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this seems like it would be common sense however many people do not possess this !
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Tenderness – viciousness
Fear- excitement
Pain- pleasure
Confinement – complete release or freedom
Distinction between being hurt or injured is important. there has to be trust between people who play together.
The more I explore the more I find out about my self , how I see my self as a dominate and submissive person changes , I am always growing and evolving , as I become more involved with the community , I have met so many great people and I feel privlaged to be part of a sub culture , until recently like in the last few years did not even realize culture was so prtraditional virginity as in hetro penetration ) I started to experiment with kink . it has always seemed a natural part of my sex life , which one may be surprised that I have done very lil exploring , even I am a lil surprised . I suppose I did not know really how to get involved in the world or have a partner willing to explore with me, my partners though willing to try some things have been very limited in their exploration. Though few would think of me as shy I am a lil shy and anti social at times.
I used to go to punk shows every week end and go into mosh pits with a studded bar , i loved getting my battle wounds , scratches and bruises so fun , going to metal and punk concerts is one of i fist places where discovered my kinkyness ,
my masochistic tendency's , i loved going in the pit , if i did not bleed it was not a good show lol , i would go into the pits with huge guys with full metal jackets only in my studded barr and a mini skit , and just mosh till i could not move , my mosh pit wounds include : a dis located elbow , 2 concussions , bubble black eyes , many sprained ankles , broken fingers , bourse rib , among many cuts and bruises ,
i have kinda got out of going to shows as often as i used to but i was once , crowned queen of the pit lol
i am open minded , i have seen alot but have not experienced a lot i hope that will change soon.
I am an art nerd , artist , i love art and every thing to do with it !
in some of my art i explore idea's about human sexuality and abject behavior/images , i am interested in social norms, breaking the norms
life is about balance this philosophy extends to all aspects of my life
including my sex-life
i believe for me that pain and pleasure are connected
Pain : makes your heart rate go up , your blood flow faster , sweat ,
Pleasure : makes your heart rate go up , your blood flow faster , sweat
pain and pleasure are opposite but very have similar aspects to them
pain makes pleasure enhanced because it creates a contrast that makes pleasure feel better in contrast to the pain
i like play fighting , the shot of adrenaline that makes me really hot!
i am a pain the in the ass who likes pain on my ass lol !!! (hahah this should not make me laugh quite as much as it does hahaha lamo)
No master can keep me
no beast can tame me
for ever free bound in the chains of my choosing !
Apparently i am :
Masochist
89%
Experimental
86%
Switch
82%
Sadist
79%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
68%
Bondage
68%
Submissive
61%
Dominant
57%
Degradation Lover
39%
Vanilla
14%
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