Them: "I'm just curious, why so negative? be positive Miss. don't focus on negativity."

Me: "It couldn't be because of the people who constantly ignore what they've read and think what they have to say is so much more important then my request to be left alone they go out of their way to bother me regardless of my very very clear request to be left alone regardless of what it is, complaints or praise a person has to say in general. It couldn't be that..."

And OMG do you have any clue how may email I get almost Daily telling me how I need a spanking? Really? Gee I'm so moved! I'll change all my ideas about the majority of the people on this site and start sucking your so very dominant dick right now.... Except that if this is your best line you're a loser with no dick so ..umh... I guess I'll keep blocking you ball less idiots after laughing at you. Along with anyone else who bothers me.

You men and women writing to me saying how you just had to talk to me after reading my profile and journal are still not understanding what it is you're reading. I don't want to talk to you. Not you or you or you or you. None of you. I have my friends and that is the only reason I even come back to this sad sad place. Fuck off and get rectal caner if you still think I want to hear from you. I don't care if you're offended, I don't care if you're moved, I don't care if you feel a soul connection, I don't give a shit about you or anyone you know. Fuck off, is that clear enough for you?

You're "looking" here but you sure aren't seeing. Please leave me alone and yes, I mean you reading this right now, yes you... Just in-case my polite tone misleads you; leave me the fuck alone.

Clearly asking people to leave me alone isn't working, so let me put it to you like this:

Your emails are trite, vague and a dime a dozen. I've got a bulk mail folder full of "Hey, how are you?" mostly misspelled, and commands to come to or kneel before. You are losers with no idea how to meet people in real life, I have and do. Telling me to ignore you is probably the one command I'll follow... but then why bother writing? I can't stand the spineless. Keep your hate mail too, no one made you read or look.

I have a broken heart and am not looking for a bunch of retarded sex addicts to drool over me. I couldn't give a shit about your cock. And oh my god I'm a fat chick ok? I'm a single Mom in my  thirties too, go find some dumb ass 20-something who still thinks quantity has anything on quality. Is bugging me really the Best you can do?

Oh and being a natural Asshole is not being a "natural Dom" There is no such thing, you can be good at both but no one was "born".  If you were bossing your mom around by age 6 all that means is you had stupid parents and are a sociopath. Do the world a favor and jump off a cliff Gacy.  

If I'm being to confusing, leave me alone. I'm here for the friends I already have and am not going to hide my profile.

Have a good day and good luck in your search.

Ya know what? I don't think I'm looking for anything. I'm too broken hearted to do anything with anyone anymore.

I'm not fake I'm just looking for the dreaded L word. No, not lesbian.

Sorry but if you're over... 42 I'm not interested. I don't mind calling a man Daddy but have No interest in being with someone who actually could have been my father. I'm also not interested in kids, no one under 26 please.

"Happy Wish Day"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yccTqDt9KdI

Why are there so many songs about rainbows? And who gives a fuck anyway? Rainbows are stupid, they only remind me That my life is sick with decay

And so you are stupid, you choose to believe it I know we're all gonna die We'll never find it, the rainbow Connection The sickly, the worthless, and I

Who said that "every wish would be heard and answered When wished on the morning star" Some asshole thought of it, some sucker believed it And look what it's done so far

And it's so pathetic, that you are pathetic And it's all you aspire to be You'll never find it, the rainbow connection The homeless, the wealthy, and me

All of us are gonna die You could say nature's a facist

Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices Swimming around in your head?
Some say "I'm lucky!" and some say "I'm Happy!" But most say "I'd rather be dead"

And I know I'm lazy and apathetic And sometimes that's all attitude And I'll never find it, the rainbow connection The leftover crizack and you

(Aaand youuu)

(Fuck it)

I would love to submit; it's a great relief! But without that safe place it's just a traumatic event, no fun, not even cathartic. The only way I've found to make a safe place is to know and trust the person taking me to it. Just sayin...

My potential friend/lover/switch/geek needs to know how to handle an Autistic (high functioning aspie). We blow up, get frustrated, get melancholy, get creative, manic, totally normal, completely weird, nonverbal and overly talkative  Unable to back down sometimes unable to stand up for self at all. I'm a handful in other words and I'm not looking for a "Play" anything. 

