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Calm, cool, confident, collected and sensible MAN, 40, single, straight, Dominant.
*profile ENTIRELY updated AND re-written: 8-16-2012*
Encompassing, of high loving heart, paroxysmal poetic touch, and artistically sensitive, seeks fun-loving worthy friend(s), whom of paradoxical passions, may value the many thrilling complexities and yet soothing simplicities found in life.
I relocated here to Kansas from Iowa (and before that, I was in upstate NY for 6 years, and before that, lived in Michigan all my life -- YES, I have done A LOT of moving around in the past 6-7 years!!). Currently, I have not found many LIFESTYLE-friendly acquaintances in my area, yet.
I am primarily seeking: friends, FIRST!, where shared conversations, be they deep in spirit, or light with humor, might bond us together as lifetime companions within mutual joy! I re-iterate: FRIENDS FIRST!!, although wherever the road may take us, a profound and (key word) "INTIMATE" relationship is IDEALLY desired, and very possible.
Have you also sought the reborn inspiration for your heart? Or the real-life personal expression of your dreams? So have I, and be fate as it may, I hope possibly we may search together ...
I'm extremely intelligent, emotionally mature, definitely with dreams and ambitions, self-dependent, loving of heart and uplifting of soul. A few years ago, I was a full-time student at American Inter-Continental University ONLINE, so I am at least fractionally college educated, with most (90%) of the rest of my education being that I am entirely self-taught in everything else that I know. Yes I LOVE BOOKS, and I HATE the CIA/NSA-controlled mass mainstream media! KILL YOUR TELEVISION, you mind-numbed hypnotized sheep-lemmings! YES, I actually take it on my OWN INITIATIVE to stand out, as an independent free-thinker: to GET UP and go OUT of my way to study and actively work on what I want, when I want, and how I want. And I keep myself very informed and busily involved in sociopolitical activism, in regards to national and world affairs, simultaneously studying religious and cultural implications of current events, the shifts in the malaised paradigm psy-op program of "group-think" (which I am against, if you cannot tell - I am, to some extent, a Misanthrope, however "enlightened" I strive to be).
And now for my darker side ...
As for harsher moods, I am not normally a strict punisher. But I am STRICT in principle, therefore I can shift my passions from 1 extreme to the other when need requires, thus to engage in more extreme methods of play and/or pain.
MY SPECIALTIES include:
1. I AM a VERY loving Daddy Dom
2. Ownership
3. Mental Bondage
4. Psychological Domination
5. Remote Control
6. Personal Retrofitting
I am looking for those available females ("female" means: BORN as a FEMALE!), who are eagerly desiring to engage in exquisitely PLEASURABLE (and perhaps painful) experiences. I have my own very hard limits, as YOU should, and I fully expect to be in communication with all I meet about theirs as well.
I AM actually VERY easy to please! I sincerely desire most of all (amongst many other things): the very loving and intimate, slow-style ... of long-lasting play. Loving and sensual, erotic and soothingly mentally-arousing. Basically I could (and actually would) enjoy something like that all day long!
As for what all turns me just RIGHT ON!! in the most fascinating ways, includes these things:
I LOVE seeing women decked with tight-fitting dark decor, as if it were a second-skin, liquid-sculpted dark-blue latex and black leather, elegant gothic white lace and deep plush rich shiny velvet. Thigh-high fishnets and HIGH strappy 7-inch SHARP SURGICAL STEEL stiletto heels... Women with LONG, silky, flowing long hair hanging straight down to or barely above their ass! Sluts hotly staring at me with INTENSE dark eyes, standing in "Fuck-me boots", still bold and strong in their slavery, DARING me to take them! Naked servant girls, prone to sitting on their legs, bowed before me, hair falling before their face, wet and whining for love. Mmmmm, Gorean Kajiira white-silks, belled anklets and slave jewelry! Nipple rings, labret link-chain piercing locks, and tribal slave-tattoo body art bedecked around her thighs and elsewhere across the rest of her Zebra-STRIPED body. Groans of begging hunger emanating from deep inside her heart, escaping the throat like a slow earthquake rumble from deep down inside of her decrepit body! The sweet sexy whisper of needs urgently craved, and that incomparable all-day-long musical cooing of a fully stretched-wide yet sweetly pleasured girl!! Hot screams and the suffering cries of my burning lil' babygurl, tortured overmuch and swiftly racing over the sharp edge of a bright lava-flowing quake-frenzied orgasm!! Mmmmm, I can never hear those MELODIOUS sounds enough!!!
