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Does anyone else struggle to capture just who they are in a few sentences that they hope is interesting to read and not dead weight??
When I was young, I loved to run through the forest nude, free and alive and away from the rules of my strict upbringing.
For the latter part of my teen years - and well into my twenties, I have been on a spiritual journey to find out just who I am and what it means to be what I am.
What I learned is that I needed a balance in my life, or this primal Dominant within me would consume me whole. I need a submissive to balance me. I want a submissive to balance me. The need to gently guide, to carefully instruct so as not to influence too greatly, the need to teach - and in turn be TAUGHT - with an open mind and a gentle heart drives me each and every day.
That desire for a Ds dynamic is very important to me. Its beautiful to me. It represents everything important to me - companionship, love, life and the beautiful, intimate psychology of Ds that I could sit and talk about to someone for HOURS on end.
Beyond that, Ive discovered I am a Primal, with traits of both a Master and a Daddy. Theres a strict side that appears and loves sadism and order and ownership and the power exchange. I will go through days where I disappear into that mindset.
On the other hand, there is my Daddy side. The type that loves to tuck his submissive in and read Dr. Seuss to her. The type that could watch old 90s cartoons in p together and then go out for milkshakes or ice creams. This nurturing part of me that I both think is a burden and a strong quality of mine. Because I care too much. Because I sometimes put people first.
OUTSIDE OF THE LIFESTYLE, I am a quiet guy. Im introverted. That guy in a large group that says little and observes loads.
Im into writing. Its a life long passion. Im into gaming, music, horror movies and reading and can be often found up late at night writing or mulling on life or just enjoying the night and its wonders.
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