No, I do not owe you responses just because you sent me an email. No, I do not owe you responses if I click on your profile. No, I'm not interested in playing any games or using anyone or being used.

No I'm not mad, I'm sad with an option on irate. I'm looking for so much more then the penis addicts here seem to be able to imagine.

So yes finally really back and have to say after checking some of my messages I don't know why.

The reason so many of you men keep failing is because you're not actually looking for a person you're looking for a fantasy. Women don't mind playing fantasy girl but if you're to stupid to understand we're people we won't wast our time on you. I like to be seen for who I am not ignored and made to play a role for you. If I ever needed a reason to dislike men this place has given me more then one.

Just got our power back on and the internet too! Been off for a week when the storm hit and then of cource on the day I paid the bill lol. I'll be on again in a bit just have so much to do right now. ttyl

See I'm in a dilemma. I've had far to many relationships go on past the point they were any good to anyone. Being that there were at least two people involved it's safe to say I'm not the only person that does this. Because of this I'm looking for a lot more then another relationship. Friendship is really my goal. Not friends with benefits but something much deeper.

Age and looks as so much less important but even with that said, there are limits. Having been there done with lessons learned I'm not interested in Daddies or babies. Also if we have nothing in common and nothing to talk about why would we have sex of any kind?

More then anything I'd like to meet someone to talk crazy theories out with : ) Have ridiculous arguments over who would win definitively in a side kick fight between Torgo and Igor. See who knows more about Nikola Tesla and the Marks Brothers... all 5 of them >: ) What do you think about the fact circles make up the most fundamental shape in the universe and what does it have to do with pi being infinite? Why is it that Aliens have to be responsible for all the greatest historical achievements of man? Why couldn't we just be older then we think and accept that fact we've forgotten a lot of stuff since the last ice age? Happened to the survivors and decedents of the Romans... just sayin...  What the hell happened to the liberal media? I mean really where the fuck did it go? Isn't Idiocracy one of the best movies you've ever seen, next to ED2 anyway.

Sigh, where are you my unusual frog in geeks clothing?

I'm real, real picky : )

No longer Owned! : )

I'm not looking for "A sub" or "A Dom/me". What I would like to find is a person who can relate to me and who I can relate to. Someone with similar interests and motivations as well as a mutual physical attraction. It's been my experience this feeling is all but instantaneous, no not love at first sight in any way shape or form, just a mutual MENTAL arousal. This all begs many questions and brings to light the most difficult aspect of this kind of communication. What is it that interests me and does it interest you in the same way?

To deal with the most obvious first: yes I like bondage, discipline, sadism, masochism. No I am not interested in "play" as defined as casual meetings or no strings attached. I am a Switch, not a sub or Domme. I am also owned, this is a long term situation and I am not physically in contact with my Owner.

I do not enjoy polyamory in the terms of being a "girlfriend" by day and one of many at night. I do enjoy open relationships upheld with mutually agreed upon rules that are respected by us to our mutual benefit. I have a preference for deep friendships over boy/girlfriends. 

There has never been a point in my life where I've been a willing doormat. During the times that Doormat could have been my name I fell apart and became deeply self destructive and was no longer able to function as a responsible adult. To this day I retain a harsh knee jerk reaction to situations that put me in the doormat position. If you wish to see how quickly someone can say goodbye try it, you'll never hear from me again.

The things I do Not enjoy are: Blood or ANY body fluids. Pointless dominant posturing. Anal Sex. Men 20 years older or 12years younger then me. Canes, crosses and for reasons of hypersensitivity, nipple clamps. One way oral sex. Long and thin, men or members. Being "admired" for being fat, I'm not a fetish. Timid people or easily embarrassed people, I'm out spoken and loud at times and will not shut up if told to. In fact telling me to shut up will only make me talk more. Being told how I feel or what I should want or enjoy. Drama, porn, being told to talk dirty, objectification.

As for the rest, I'll get to it. This is by far long enough for now.

