Submission goes far deeper than most think. It starts with the mind. Submission isn't a choice or a gift, it's a very deep craving and need, at least it is to me. I need and crave it 24/7 365 complete ownership and domination. I need a dominate who understands what it takes to create a sub in the true sense of the word. A sub that it property to be owned and possessed in every way. I come from a good family who know nothing of my very deep cravings. I know this isn't going to go away, the feelings just get stronger and stronger, to the point where it's all consuming. A sub is a possession to be used/abused for the pleasure of its Dom/me. That is its only real purpose in life, to serve, suffer and exist for the pleasure its Dom/me without question, regardless of what is required of it. A sub has no rights, opinions, voice, dignity, shame or limits, other than its Dom/me. This sub needs a Dom/me who truly understands this.