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Well...
I've been doing some more thinking, and I'm really very comfortable with my sub side. I think it fits me much better than Domme.
Just watched Secretary and fell in love with it. :)
In the process of reading Story of O, but it's not coming too quickly. To be honest, I was looking for some reading that would match my fantasies, and Story of O is a little extreme for me.
Secretary is really my idea of a fairy tale. Screw "10 Things I Hate About You." (Or, mind you, any of those other boring chick flicks.)
So... I should probably give you a little run-down on what kink means to me, who I am, and who I'm looking for.
For me, kink/leather is the ultimate expression of love. Ideally, I would take care of a Dom by serving him, making sure he's happy, and pleasing him in little ways (and big ways.) He would take care of me by keeping me in line and protecting me. That's really what I'm looking for: someone who I can please who makes me feel safe, secure, and treasured.
That said, pleasing is my main motive. Nothing makes me happier than to see that I've put a smile on someone's face, whether it be a teacher, a friend, or (most importantly) the man I love. I should also say that I'm not much of a masochist. I like to be teased and played with, but I really, really don't like to be humiliated. I'll do silly things without a second thought, but for something that really humiliates me... well, you'll find you'll have a very sad sub.
Not to say I don't like to be put in line, just not like that.
More to come later.
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Hmmm, Daddy Doms are Delicious.
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So, now taking a look at life through subbier eyes. I think I like this pair better, although I can't really say for sure at the moment.
I've met one guy, HeyYou122, who seems great. We might be a fit... I hope.
I just did some thinking about what I like and don't like awhile back, when I was taking a break from this site. Then one day, I was driving, and it hit me: I really, really like to please people. And to be honest, I'd rather that others make the decisions. I'm more dominant in my day-to-day life because I have to be, but I don't think that that's what I really want.
Now, mind you, making boys squirm is still fun, but I don't think it's what I want out of a real relationship. That's more of just a playtime thing, I think.
Interesting how the mind changes.
So I'm pretty excited to start training, if this does in fact work out.
Heeeeee!!
(that was a squeal, by the way.)
I'd love to talk to other subs/switches and get their points of view, their experiences, and whatnot. Mind you, I doubt any of you have read this far, but hey... gotta try.
So if you have gotten to the end, send me a message that says "Huzzah! I got to the end!" and you will most definitely be in my good graces.
Or, you could just send me a message saying hi and a little about yourself, and you'll probably be in my good graces then, too.
Whichever. I love to talk to everyone, so message me!
~Sarah.
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Alright, no relationship with alpha sub. :( The distance was too much.
I'm not really looking anymore, either, because... oy... just too many men.
But I did meet some very nice people on here... it's not a complete waste of time, after all! ;)
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ooooooook...
So if you have read this (which, hopefully, you have) let it be known that I am somewhat open to people who I could practice on, but don't want a real relationship.
This is a measure for the health of my relationship with my sub.
No men over 30. Feel free to message me, but you won't be considered for "practice." |
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Okay. So apparently I am poly. I have two subs now.
butttt.... I don't think I could manage another one, not at this point, at least.
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The first entry in my journal. Woot.
So, to give anyone who might be reading this a little idea of what I'm doing on here... I'm looking for friends. I'm not poly and am currently in a relationship with a sub I adore.
Even so, I will update later to give you an idea of how I think and work, because that's important when making friends as well as meeting new relationship possibilities.
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| Age: 27 |
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