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This is a reboot of another profile, I had to delete the other one as a result of some screenname issues. Anyway! On to the profile.
It's hard to really know what to say here. I'm a nerdy, relatively intelligent college sophomore into BDSM. I don't take it too seriously and neither should you - it's supposed to fun after all, right? I also believe in the subheading of BDSM as well: safe, sane, and consensual. So, if you know how to properly utilize safewords and understand the importance of aftercare (and can crack a joke in the process), we'll get along just fine.
Submission, to me, is the quiet and bowing beauty in the cyclical nature of power exchange. It's a great catharsis and emotional release for me. In the bedroom, I can hand over the reigns of control and enjoy pain and humiliation with someone with whom I have an understanding. However, my submission is a gift. I'm outgoing, feisty, strong, and don't go down without a fight; I don't believe in much of the universal D/s protocol and I will NOT submit to you just because you are dominant.
In a Dominant, I value creativity, honesty, the ability to communicate, strength, confidence, knowledge and compassion. I understand that not everyone has experience; that doesn't exactly deter me from considering a Dominant, but it helps me understand what they want. Ambition is always a plus.
NOT SEEKING: Long-distance/online romances or play, LTR or complete committed relationship.
I don't accept friend requests from people I have never talked to!
My preferred age in the Dominant I'm seeking is 18-30. Being a young person, I would just feel more comfortable with someone more around my age, but I can't really rule anything out. I am mainly seeking male Dominants. However, I suppose you could say I'm "bi-curious" leaning more toward bisexual. I haven't much experimented with women, though I know for sure I am sexually attracted to the ladies. I also am drawn to the idea of serving a Mistress or perhaps a Dominant couple. These supplementary ideas are all sort of negotiable and more things I'm curious about - nothing is set in stone and everything changes. To male and female submissives: please read my latest journal entry... ;)
What kind of relationship am I seeking? A "weekend Dominant". A person I can meet up with in my free time to have play sessions and learn about the lifestyle. Maybe break into the community. Someone I can trust, someone who understands and respects my limits, and someone who is intelligent and mature enough to carry on this type of adult relationship. No games, no drama, no expectations. Just fun, exploration, and freedom. I'm a college student so often times I'm very busy. I need someone who will respect that I have a vanilla life that I need to uphold.
Look to the sidebar to see what activities I enjoy. :)
Alright, why so serious? What am I into outside of BDSM? Well, I love music - I play piano, trumpet and love to sing. I write my own music. As a huge nerd, I love video games (RPGs, FPS, fjghting games, rhythm games, almost every genre): Modern Warfare 2, HALO 3, Kingdom Hearts, FFXII, Soul Caliber, Guilty Gear... Star Wars and Star Trek are favorites too. Comedies are always a must as far as films go, but I like nearly every genre; horror movies are always fun and a good drama is fun now and then. Writing is another big passion of mine: stories, poetry, prose, essays and erotic literature. Ask me about my literotica.com account! My major is English and Spanish. Dancing is something I love to do to keep in shape and feel sexy. As far as listening to music goes, I have a really wide range - from Led Zeppelin to Puscifer to Tech N9ne.
I have one tattoo and several piercings, looking to get more of each.
About my health: I have type 1 diabetes, well-controlled for the most part (with an insulin pump), as well as kidney disease. I have had 4 reconstructive surgeries on my kidneys and am left with only one functioning. I'm also blind in my right eye (legally) - hence the name!
Anything else, you'll have to ask. I'm an open book.
Pro-tip on how to entice me to respond to your message: Reference something I like! Ask me an interesting question! Say something silly or humorous.
Pro-tip on how to ensure NO RESPONSE to your message: Try dominating me through the message, before you even talk to me. Send me a canned message, having obviously not read my profile.
Note: I try my best to answer most messages I receive, but I can't always. If I feel something may be compatible between us, I will message you back... but sometimes I'm selective. Gotta be careful on here. Also, I'm not much for "conversational" messages like "hey what up" the message volume gets so big that those tend to just become boring. Something about yourself in the message would be nice.
I have a couples profile with my best friend "DomSheldon": check that out for information on what we are seeking as friends and play partners. And submissive ladies, get at this guy! He's a great dominant!
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I didn't get to go to the Crucible, but I'm back at school and feeling pretty happy. My health isn't quite where I want it to be yet, but I'm getting there. But me-oh-my, do I have a crush.
A crush on my Domme side. I've been thinking more and more about trying to discover it lately... it seems so natural sometimes it's scary. In my infatuation, I want to explore it more and more... Find a nice boy to lick my boots and worship my breasts, to paint a canvas of pink on his ass with my crop, to crawl to me slowly whenever I want him....
Wherever could this lead?
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Health problems abound this week. I've had to come home from school while my specialists run some tests... good thoughts are appreciated. I just want to feel better and get back in my regular groove. Hoping to still go to The Crucible on Friday.
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After catching up on Kink.com's The Upper Floor, I find my fantasies for public humiliation, play parties and multiple-person use further forward in my mind than ever before. To have all those hands on me, and most importantly the eyes, arouses me more and more as I continue to fantasize and watch videos. After last weekend's day of service that included naked cooking, objectification and service, my desire for servitude, sexual and otherwise, is strong. Next weekend can't come quickly enough, when I'll have my first taste of the community at The Crucible's Dungeon 101. I'm sure I'll be nervous as hell, but I'm also unbelievably excited. I'll finally meet likeminded people, learn proper dungeon etiquette, and see demonstrations of fabulous toys. I hope I can snag a spot at the caning demonstration!
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| Age: 37 |
| New York,
New York |
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