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I am looking for a disciplinarian to fill an important role in my life. I am not limiting the role to any specific age but prefer someone who will take it seriously and discipline me when it is needed. If you have experience punishing for disciplining, that is an advantage, but it is not required as I can teach you the basics.

This need started when I was much younger. My mother left me in the care of my aunt
for two months while she went overseas. My cousins and I were terrified of her since we've heard stories of how strict she was; plus she has threatened to discipline us on more than one occasion.

Now I was no stranger to getting the slipper from time to time, but I really wasn't used to living under such a strict roof. When my parents spanked me, it was usually over pretty quickly, and not too much of my pride would be harmed. Of course I thought it was embarrassing and painful at the time, but then my aunt came along and showed me how a real punishment is implemented. My aunt's punishments lasted longer and it was also the point at which I was introduced to bare bottom spankings.

The main spanking would usually be done using her hand, but it would last longer compared to my mother's spankings. After the main spanking I'd be told to stand in the corner where she prolonged the punishment by occasionally giving me single swats with a cane-like implement whenever I least expected it. Overall I would only get 4-6 additional swats in the corner, but it was enough to make me realise how insufficient my mother's punishments were.

If she implemented it in such an effective manner, with that level of pain, duration and humility, I would have understood and agreed with discipline at a much earlier age. I felt that was the way I needed it and my mum's spankings simply didn't match my aunt's level of punishment, so I occasionally met my aunt to get punished when I felt my mum's spankings were not enough. She never found out about this arrangement I had with her sister and all was good. But then I moved overseas, which pretty much leaves me where I am now - unpunished, but with a submissive streak that now depends on it.

So I need a disciplinarian to take over where my aunt left off.
I am open to changing the punishment and will consider punishments other than spanking if you have something in mind - I have a few ideas myself, but prefer deciding on these things in a proper discussion with my future disciplinarian. Otherwise we can keep it identical to how my aunt used to do it.

So, would you be interested in being a disciplinarian for a 27 year old male?
ekaterina28loves
 
 Age: 29
 San Diego, California