Dear Men of any position, Dom, sub or Switch,

Please stop posting pictures of yourselves naked, and those who post pictures of their cock are just lost. Listen, no matter how bad you want women to think and need sex in the Same way you do, it will never happen. I love to play and fuck but would never even consider doing either someone so desperate they need to get nude on CM. The average or even exceptional women of the world are put off and even disgusted by your need to piss in corners... and that's what you're doing, even you guys with the very small members. I'm sorry to inform you but your cock is not the center of anyone's universe but your own and the more obsessed you are with said cock the more it will stay that way. Do you know what a woman's biggest and most important sex organ is? Now don't strain yourself thinking, it's her brain. In fact without mental stimulation most women will not give you the time of day. But hey maybe you'll all be lucky and hundreds of brainless sluts will join the site in the next few seconds...

Sincerely,

Pok

If you send me pictures of your genitals I'll block you and report you. I'm NOT interested.

More junk emails that kill me: I have one to day that simply says "Hellk".... really a One word email that wasn't even spell checked? Better are full grown males who can't spell out words. "How r u?" Really? Oh yea, look at me rush to answer those winners. Also I'm a SWITCH not a Domme/Mommy if you can't play in the land of give and take, leave me alone.

Hey Guys? Dom or sub you need to get over thinking each and every one of the blanket emails you send out deserves a response. Deleting unread Is a response, and NO Women Do Not Owe You A Response. Why should we have to waste time answering emails like "Hey there"? So you can lay your SAD on us and Guilt us in to pretending to have interest? 

And even a well written email may not get a response. If we're not interested we're just not interested, we don't have to be made to feel bad or be somehow Responsible for not finding you attractive as you think you are.

Sorry guys Switch means just that. I'm not a Domme, I'm a Switch, it's my nature to be hard and soft at different times. I can't be your Domme unless you can be my Dom too, just keep in mind I'm owned? and will not have another Sir. Also I don' answer every email, it's nothing personal but I'm not good at telling people thanks but no thanks or go away. If you're email didn't interest me or I've gotten reclusive I won't be answering. Blame the autism if you like, I often do : )

Gezz, who knew CT was so full of BDSM. Though would explain a few things about my extended family...

My boy Zed just put up a pic :) he is so cute it's completely miss leading! That's his 5 second warning face. Go check him out, Free2agoodhome!

Ya know what? I think part of the reason for all the knee jerking here, mine I mean, is that I've done the "bad girl thing". I've been worshiped and wanted and praised by groups of salivating ridged member-ed men. There is no appeal. Without some kind of mutual interest it's all just worthless. It is impossible for me to do casual anything! There is nothing less sexy then being dribbled on by froth mouthed animals. Driving your lover to become a beast... now that's hot. Being masturbated at and expected to enjoy it, not so much amazingly. IDK, It's a bum deal, men want to breed (or at least practice) as much as possible and women are genetically selective, want to be special and loved. Ever get the feeling we're being fucked with?

To all the Fathers, Grandfathers, Uncles, Big Brothers, Good Guys doing someone else's Job... Keep it up! A big Thank You and job well done to you all! Happy Fathers day!

they all said "she's just another groupie slut"
and I said I thought you were anything but
think again, sometimes reputations outlive their applications
and sometimes fires don't go out, when you're done playing with them
I feel so funny deep inside
when you kiss me goodbye

sugarhigh.....sugarhigh

we could go out and not even leave the house
a t.v. set and a bottle of wine is just fine
making out on that old pull out couch
watching saturday night live, I guess that's why
I feel so funny deep inside
when I lick between your thighs

sugarhigh.....sugarhigh

alright

and I have searched both far and wide
and I've explored the deepest caverns of my mind
to try and find an explanation why
I get this funny feeling deep inside
when you kiss me goodbye
and when I lick between your thighs

sugarhigh.....sugarhigh.....sugarhigh.....sugarhigh

I do have a switch male in my possession and am looking for Domme, Switch or sub women to take him on. He is under Free2agoodhome and is a real person. I have pics of him available upon request.

Stupid questions with simple answers Entry No.1

#1.

Q:"Would you like to hook up?"

A: "No"

#2.

Q: "Would you like to watch me masturbate on cam?"

A: "No"

#3.

Q: "Why do you have to be such a bitch?"

A: "See above"

It's Ash Wednesday, a day we Oil our Chainsaws, care for our Boom Sticks and remember to always give of our Sugar.