I find it a VERY intense turn-on to be just (simply) openly manipulative, entirely controlling, overarchingly guiding, smoothly moving a scene along under My own command.
Other things I believe in (not necessarily life-style related):
1. I think of myself as a patriot, who was born within the United States of America;
2. A STRONG believer in "9/11 Truth";
3. An avid supporter of Presidential Candidate Ron Paul (a libertarian-leaning U.S. Congressman from Texas, running on the GOP ticket);
4. WHOLLY AND FULLY AGAINST ALL forms of occult, satanism, paganism, wicca / witchcraft / CHARLATAN / psychic crap, and Freemasonry (and ALL of it's off-shoots);
5. And I am NOT AT ALL "a friend" of warmongers, effeminate entitlement-bent pussies, fascists/corporatists, irresponsible people in positions of power, or New World Order "globalist" type eugenicist elitists.
6. I ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY DO NOT believe in ANY form WHATSOEVER of so-called "female dominance" (aka "Dommes" or Dominatrices, etc...). BAH! To me it is only a sham, an UTTER FALLACY, a DELUSION. Basically, if this is you, then you can take your tribute-entitled mindset and shove it up your ass! I see such things as being mankind operating BACKWARDS; it is a strange perversion and twisting of the natural order. IN ALL ways of life (not just sexually or relationally), ALL Men should aspire to remain MASCULINE, and to be RESPONSIBLY and LOVINGLY Dominant. And ALL women should desire to remain feminine, attractive, pleasing, and submissive to such men. This is how life was meant to be even now. Man was ordained by God to have dominion over the WHOLE Earth, just as women were instilled with desire for their husbands. This is also to say that I also DO NOT believe that any male should prostrate below themselves to *become* submissive to women who, frankly, were NEVER endowed with that hormonal talent. This is what I deem to be a real perversion and a sickness: NOT the lifestyle I idealize and that others criticize, but that people would DEVIATE outside of the natural harmonic order which was happily installed since mankind first walked upon the Earth. MEN have a DIVINE BIRTHRIGHT to Dominate the whole of the Earth. When a man or a woman twists that around backwards and operates strangely to the original covenant, then I believe we are all on a slippery slope to hell. I do not believe that men have any business feminizing themselves, nor that women have any business masculinizing themselves -- whether they "Feel" that way or not. Operating entirely on our feelings, is self-deception and a sure track of countless errors in life. We were all born with a BRAIN, and a WILL, to REIGN OVER everything else inside and outside of us. Obviously there is a manifold spiritual twisting by demonic forces going on in people's minds, and hearts, today... and I aim to nip those in the bud where necessary.
I am not against LOVE nor am I against anyone being loved by anyone else - we need more LOVE of everyone in life and in this world. But I AM against females abandoning their femininity, just as I am against males abandoning their masculinity. That seems to lead to a lot of problems today, for whatever reason...
I believe that Truth is only an Absolute, and there is no such thing as "my truth" or "your truth" (relativism) - those are only opinions and we are all entitled to such. But "Truth" is a grand ideal to me and I think something we are all on journeys towards, groping at it in various ways.
This is what I have researched so far, and what I believe in, profoundly. I do not require anyone else to lockstep to these beliefs. My hope is that women of like mind and heart will realize within themselves a kindred spirit who agrees with what they too have believed all along, perhaps even all their life-long.
I am NOT looking for ANY INTERNET or "online" situations or relationships AT ALL, as I am done with people who play INTERNET GAMES! Anyone I consider as worthy, should understand that IT MAY HAPPEN that they could become collared as MY full-time COMPLETE AND UTTER slave-girl.
