I have been in the process of talking with someone whom I am very attracted to on several different levels. The greatest thing that has come out of this is the level of honest self questioning that has been invoked. Ive never been one for the *fantasy* which so many people seem to think this lifestyle is and while I have no idea where this will lead the journey is proving to be quite a learning experience. Whether or not this turns out to be a long term thing I will in the long run have become a better person for it and that in my opinion is crutial to any successful Power Exchange dynamic. I find myself asking the deep questions of what it is that I truly want and need and the even more difficult questions of what I have to offer, These are questions that I suspect will take a while to answer but that I must tenaciously stick with so that I am not tempted to avoid them.
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