May Ash be with you, Blessed Be.

Originally posted by Sir Joe:"Approaching a Prospective sub" I am Sir Joe. I have been on this site for a over a year or so now, and I have had several conversations with multiple submissives.  The one thing that they all have in common is the incredible exasperation and frustration they feel regarding the emails and IMs they get from male Dominants. (I am directing my comments to Male Doms, not Dommes the rules are somewhat different for Dommes, and my comments here only generally apply you.)Gentlemen, this is after all a fetish website, BUT, if you are really the Dominant you claim to be, and a member of the lifestyle that promotes "Safe", "Sane", and "Consensual" or the more aptly, RACK (Risk Aware Consensual Kink) then how is it that so many of you begin an introductory email or instant message with commands you have not been given consent to make? Hi I'm "OverLord PuffandStuff" now, "On your knees bitch!" or "I want to stick my dick in your ass!" or my personal favorite "Be a good whore, and reply to me NOW!" are not the kind of phrases that any woman, sub or not will respond to. SO STOP IT!Just because she is a submissive does not mean she is (or ever will be) submissive to you. Why, because no matter who I am talking to I offer her the same respect I want for myself. You would no more walk up to a woman at the Mall, and tell her to get on her knees, how  can you assume that this will be a winning strategy online? Is it because this is a fetish site? Poor assumption, if that's what your thinking.This is a lifestyle based entirely on trust! Who in their right mind would trust you if your first comment was so derogatory that it was  offensive. Don't get me wrong, in a scene,when consent has been given, you can talk to your sub in whatever way turns you or her on. However, do you expect to get to a point where your having a real time encounter with a sub, if you are so blunt and disrespectful in your initial introduction?  Or even before you have established a basis for that kind of discussion, or email.Like I said, I have been on (this site) now for a while (this time, 2 years the last time) and recently, I have met several women in person, and am chatting with others, whom I expect to meet, (in search of that perfect slave for my household that is the counter-balance to my Dominance.) and there is no doubt that in their minds, or fannies for that matter that I am Dominant. But I didn't make any overtly sexual or BDSM related comments in my initial introduction. WHY? Because when it comes to female submissives, they are not about to offer trust, or themselves to anyone who can't even respectful enough to introduce themselves in non threatening manner. It doesn't matter if the sub has said, "write me, and tell me what you violent degrading things you want to do to me." why, because unless your writing a letter just to get her off, then odds are your not going to be anything more than the sender of a dirty letter. If you really want to meet her and do those things, you need to understand TRUST! It might work occasionally (1/10, 000) but that is pretty poor odds. and it will be (0/1, 000, 000) if it is a newbie or novice sub, who is nervous to begin with.If you can't make a vanilla (I use the word to make my point clear) introduction of yourself to a female submissive, and establish that your not some whack job or psychopath, then don't write them at all. It is the conclusion of those of us truly in the lifestyle, that anyone who can't see the reality of trust and consent in the process is nothing more than a wanna-be, who is making the rest of us look bad.(Funny the ones who really need to read this probably don't read the articles...)I am personally offended by any man that has no other articulate way to introduce himself to a woman than to say, "get  on your knees bitch!". If that is your standard introduction grow up. If your offended by what I've said, then you're exactly who I am talking about and guilty of being an ass-hole.  DOM doesn't mean DICK. If you can't be Dominant, or assertive without being a dickhead, turn off your computer, jack off an go to sleep, because in the end, that is all your going to be doing anyway. I am a real Dom seeking exactly what I stated in my profile - and if you have any comments feel free to let me know. But know this, I am right. Ultimately, respect and trust, will be the only way you get the consent you need have a real life encounter with a sub.  Sincerely,Sir Joe(submissives feel free to copy this and re-post it in your journal section provided you credit me as author.)

My only resolution this year is to point and laugh far more often.

I'd like to start a movement to get terms like Cock Sucker seen in the proper light. Is it really an insult? Men ask yourselves this: Do you like having your cock sucked? Women, have you ever known a man who doesn't enjoy having his cock sucked? So shouldn't Cock Sucker be a positive term? Same with Fuck You. Most people I know, single or in a couple, spend most of their time... in some form or another, trying to get laid. Shouldn't wishing a fucking on them be like saying bless you?

