*****Interesting Reading******

 So, while searching different websites in the Mistress and sub groups I came across a heading " Courting your Domme?" I just had to read this because I am one of those Female Tops that likes to be treated like a Lady and the word "courting" caught me attention.

In this discussion the OP goes on to talk about how much she finds the little things heart melting and that its the subs attention to making her feel special even in the vanilla world that ultimately makes her decide to play/own a sub.

I have to say that is very true for me. I want to know that someone put some thought into being out with me. I don't expect jewelry, or expensive things like that. I expect you to not cancel on me, be punctual, pull my chair out, maybe a flower. If I don't particularly love it I will simply say "Oh 'so sweet, you know my favorite flower is a Tiger Lilly!" See you gain valuable info for later and you make my day because I know you were thinking about me; not what I might do to you, how I will use you, but honestly think about a way to make my day a little better.

Ultimately isn't that what submission is about finding someone that when you submit to them and make your goal to make them happy, you yourself are fulfilled. Sure every sub has a list of things that turns them on, and things they prefer to do, but ultimately the rush of submission is "giving" all that to the Top and letting them use the knowledge however they choose!

Of course this isn't probably true for all Tops, but hey it is for me!

So I can't decide which introduction I want on here. I like the one I have and I like this one... So here is my other introduction!

Hello,

I am a 25 yr old BBW. I am a wife, mother and an aspiring Sadist. My Husband and I are living a polyamorous life style. The relationships I am looking for tend to be more Domme/sub. Hopefully finding a sub who can become a part of my life and enrich it. I'm looking to meet a sub who can be an awesome friend and be a devoted sub. Some person who wants to be loved as a person and cherished as my sub. This means I am looking for more then kinky sex !! I can get that anytime. I do live with my husband, whom actually has sex vanilla and kinky with me regularly! I want another person/people in my life. I believe for me, that one person could never fulfill all the needs and wants I have. My Hubby fills more then the majority of those needs and wants, but there are things I want to do that he just isn't into. On the flip side the same goes for him. So we mutually agreed on trying this "poly-thing". We have found it is a great fit for us and we love it!

More about me....Poly-kinky-sadist-nemphomaniac-bisexual-switch. I am far more selective about "who" than "what". I am a submissive to my Husband I am not really interested in subbing for others right now. I have a sadistic streak that runs deep, but I also crave pain occasionally.* (yup welcome to my switchiness)* I am currently into experimenting with rope harnesses and trying some positional bondage. Rope bondage is one of the areas that I absolutely love. I love to use rope during sex and during kinky sessions of funishment and actually punishment! I am currently experimenting with it more on myself and on my lover.

I want to explore my sadism more and to do that I need a sub who is a)experienced and patient enough to teach me, or b)unexperienced but willing to experiment and research. I have some experience or knowledge about most everything I want to do, and I have done the majority of my homework(just lacking the hands on experience I think necessary to call someone experienced). Oh and I will add that I am cpr, first aid trained as any Domme/Dom should be. (Seriously you want to hit people but can't take a little time to get a little knowledge on how to deal with emergencies that could happen!)

 Looking for others to talk to, share experiences and possibly get to know better! Just basically wanting to get more like minded friends and search for other future partners!

Hubby and I will be traveling to Phoenix, Az in March and want to meet up while we are out there with someone(female) to have some sexy fun with! He really surprised me with this request!

*****Shower Time***** One of my favorite places to play with and use my current submissive lover, is in the shower. I love the wet skin, wet slaps, and getting pampered by her. We decided to take a shower in the basement concrete block shower last night. I told her to bring down some water proof toys from the playroom to use in the shower. She brought a medium sized butt plug and a dp dildo. Both excellent choices. She knows I love to abuse her ass and stuff her asshole anytime we get together. We start out by having her stand in the spray and I twist her nipples and smack her large breast around. I move my hand to spread her pussy. I insert the dp dildo in her pussy then move the other end to her ass. I work it in and move it around a bit. After that I spank her ass, pussy and breasts till they are a nice rosy red. I then pull out the dp dildo and order her to turn and lean into the wall. I take the medium plug and push it into her...all the way in...base and all. Oops! I immediately had her bend farther over and I went fishing, telling her to just push it out. I couldn't believe it freaking just slipped right in! In the end we got it out. And got a laugh out if it. I ended up putting both ends of the dp dildo in her as. And guess what I kept hold of the middle, just in case her greedy asshole decided to swallow another toy. Lucky it just stretched her hole and made her groan. After she kneeled and orally serviced me til I squirted on to her face. Then I let her pamper me by washing my hair and body. Gods, I love shower time. Even when funny "shit " happens.