the solid basis of before, a Professor Higgins culturing the pearl of a suitably eager to know dynamic Eliza Doolittle into my fantastic Lady O. The strictures and structures (con & sub) of the transmogrification have refined a little from the once focused disciplinarian to a disciplined hedonistic journey enjoying more of the sensual pleasures. Where the explorations are to be savoured, indulged, learned and enjoyed. How those last four verbs are implemented depends on 'Eliza'. For it is a lifestyle where it is imperative of Eliza to contribute and build. Although she devolves herself to my hands she inputs her developments by being herself. Unique. That uniqueness is my muse-ic inspiration.
I particularly enjoy to investigate the paradox of duality of persona that is being human. We contain the counter (opposite?) of each personality trait within. They, the 'counters', are more prevalent and pronounced within a D/s dynamic. Exploring these 'counter' characteristics is part of my 'academic' pleasures. A delving of the deeper psyche, as it were, and then opening out and revealing those hiding personal truths.
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* The Rebel chpt. 3.
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