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Before you judge a man, you should walk a mile in his shoes. This way, when you judge him, you are a mile away and you have his shoes.
3/4/2018 8:49:06 PM
What the hell. Why not toss an update?

I live an openly alt lifestyle. I am a sadistic top and all around wierdo. I love my girfriend and the only way to me is through her.

Enter. At. Your. Own. Risk.
10/8/2016 7:16:04 PM
Topping a local sub on the regular now. Lots o fun. :)
9/12/2016 10:29:45 PM
My spirit animal is a deranged homeless person.

I identify with the down trodden, the addicted, the mentally ill, the lost, the forgotten and those thrown away and disregarded by society. It is for the victims and villains and undesirables of this world that I seek to forge beauty from the chaos, anger and sadness that bubbles inside seeking to consume me.

I fancy myself a testament to the fact that we are not the sum of our bad decisions, questionable circumstances, regrettable behaviors or shitty upbringings. We are not the result of our abuses or our neglectful teachers, mentors and role models. I say that we do not need to be embraced, understood, accepted or even desirable, to define ourselves in this life.

I sing my song for those who others would step over with a scowl or cross the street to avoid. The cycle of neglect, abuse and self destruction can be broken and I am living proof of that.

So my anthems are dedicated to those who are unlovable and unapproachable. I raise my head high and march forward, ever forward for them.
8/23/2016 12:47:06 AM
I am in no condition for romance and not here for that. If you were looking at me that way, thank you and I am surely flattered. My life however is in flux and this site is a diversion at best. It is with great hesitation that I have reactivated this profile. We will see how things go.

I am candid (perhaps to a fault) but not to be trifled with. I work hard at being kind and ethical but I admit that I am not completely stable emotionally. I'm not happy about it but it is what it is. I am working on that ~truly~ but the journey seems uphill.

My life lacks physical intimacy and I sometimes miss it. Still I am not sure I trust myself enough to seek it out even without strings and I have rejected all comers since my last committed relationship (which failed spectacularly through no one's fault, other than my own).

I can't/won't be with anyone right now in any meaningful way. That is more about me than them. I will be damned if I will hurt anyone, if I can avoid doing so and I view myself as a great person to be friends with but completely toxic to be in a relationship with. Again, this is a malady I hope to correct on the 37th of whenever possible. For now I'm a hot mess.

Life has been cruel. That does not mean that I should be. In the words of Jimi Hendrix:  "And so I burn the midnight lamp, alone. Loneliness is such a drag."
SamanthaCane
 
 Age: 24
 Ozamiz, Philippines