As a "Dom" I am also NOT "made of stone" as many women or submissives seem to think or believe that a Dom should be. I have a genuine heart and feelings, and a mind, and a personality, a soul, and a spirit. I also recognize those same things in others.
I aspire to, or lean towards GORean ideals, however, and while I do not require such strictures, it is a big source of inspiration!----"What are you?"
"I am a slave girl."
"What is a slave girl?"
"A girl who is owned."
"Why do you wear a brand?"
"To show that I am owned."
"Why do you wear a collar?"
"That men may know who owns me"
"What does a slave girl want more than anything?"
"To please men."
"What are you?"
"I am a slave girl."
"What do you want more than anything?"
"To please men."
Page 197 - Assassin of Gor
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"I knew then that he was dominant over me. This had nothing to do with the fact that I lay stripped before him, wrists and ankles lashed, his prisoner. It had to do with the fact that he was totally masculine, and in the presence of such a stimulus, my body would permit me to be only totally feminine."
Page 264 - Captive of Gor
----"...the slave girl is not simply someone with whom the man lives; she is very special to him; she is a treasured possession; he owns her; he wants to know her; profoundly and deeply; the background, history, the mind, the intelligence, the appetites, the nature and disposition of his lovely article of property; this knowledge, of course, puts her more at his mercy; by making it possible to manipulate her feelings, exploit weaknesses, drop asides...she is in the helpless condition of slavery, it gives him more power over her."
Page 42 - Tribesmen of Gor
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"The aroused sexuality of the slave girl is surely the strongest of the chains with which she is bound...
"And you want more of them, don't you?' he asked. "Yes, Master," I said, my eyes suddenly filling with tears. How helpless I was before such men. "And desperately so?" he said. "Yes, Master!" I wept. "You perhaps understand now," he said, "that there is more to slavery than collars and chains."
Page 251 - Dancer of Gor
----"Sexuality is a glory in a slave girl which sets her apart from free women...The sexuality of the aroused slave girl is incomprehensible to the free woman. It is nothing she will ever understand. It is a color she can not see, a sound she can not hear..."
Page 333 - Tribesmen of Gor
----"Women, I suspected, even proud, beautiful, intelligent women like Elizabeth Cardwell, secretly wish their men to be strong, and upon occasion to prove it to them, commanding them as mere females, giving them no choice but to do precisely as he wishes."
Page 177 - Assasin of Gor
----"No woman, it is said, knows truly what she is until she has worn the collar."
Page 155 - Raiders of Gor
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"Freedom permits a woman to live without a man. Slavery makes a woman need a mans touch... Slavery, of course, is the surest path by means of which a woman can discover her femininity. The paradox of the collar is the freedom which a woman experiences in at last finding herself, and becoming herself."
Page 160 - Magicians of Gor
----"I wanted to be many women to him, and yet the same, always Elinor. A man is a strange beast I think, for he both desires one woman and many women, and perhaps most he desires one woman who will be many women, others, delicious others, and yet always, too, herself."
Page 352 - Captive of Gor
----"It is said," said Samos, "that only weaklings, and fools, and men who deserve to be slave girls, fall slave to women."
Page 13 - Hunters of Gor
----"A slave girl is not permitted to conceal anything from her master. She is his. She must be completely open to him, in all ways, and at all times."
Page 84 - Hunters of Gor
----"The Goreans claim that in each woman there is a free companion, proud and beautiful, worthy and noble, and in each, too, a slave girl. The companion seeks for her companion; the slave girl for her master. It is further said, that on the couch, the Gorean girl, whether slave or free, who has had the experience, who has tried all loves, begs for a master.
She wishes to belong completely to a man, withholding nothing, permitted to withhold nothing. And, of course, of all women, only a slave girl can truly belong to a man, only a slave girl can be truly his, in all ways, utterly, totally, completely, his, selflessly, at his mercy, his ecstatic slave, helpless and joyous in the total submission which she is given no choice but to yield."
Page 102 - Hunters of Gor
----"I looked down upon her. "You are a wanton slave," I said. She looked up at me laughing, "A girl in a collar is not permitted inhibitions," she said. It was true, slave girls must reveal their sexual nature, totally. Do they not do so , they are beaten."
