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| Screw the roses, I only packed thorns.
When I started this adventure what seems like so long ago, the list was about what I would do. Now it's more about what I won't.
If you're a victim looking for someone to villainize, I am not interested.
It's been about a year or more since I had anything to do with the local community. Haven't had the whips out in months. After two and a half years, I cleared her things out of my space and returned them, she did the same for me. I now feel re-newed, re-vitalized, lighter than air. I never would have guessed it.
So, I've played the villain too many times now. I refuse to take on that energy any more. I don't mind being that bad man, who makes you do bad things, but I'm not willing to apologize for bein' a cruel bastard afterward.
I'm not looking for "the one." That doesn't mean I don't think she's out there, or that we won't find each other, I just don't think the desperation that so often goes with that search is healthy. Disappointment is something we create for ourselves when we try to make it about what we (ego) want rather than just taking what we (are given) need. It's not so much about what I'm looking for, as what I might find. Every time I thought I knew my, "type," a completely loveable woman stepped in my way and proved me wrong. I'd be a fool if I didn't learn from this mistake. I like to think I'm not that kind of fool any more.
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Geezuz, does this system give you any other choice for a background colour, except for lime green? LOL.
Well, if nothing else, starting a profile here is at least getting me off of Face Book. I find it odd that I would consider posting such private (sexually oriented) info here as opposed to a network that supposedly has privacy controls. An 18 year career in IT helped me develop a healthy sense of respect for network security (okay, some might call it paranoia), so I guess I don't really believe Mark Zuckerberg when he talks about the safety of my data anyway.
The other thing that is amusing is just how demanding women who call themselves slaves, subs, whatever can be. No, not just you, girl. LOLx2. Well, I guess I wasn't happy with having to pick just one of the available categories to describe the complexity of myself either.
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| Age: 31 |
| Dartmouth,
Massachusetts |
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