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I’m a 29 year old submissive faggot that has come to accept my need to serve a Superior Man. It is something I have fantasized about for as long as I can remember and a need that I’m ready to act on. When I was younger I had some intense bondage experiences with an experienced top that introduced me to many of the joys of submission but the submission always ended when the bondage was removed. I yearn for more and truly wish to be of service to a Man. I want to establish a deep mental connection with a Man that will allow me to, and make me want to, spend my time taking care of His needs, ensuring His comfort and earning His approval.
The Man I seek should truly understand His Superiority. He is dominant, confident, and intelligent. He doesn’t need to put on a show to impress others and inflate His ego. He is someone that I can look up to, admire, and worship. I’m not looking for an equal relationship. He would look after my needs, make me feel protected and in doing so, allow me the ability to focus all of my attention and energy on Him. We could still have a regular conversation or go out for a dinner and act ‘normal’, yet each of us would always know our status. He makes the rules. He gives the orders, He makes the decisions. I submit and obey. I am in need of training but eager to learn, to experience, to grow and to serve.
I honestly don't know if I'm a true slave, at least not in the way some define the word. I am submissive, and I do want to serve. I'm just not sure that I wished to be viewed as a thing. I want an emotional connection with the Man I serve. I want Him to care about me and genuinely want me to be happy serving Him. Not by catering to my wants or letting me control our interactions, but by ensuring my emotional and mental needs are met in addition to just the physical needs of food and shelter. Someone that I can talk to and that will give me the reassurance I need if a problem develops. Someone that wants to know me better than i know myself so He can control me with the objective of improving both of our lives. I'm inexperienced so maybe I just don't know the depth of my submission yet but I am willing to find out if you are willing to teach me.
I have most of the usual interests or at least a willingness to explore them. I won't list them here but can send a link to my Tumblr blog if You wish to learn more about them or my mindset.
I’m 5’9”, 180#s, a bit chubby but recently started working out and losing weight. Photos can be provided once a conversation has taken place and mutual interest established. Likewise, I’d request a photo prior to scheduling a meeting.
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