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I want to stand in front of you, looking down at you. Seeing your naked body kneeling before me, your hair covering your bare shoulders, your eyes studying the floor. I want to reach out and put my hand in your hair, and slowly curl my fingers into a fist. I want to hear that hissing intake of air pass your lips as you feel your hair being tugged hard. I want to hear in your worried whimper your fear that your hair will come out in my fist.
I want to ask you questions. I want to interrogate you. I want your confessions. I want to know your deepest, darkest secrets and desires. I want to hear them spill out of your mouth, even as you fear to reveal so much of yourself to me. I want to know you.
And then, I want to tell you my desires. And I want to inform you, in no uncertain terms, that you will be giving me everything I want. I want you to understand that I’ll be strict, and that things won’t be easy. I’ll be in control, and you will surrender to me.
I want to explore. Explore your limits and my desires. I want to push hard on every single boundary you have. To make you accept a loss of control. To make you crave being in my power.
I want you to know that, in my hands, you’ll always be safe.
I am looking for is someone willing to explore with me. Someone willing to put themselves in my hands, with the understanding that I will push her to her limits, but also watch over and take care of her.
I want a partner, in other words. And I want something that is real and lasting.
I'm looking for someone to explore with me. To find limits and push hard against them. To take a journey. It all sounds a little vague, I know, but its not fully formed in my mind. And what I'm looking for is someone equally open to possibility. Someone who wants to take the trip with me.
I've had dominant desires all my life, and in various relationships I've explored different style. I want someone I can settle down with and go down the road with.
In the end, my approach is very intellectual. I like to study, I like to contemplate, and then I like to act. I don’t have a dungeon or a massive collection of toys. Its not about the hardware for me. Its about the mental and the physical coming together to mean something.
This isn’t cheap, and I don’t play games. I play for real, and I play for keeps. If you can’t deal with that, then I’m sure you can find someone on here with a bunch of pictures of his cock who can give you something more ephemeral.
I want a lot, yes, but I’ve never much seen the point in settling for something I don’t want.
Some more mundane stuff:
My name is Dave. I’m 35. I currently teach philosophy at Valley College and CSUSB. I also do tech support on the weekends. I have a cat (the only being that dominates me, heh), and I enjoy cooking. That doesn’t mean I’m some sort of master chef, but I can whip up a decent meal.
I’d love to be a novelist when I grow up. But I’m not sure when I’m going to grow up.
I’m unabashedly geeky. I like sci-fi and fantasy, I read comics (no, not graphic novels, pretension is for someone else). I watch a lot of tv and I spend a lot of time thinking about nominally “deep” philosophical topics. But I also like to tell bad jokes and watch the Simpsons. Its my version of being well rounded.
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