Page 278 - Marauders of Gor
----"On Gor, the female slave, desiring her master, yet sometimes fearing to speak to him, frightened that she may be struck, has recourse upon occasion to certain devices, the meaning of which is generally established and culturally well understood. I shall mention two such devices. There is, first, the bondage knot. The bondage knot is a simple looped knot tied into the girl"s hair and worn at the side of her right cheek or before her right shoulder. The girl approaches the master naked and kneels, the bondage knot soft, curled, fallen at the side of her right cheek or before her right shoulder.
Another device, common in Port Kar, is for the girl to kneel before the master and put her head down and lift her arms, offering him fruit, usually a larma, or a yellow Gorean peach, ripe and fresh. These devices, incidentally, may be used even by a slave girl who hates her master but whose body, trained to love, cannot endure the absence of the masculine caress."
Page 27 - Tribesmen of Gor
----"Most female slaves," said Hassan, "walk very proudly. They are proud of their slavery, and their mastery by men. They have learned their womanhood. It has been taught to them. In their way, though imbonded, totally, I suppose they are the truest and freest of women. They are closest, perhaps, to the essentials of the female, those of subservience to the masculine will, obedience, service and pleasure. In being most themselves, utter slave, they are most free. Given the proper master they are quite content. In the proper collar a woman is serene, and joyful."
Page 332 - 333 - Tribesmen of Gor
----"There is a difference" laughed Hassan, "between the pride of a free woman and the pride of the slave girl. The pride of a free woman is the pride of a woman who feels herself to be the equal of a man. The pride of the slave girl is the pride of the girl who knows that no other woman is the equal of herself."
Page 332 - 333 - Tribesmen of Gor
----"How beautiful I must look to him, I thought. And I had sensed his incredible maleness, the animal maleness of him, so different from the thwarted, crippled sexuality so commended and tragically endemic among the males of Earth. For the first time in my life I felt I understood what might be the meaning of the expression "male," and as I lay before him, too, dimly, it frightening me, what might be the meaning of the expression "female." How beautiful, I thought, I must look to him, lying bound, totally vulnerable, helpless at his feet. How such a sight must stir the splendor of his manhood, to see the female, his, caught, helpless at his feet, his to do with in lust and pleasure, and joy, as he pleased, helpless to escape him, free for him to work his will upon her!"
Page 27 - Slave Girl of Gor
----"A girl, incidentally, in the position of the Gorean pleasure slave, but who is not being kept in the position as a discipline, in which case she remains rigid, is allowed much subtle latitude, which she exploits, without breaking the position. Sometimes, as she becomes animated, she rises a bit from her heels, sometimes her head moves, her eyes are alive and vital, she speaks and laughs, and, radiantly, every inch, every bit, of her alive, converses lyrically and delightedly. Any girl knows that an interesting body is a moving body. Even within the apparent restraint of the position of the pleasure slave a girl"s body can be a subtle, provocative melody of motion. The interplay between the restraint of the position and her animation gives the position incredible power and beauty. Yes, power."
Page 36 - Slave Girl of Gor
----"Surely it is better to have a true man on any terms than to have half a man or no man at all! Men are masters; if the man be strong, the woman must submit. given the opportunity to relate to a true man, few woman will settle for less. Indeed, true women, in the belly of them, desire to submit to true men. It is an ancient instinct bred into the bellies of beautiful, feminine women."
Page 154 - Slave Girl of Gor
----"Slave girls relish compliments. Indeed there is a Gorean saying to the effect that any woman who relishes a compliment is in her heart a slave girl. She wants to please. Most Gorean men would not think twice about collaring a girl who responds, smiling, to compliments. A desire to please her Master. When she is complimented she knows she has pleased him."
Page 17 - Beasts of Gor
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There will never be much news to view here, of mine. if you wish to get to know me, come add me on Facebook. But I WARN you: YOU WILL NOT LIKE WHAT you see there, nor anything I POST. In fact, no matter WHO you are, YOU WILL HATE IT ALL. you will get ANGRY! :)
http://facebook.com/TruthT3RR0R15T1776
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Something stirred within me and I wrote a new poem today. This
morning, as I was up all night, I witness a most glorious sunrise. I
wanted to share this with all of you.
