" SEEK AND YEA SHALL FIND"
I'm longing for a search of answers' here
that's the quest of my journey
as I've only just arrived
I seek a nich, my place in the
massive landscape of this lifestyle
i feel that I'me not sure of just
what can be a satisfing position
in the stride towards a desire to dwell, as a charactor of strenght, or meekness...
Is it submissive or dominiance?
Even if I trial as a switch,
I'm just feeling empty of a desire to be at either roll...
An yet I've read of, and seen the
tumble into sub-space, and the crumble upon release....
I do understand it's existance, it's validity, an even it's requirement in many live's here....
Is it fair that I may not find a fulfilling plase of devotion here ...
At this point
I dwell ....