Can't sleep.  Too many questions revolving around in my head.  i wish i was sure i can live up to the expectations of others... 

I fell at work (those stairs were icy!) and broke my wrist.  Typing is hard and now caring for my elderly mother is even tougher.  I will be back on as I get time.

After having read and replied to many emails I have come to the conclusion that I need to step away from this website.  I send kisses and great thank those who gave me kind words and encouragement (and you all know who you are!).  I may be back someday...

Sorry everyone.  Got involved with someone from another site but it didn't work out.  I tried hard to please Him but He never really wanted me.  I did everything He wanted, fucked His friends, took His welts, even started smoking as He commanded. But He just wanted someone to make His old girlfriend jealous.  I should have seen that coming... it wasn't pretty.