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And... Suddenly up popped the Sun and shone forth like a blazing atom bomb through the forests of my mind,
Like a golden glaring eye, it's searing vision strode through the gloomy corridor that held the purposes of my soul,
Having wandered far, I felt now in China, at the height of the Yellow Fever,
Where massive minds of madmen having forgotten sacred missives that maintained sanity.
Delirium most delicate and fay frowns so fragile, stalwart foreigners exercised great gains above them all.
Zephyrous and impatient, the Sun having scarred the Earth again since vernal dances first sprang forth,
Then rose above into the dark brooding host, a somber gathering for war in the east,
And bolted beyond, to where stars are born singing ... and lost to oblivion.
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Just a quick update: I've been living in Leavenworth, Kansas, since last September, 2007, as my last relationship up in Iowa did not work out. I am only just now getting around to updating my journal. I have been living in my own place since this past January of '08. Just so people don't think that I am somehow (suspiciously) still in Iowa - I am not there anymore.
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Recently moved to Davenport, Iowa, from NY (I am originally from Michigan)... I moved in with my first slave for real life (whom i did not find on this site). Anyone else out there?
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some people on here seem like they actually DO believe in BDSM as being a religion ... this is just one example of what I am talking about, right here from our own forums:
http://www.collarchat.com/m_556781/mpage_5/key_/tm.htm#559315
now perhaps she was only joking or making fun, but i really did not find it funny at all and even, to each their own, but I find that quote to be very saddening ....
I do now understand that some people really do take this lifestyle as being serious enough to be almost as if a religion of itself ... but how can one make something that is SO CARNAL and so material and fleshlike ... even if it does make the soul soar a bit, how can they make it into a religion when it is still true that as of yet, with BDSM, the spirit still always remains dead? :-(
most people dont even know what "spirit" is and they confuse it with the soul all the time ... oh I see it all the time :-( how sad ...
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Arrrggghhh!!! WHY does EVERYONE (meaning, the women I do write to) ON THIS ENTIRE SITE ALWAYS consider any incoming email to automatically be some instant offer or approach or "pickup-line" just for sex? THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME, everyone seems to automatically react and think this way? ANYTIME I email / write someone on here, just asking to be friends, with no kind of undertones or overtones or anything, just saying like "hi how are you, want to be frinds?", etc etc .... they somehow really think i am only asking to get in their pants ... WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? WHY ?!? people here confuse the hell out of me!!
JUST FOR THE RECORD: I DON'T just suddenly spring an "offer" of sex on someone that is still a stranger to me, nor do I even "request" anything sexual or relationship-wise, of ANYONE I still dont even know yet !! .... And DEFINITELY NOT LIKE what they are thinking, so it seems.
I AM ONLY just trying to talk to people in a FRIENDLY manner, kind of a "hi, how are ya, can we be friends, etc etc ..." thing. Yet people read that and think I want to jump their bones ... WTF ?!?
SIGHS !!!!!!!
What is the matter with all of you people ?!?!
I know this is a sexually-oriented website but does that automatically mean that people cannot control themselves and simply be mature adults about actually trying to be JUST FRIENDS ?!?!? Sure I'd love a relationship with tie right people someday but I don't just spring something like that on someone, I would never want anything with someone that I haven't known a long time and have GRADUALLY SLOWLY become closer and closer bonded with. I AM NOT a "1-night stand" type of person, nor am I like the rest of the PABLUM DICKHEADS on here who only want to travel from across the world just to stick their dick in you for 15-20 minutes and say goodbye forever ... WTF ?!?!
IT is obvious that I DO PREFER women as my FRIENDS, but that does not mean I am trying to get anywhere with them. If the chance arises, they'd still need alot of luck to snag me as it is ... I may be a man, but AM NOT SO EASY !!! :-(
some of you women, for thinking the above, really disappoint me, big time ... very sad :-(
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hahaha .... wow I finally found someone who finally agrees with me, and my perspective on even just THIS LOCAL BDSM Community at large, ESPECIALLY how it is in the CHAT ROOM here at this website, CollarMe.com (as well as other BDSM chats and sites I have been around to). So how surprising is that! :-) lol
wow! hahahaha!!!
