I am happily HIV+, & those who use me as a publicdump have changed from all, to those who  want to advance my decline. When they are about to give me flesh to soak up, I sometimes beg them to Fuk me to death, like a snuff.

OMG, so much has happened. I have been regularly dumped in by over 100 men here. It has slowed down a bit, so I am travelling...& letting my demons drive me.

I am seeking to help a Sir/Miss put together a poly alternative lifestyle house of perversion together near the Charlston WV area...serving Sir/Miss...

Although I have recieved 3 replies, I also feel the weight of this enterprise. Only when all things are ironed out, will I relax...i think.

I am letting a new man fuk me this morning. A release of energy will feel good.

I saw a beautiful redhead this morning, & wanted her as MY sub...lol, it is hard to stay on track...

OMG. The man is deviant like me. He milked me, & poured my cum into my ass, then fuked me. I liked that, & it put me in my place.

I switched today.

She enticed me by her display of cum rumming down her legs, & her order for me to lick it off her. It was a mixture, & she exploded while My face was buried in her. My cock became erect, & she ordered me to service her... It was all good, & on track until she turned, & I witnessed it. When I found her cervix, she began to moan, & I could not stop it, I grabbed her hair & she pushed hard onto me, her request was gutteral, & my treasure warmed her womb twice, before I could stop using her.

She then told me she would not allow this again, & took my cum with her...leaving me to my lonliness. I'm trying to figure that part out.

I understand the waters are quite muddied by inproper protocols, & use, so to define it is difficult these days. I have over 20 years expierence as a Dom. I was trained as second seat to a Dom, & only since 2006 have I switched as a role sub. I am however a natural Dom. Those who don't understand all this, I rarely respond to...even as I am enticed. I really desire something permanent.

I have been recently asked if I would submit to use by other than human  form. After consideration, I would definately submit to whatever my Master, or Mistress desires...ANYTHING is inclusive to EVERYTHING... No leash is needed to keep my embrace of such perverted means of objectification.

In thinking of it, my mind swims, & my own orgasm was powerful & exhausting. My path is being re-directed a bit. 

I am really not at all interested in what the mainstream calls "safe & sane" activities.

I am finding some iterest in owning me in California. Several thousand versus several hundred tops, sounds good. Sadly, the holidays are lonely, but things are turning back to normal. Several have asked me if I am being fukd by HIV positive tops.

Yes...Undetectable poz tops are in no condition to infect anyone. I DO have limits, & am not in the alley somewhere letting homeless junkies fuk me senseless.

My real fetish is the unknown. One fucks me so passionately, I am left drooling, & the next one brutalizes me. My heart pounds as I tune in to them, & begin to give them what they need. In the end, everyone wants to deliver their cum deep in my hole...

I hide it sometimes.

A man used me but needed my cock. He is a FTM, & has surgery upstairs, but not downstairs. Testosterone has changed everything but his pussy. It's tight, but he tops me hard & fast, then slows till my cock finds his cervix...he adjusts a bit & very determinately milked my cock, looking me right in the eye. I swelled up & his eyes & head rolled back as I pulsed cum in him.    I told him, I could get used to that.

Wow, I really still love pussy. I just need it to fuk me with a strap-on, when I'm bad & full of cum.

OH GOD, I do need to Dominate also. I miss torturing the girls, so I can get off. My neibors wife wonders why I pull her hair as I cum deeply in her. I didn't know she has been watching me. I want a relationship...this is no substitute.

I am still leaking cum, & keeping my hole wrecked with my dildo...until it all soaks in.

Many blew load into me, & many just played in my hole. Either way, I lost count...I like getting to that point. The party was moved to a tops house, & 20 men followed. I just woke up, & I am a cummy mess everywhere.

I've been invited to a darkroom for bareback play Wednesday nite. Being 1 of 7 bottoms for 170 Tops is good odds of being wrecked real good. Not knowing what DNA will marinate my pipe excites me.

I keep my meat a sweet treat, by warm water enemas daily until clear. Nearly ALL, up to about 9 loads of sperm are absorbed. If I am able to recieve more, I am guessing much is absorbed, but I definately prefer getting to a thick creamy stage...(RARE)