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SadistGemini
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| Hello all. I'm still pretty new into this lifestyle, but it's intrigued me for about 2 years now, and now that I'm legally able to explore it more, I intend to.
As of now, I'm just looking for likeminded friends to talk to and learn from, but the chances of an interesting connection are never ruled out. I find I'm more submissive than dominant but I'm sometimes willing to flip the script. ^_^
Ya know what's funny? All this introduction and its just my vanilla side I've told of. Well as far as my submissive side goes, if one more dominant than I can manage to earn and gain my submissiveness, then I would be willing to do almost anything asked of me. I have a uncharted masochystic streak in me that, with the right master, I would like to explore. I take orders pretty well initially, but if I learn that my dominant isn't as dominant as they'd like to believe I may flip the switch and demonstrate my way of domination. Though if I do take a liking to my dom, then I'd be more than happy to do their bidding, be it running a bath or even helping them relax in any way. I believe that if a dom is truly capable of owning me, in every sense and responsibility of the word, then I as his submissive, owe him happiness.
As a dominant though, I'm more teasing. A temptress if you will. If one could stand strong against my teasing then a reward is awarded, though if one fails to show restraint a punishment must be delivered. What that punishment is depends on who I am dominating. Each person is different and has different likes that can be used against them. :D
I'm a part-time worker with a full-time schedule so getting online often is not easy for me. Especially since I like to go out and about on my days off. I don't necessarilly crossdress, but I do find baggy jeans and loose t-shirts more comfortible than tight jeans. I am a bit of a tomboy, but if that's not a problem you can drop a line if you're interested and we can chat.
Hmm, a bit about me... I am black and German mix, though people tell me I can pass for nearly any race, so I usually tell people I'm multinational.  I have a weak spot for Asians, and even more so for men with long hair, but I'm not limited to talking with long haired Asians. ^_^ If I think you may be interesting, I'll hit ya back, or hit ya up. Whichever happens first. Also, I'll hopefully be getting more pictures of me up soon!
Also, I'm only interested in people somewhere *close* to my age. 29 is my cut off age. I'm not into the daddy stuff, so no older guys.
Although I will get to talking to people about bdsm, if you are really interested in making a deeper connection with me, getting to know my vanilla side is a way to go. Why? I believe that by knowing one in their every-day life and coming to be close with that schedule opens up for a much deeper link to the bdsm world. Plus it makes it that much more easier to punish or pleasure. ^_^ I'm not going to give you guys any hints into my vanilla world, if you're really interested the conversations we have may reveal more about me than I would put here.
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Just saw the word pansexual and had a thought, so I figured I might as well let my rambling be documented here...
In the most basic part of our nature, whether we realize it or not, we tend to classify things to make them easier to associate and work with. Sexuality will be my topic of this evening. For such a thing that runs even more basic and natural than the innate need to classify things, I'm not sure why we argue over a moot point of sexuality. gay, straight, lesbian, or homo, and even beastial. Down to our very core there is no good or bad, wrong or right. There just is life as it comes at you, feeling as you feel it. Pleasure, is one of those very core parts of our being. As far as sexuality goes, why classify it? If it feels good and no one INVOLVED is getting hurt (against their will ^_~), why make such a fuss over it?
I must say I'm always shocked to hear that people are still uptight about gay affairs. One would think that we'd get over it, leave it be, and ignore the very American habit of picking at the tiniest thing because we can or we're bored. I'm betting its because everyone is afraid. Afraid that maybe there is a person they know, that maybe if worked on in the right way, they'd go for, same sex or not. Maybe people are afraid that some day we'll all be one sexual race, that engages being regardless of sex.
There are times when we should just let our primal instincts rule over our intellect and enjoy life all the more rather than classiffy everything into right and wrong, accepted and taboo. Life would be much better off, at least as far as sexuality is concerned, if we just though about things in terms of pleasure and enjoyment, rather than whats publicly accepted. Or at least thats this young girl's opinion. |
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Hey there everyone. Its been way too long. A bunch of this and that has happened and I got distracted from the net for a while. But I'm back, and I'm not making any promises, but I'm going to try and keep up with this page. |
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Oh man I went to an ICP concert here in NC last wednesday and it was certainly an awesome experience! Faygo is pretty good for the hair, lol. But aside from getting drenched with soda and water, the high heat from all those bodies close by and the chilled water made steam rise from our bodies as everyone pushed to get closer to the stage. I made it up front after an hour and held my place ^_^
It was awesome, all the sweat, heat, bodies pushing against each other...the random sprays of water and soda. Not to mention the humdrum of the bass. Definitely good vibrations! I hope the juggalos come back to NC cause I can't wait to be apart of their audience again! |
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Not really sure what all to put in here so I decided to just put in a quick little poem I wrote. The very last line is actually now one of my favorite quotes ^_^ Hope ya like.
The Mistress Within
To tie you up is my ultimate pleasure
And tease you ‘til your will is measured.
To taste all of your rich smooth skin
And later commit my favorite sin.
This play of dominance you cannot win
For I am the Mistress from within!
I know your secrets, hates, and desires
And know that this sensation sets your body afire.
Ropes, chains and collars are always fine
Because tonight you are totally mine!
Take your submission for a spin
For I am the Mistress from within!
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| Age: 29 |
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