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FOUND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS!!!! HE'S BETTER THAN I EVER THOUGHT A MAN COULD BE!!!! THANK YOU LORD! |
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FOUND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS!!!! HE'S BETTER THAN I EVER THOUGHT A MAN COULD BE!!!! THANK YOU LORD! |
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Watching the sunset, beautiful. :) |
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Good night tonight. Looking forward to my weekend! Smiles!! |
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Feeling good tonight. :) Curious to see what the weekend holds. :) |
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long day at work, don't think I'll be talking too much tonight...I will email back at a later time. Have a good night everyone. :) |
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Frustrated,,,exhausted...Good to be home finally... |
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Good night everyone. Have a pleasant evening. :) |
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Well, it's the start of the holiday weekend and I have no idea if I will see him or not...hard waiting....I could have other plans but I'd really like to see him...... |
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Well, it's 8:30pm and I'm missing hearing his voice. It's like a sick feeling in my stomach, I know he will call, just not sure when but the waiting is very difficult because it is still so new....I'm hoping and waiting.....Gonna go for a walk,,,wish he was here walking with me.................... |
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hhhhmmmm, A little bored tonight... Going for my walk.... :) |
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Thinking of how wonderful it will be someday,,,to be owned...... :) :) |
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Did a lot of talking last night and have an even deeper understanding of knowing my place. I am who I am and love who I am and know where I want to be. Have a good guide helps me to move further into submission.... |
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Hello everyone, Thank you for the many wishes, concerns and advice. There are many things I need to think about and want to make the right decision. I'm a very nice girl with a strong submissive side so I really need to be careful to not get hurt again..I need to go for my daily walk and will be back shortly. Hope everyone is doing well! :) |
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Today is a new day,,,I will hold my head high and go forth. :) I am losing my way a bit without getting my daily texts and calls from Him, (my past Dom) but I will keep trying to learn as much as possible. I realize that there is no one for me in the vanilla life. I will stay strong. :) |
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Just want to thank everyone for such kindness on here!!!! Being a very new unowned sub it is a bit difficult when the one who was teaching and guiding you is no longer present. I am learning so much on my own and want to learn so much more!!!! I love who I am and am standing strong! Even though I had differences with my last "Dom", I am also very grateful to him for helping me find myself. :) Have a great night everyone! Smiles to all of you! :) |
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Wow, it's amazing the desires that are stirring around inside of me!!!! Wild and crazy and alone!!!!! How do I hold all this inside?? |
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Good day today, went for another bike ride and a bike show. Saw some really cool Harleys out there!!! Kind of bumming though,,,was looking forward to going away this weekend...Oh well. :) |
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Just got offered to go on a Harley ride tomorrow. :) Love to ride!!!! Guess things are looking up after all. I am still not settling though until I find the right one. Enjoy your evening everyone!!! smiles to you!!! |
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For all the subs out there,,,please, please be careful not to lose "yourself". I just about did that. Even though I am new here, I believe in myself and am very happy to know who I am now. Remember, you are beautiful, you have a beautiful gift, not to be taken for granted. Find the one who will cherish you, take you, then cherish you.....To have someone 'take you and take you over and over' without cherishing you,,, leaves you with nothing... So, please be careful.
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Well, here it is....I know what I want, I know who I am and I know my limits. They can only be pushed so far especially being new. I want to be treated with care because being a submissive, it is a very delicate, beautiful gift that will drain and take away so much from us but when the right Dom/Master is there for her, she should never feel that for long. The way He responds to us when He sees we are in need and the time He spends with us when we are lonely rebuild us and make us stronger, and more submissive women. That is my feelings on myself and if I have offended anyone I deeply appologize. I want to give and give but don't want to be hurt to where I feel my gift has been shattered. I am delicate, but strong when needed so please, re wrap the gift before using again. Thank you. :) |
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Was extremely happy yesterday, last night and this morning....Now,,,not sure what to think........... :( i came into this lifestyle,,,feel very comfortable knowing this is who i am yet feel overwhelmed once in a while some things...biggest is another woman in the picture,,,i am trying very hard to understand but it's hard when i have not been collard yet, a lot of talk about Her and knowing i did so much that i would never have thought already...i hope He knows i am trying but not feeling very comfortable right now........ |
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Very aroused! Wanting to be touched, craving TO touch!!!! Huge desire to learn!!!!!!!! im craving more and more and can't wait to please Him!!!! i will rub His feet till He gives me my next command... That is my favorite time thus far with Him,,,i get to sit on the floor at His feet while rubbing them and look up at Him..we talk and everything is totally perfect!!!! |
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longing to feel the touch, the rough touch, the grabs, the hair pulls, the ordering and commanding............i came into this lifestyle recently and want more!!!!!!!!!!! my mind,body and soul wants to be controlled, handled with rough hands, made to feel pleasure in ways i possibly can not imagine.........will this turn Him on as much as me? if so,,,,,i don't want it to stop........ |
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Today I have read the most beautiful poem of what a submissive is and I am totally at peace with myself. I feel so lucky to have such guidance, patience and caring as I journey through my new life. Words cannot express the immense, beautiful feelings I have inside right now. It's just beautiful!!!! I am very very happy. |
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Wow!!! One cannot express the immense happiness and joy I have now that I have finally found my place! Now that I look back I see there were signs all along but everyone around me guided me to discount them and ignore them. No more. This is who I have been ever since I can remember and I WILL fullfill what I am meant to do. I am so ever greatful for being found and now being guided as we take this journey that I was meant for. I now know where I belong and there is no turning back. :) |
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