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I'm a glutton for humiliation. Sexual, mental, phhysical...like some people can't resist eating or drugs, I have trouble resisting humiliation. Do with this information what you'd like.
My profile is kinda long. But if you aren't the type who can read a couple of paragraphs then we're not got going to get along.
I am a submissive deviant who thrives on dangling my feet off the edge and tip-toeing the tight rope of class and decency. I'm neurotic, compulsive and sometimes unstable. I'm a deviant, an openly depraved pervert who does not look the part. I enjoy corrupting elements when presented by intelligent people. I relish the roll of dedicated assistant, toiling in the background. I tend to be highly subservient to those I respect. Service is just something I'm quite skilled at. I have an equal love for intensity and being completely overwhelmed though. There is a true beauty in an efficient takedown and disabling. Letting go simply feels right to me.
I worship and adore masculinity.
Here is a (moderately) comprehensive list of the things I enjoy sexually:
humiliation, raceplay, degradation, dehumanization, exploitation, outright pain, micromanagement, objectification, bimbo training, crude bondage, verbal abuse, misogyny, mindrape, mindgames, daddy/daughter play, prostitution, corporate humiliation, dehumanization, 1950s household, dressing well, sexual gambling and female inferiority, the word "severity," chewing bubblegum, magnitude, multitude. That kind of thing.
Sex is my addiction and a long held fascination. My favorite subject of practice and study, particularly the darker corners of it. Humiliation, misogyny, degradation, coercion, objectification, power exchange, mindgames, and addiction. Primarily things that go beyond the general nature of BDSM as it is usually presented on websites such as this. To be honest, there aren't many concepts that fit neatly into "BDSM play" that I do enjoy. There aren't that many sites for fucked up misogynists though, so I'm rounding to the nearest fetish sub-culture.
I'm a scholar, professionally. It isn't my only occupation, but it is the most important one. My main interests are in eroticism, misogyny and media, what they mean to the world, and how they intersect. Accordingly, I have large appetites for literature, music, film, pornography and sex. Particularly the last two, who have the distinction of being my favorite areas of study.
Do you remember Mega Man? I always liked how he started extremely weak, but unlike most video game characters, didn't become stronger through ambiguous experience points or absurdly fortuitous gifts from wise old men. He defeated his opponents and directly acquired their powers, using those powers to tackle his next challenge. That's me, sexually and otherwise. With the exception of things that are biologically unsafe, I love consuming experiences and information. Not everything I've experienced and learned has been "good", but so far, every experience has been worth having.
That being said, I've probably exposed myself to some things that most people would find disturbing or, at least, strange. In short, (one of the many things) I'm trying to say is that, I truly have no interest in "being fucked soooo hard" if that's all you're bringing to the table. Not because I wouldn't enjoy it, but honestly, I think we (should) all know that most women who only need that can find a line of suitors much more easily by walking into a bar than by using this site.
I have no interest in the "lifestyle", munches, or get-togethers. The only rules that I want governing my sex-life will be made on a one-on-one basis, not found in a book or listed on a website. If your expectations resemble some prefabricated, shrink-wrapped "bondage pack" that you ordered off of amazon.com, please don't contact me. I'm not a middle-aged housewife who is shocked and fascinated by the concept of being spanked or someone who thinks that a "dungeon" is required for BDSM (Or that penetration is required for sex.) Let's just do away with the BDSM terminology and rules altogether, ok? Some of these rulesets are, at best, erotic laziness, and at worst, shorthand for new varieties of sexual oppression.
I have a fiance who I've been with for 8 years...he has no interest in this sort of thing, but he has some idea of what I do on the side. So I'm not exactly looking for a boyfriend or a husband. A long-term lover/mentor/abuser would work just fine though.
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