I have come to a reather disconcerting conclusion about the general SOUL state of people on these BDSM websites, forums, and chat rooms ... and I find it HIGHLY DISGUSTING ... can any of you relate to this notion? this utter feeling of despair and sickness that just PERMEATES the general ATMOSPHERE of when people are talking about BDSM when they get together in chats or forums like this one??? Read further ...
I say, "As for me, and my house, I shall serve the Lord ..." AND THAT IS, The Lord God, THE ONLY GOD that there is, Jehovah, Jesus the Christ, the Holy Spirit. And that is what I believe! And that is usually fine by all :-)
But ... as for SOME OF YOU OTHERS .... as for THEM and their houses, well, I'd rather just let everybody here on these BDSM websites just all slaughter each other ... because all of the "in-fighting" which THEY THEMSELVES make out of BDSM to be just such a veritable but VERY STUPID RELIGION.... AND IT IS TRUE, MOST PEOPLE ON THESE SITES ACT or SEEM like it is only BDSM that is their religion even despite ANYTHING ELSE! And that is simply just SCARY. And SAD. AND pathetic.
So, that kinda stuff, nah, no way, it is just not even worth it to me. and I am not one who believes that religion should ever be "just private" ... in fact, I am quite a very public practitioner of what I believe in. AND I am very outspoken when need be, as well. But like I was saying ALL OF THIS PUBLIC BICKERING and FIGHTING over what is REAL and what is TRUE and what is NOT, who and what are wannabes and who are just players and who are just "online only" and all of these FALSE PRETENSES that people BUILD UP IN THEIR MINDS over what is really "True BDSM" - All of the fighting and bickering and such gross disparity between people and groups over what is really "true BDSM", and always based out of so MANY so VERY foggy perceptions and CRASS and RUDE brassy attitudes amongst those in the BDSM community ...
gawdddddd .... it is all just TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLLLLLLLY ... RIDICULOUS!! LOL And I cannot UNDERSCORE THAT EXCLAMATION ENOUGH !!! ick, some of you people make me just want to HURL .... at how "self-righteous" and "holier than thou" (if there be such a thing) about BDSM that SOOOOOO MANY of you ARE!!!!!
*HEAVES and BARFS!!!*
As for all of you people that love to FIGHT about BDSM and all that stupid argumentative "better than you" CHILDISH BULLSHIT, I will just let ALL of you just kill each other over their little mini-crusades about what "True BDSM" really is or means to THEM ... And I guess I just might end up becoming either 1., the WISE vulture who begins swooping down from above to COLLECT what few "choice pickings" of however many still hot and sexy (yet possibly newly or still sensible) WOMEN that remain ... mmmmmm *evil grins* hahaha
Or 2., maybe I just might end up being the lone cleric, perhaps even a real "ProphetPX" (though I cannot ever admit to being any kind of real "prophet") ... as I go, skulking about the remains of the battlefields, amongst all of you sick wretched LOSERS, and I am praying for the dead of you who have been endlessly SKEWERED by all of the CHAOS of NON-STOP, even RELENTLESS IN-FIGHTING that ALWAYS goes on DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY, in ALL of these so-called "BDSM forums" or "BDSM chat rooms" and profiles, and the like ... such sick egos!! as I go carefully and softly walking amongst even the last few living souls from the stupid battles, that even yet remain. Like how they did in battles of old, the priests walking about giving last rites and all ... except I might be counselling and helping people finally come right out of the gross disillusionment of the false grandeur of "true BDSM" standards, that they were so formerly adamant about .... and that's quite sad...
THAT!!! is SO much like how I see things .... especially in the silly BDSM chat rooms AND forums, like this site has ... SOOOOO VERRRRRY SADDDDDDDDDD ..... sad, sad, sad, and hugely pathetic ... but so very sad :-(
-- ProphetPX
John 3:16 !!
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| Age: 40 |
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