Woman know your place: LOL Oh where's that? In your fantasy land? Where women don't talk have emotions or think for themselves? Your land of daydreams where you don't actually have to have interact with Women as people? Are you really so afraid of Women you can't accept them as people? Little boys put the crops down and go work out your Emotional and Mental issues with a therapist; BDSM is not the place for you. If this sounds angry it isn't, I'm laughing wile I write. My Sir, who loves sadism and degradation, isn't a Misogynist. He has balls enough to see Women as People, even when under his heel. Misogynists dressed in black and holding a flogger are still not Doms. Misogynists who have "years of experience" are not Doms. Misogynists are hate breeders much like the KKK or so called Nazi organizations. Any Black or Jewish men or women want to hop in bed with Mr. Hitler? Yea, same thing.... understanding some people really do want to be with people who hate them or who they hate. If that's the case then go for it, we're all adults here, but be clear what you are. Doms' don't hate women, in fact the more love and respect they have for women the better Dom they tend to be.

"Dom seeks: bitch slut whore pig to beat and abuse and she'd better like it or she isn't a real submissive ...." Yea, guys, This isn't going to work. Maybe if you're checking out the local battered woman's shelter it could but for "real" healthy women (or male subs as well) abuse and submission have Nothing in common. I can understand, fantasy is powerful, but you can't get to the face pounding, limb removing, total commitment to "Master" without first going through the "I like green", "Adam Sandler really suck", "Oh you like Anime too?", parts are done and out of the way. It's called relationship building and if you really want a sub to beat and abuse to the fullest depths of your imagination you're going to have to do the work required to get to that point.

"I believe a girl should dedicate 100% 0f herself to her owner. She should live to make his life easier.  She should be highly sexual and eager to be used by him however he wants and needs.  She should thank him for the gifts he gives n worship him at all times."

This is a modified quote from a real profile. This is what really sticks with me when I surf CM. Yes a sub woman should dedicate herself to her Owner but unless she is mentally ill that isn't going to happen over night. She should make his life easier but it's not a one way take there has to be some give too. You have to make your girl feel appreciated or why would she bother? If you want a highly sexual woman then you have to engage her sexuality. "Hey, fuck me and love it" isn't enough to turn on 90% of the women in the world, unless you like you're girls to fake it. Sure she would thank him if what he is giving are in fact gifts and not just expecting her to thank him for existing. I'm not picking on this profile because I have an issue with the man who wrote it, I don't, and haven't even spoken to him. However it is a good example of reality vs. fantasy, expectations vs. life. All of those things need to be based in trust and on common understanding, more importantly they all take time. If all you crave are instant results than yes you will find nothing but fakes and pros on every page.

No Turkeys were harmed in the making of this Giving Thanks day. No family, no big dinner and much giving thanks! Oh and lots of Booze! Join the movement! LOL

How do you start a chat room? I'd really like to open one that doesn't feature hard core rape. Yep, such a turn on : p Any other people out there? Some of you are starting to come forward but I'd sure like to meet more of you! Yea yea plenty 0 fish bla bla bla, listen, just because I don't get off on being talked down to and treated as if I'm stupid doesn't mean I'm some Nilla visitor. This kind of life and the need to engage in the practices related to it have always been part of me. That being said it is not the only part of me any more then it is the only part of anyone else. CM could be much more then a meat market if the people who hate that part of it do something to change it. So, how do you start a chat room?

Heaven is the small moment of perfection, Hell is the absurdity of life.

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Submission is a gift. Yes, yes, you can smirk and snicker all you want, but let me ask you this... How hard would it be for an angry, beaten, bloody, bruised and abused sub to have a Master arrested for rape? (I live in America if that helps you understand). How easily would his family, co-workers, and the public turn on him and leave him a "sex offender" in their eyes for the rest of his life? Wouldn't ex-wives then use that info to take away custody of children? etc. etc. etc. Submission is a gift that should be respected as all it takes is one crazy to ruin you life. Also when playing such strong games with others mind and emotion you can create your own crazy albatross if you're not careful. Submission is a gift as much as Dominance is a skill (.... no one is Born knowing what they are doing. Being a bossy/abusive kid just means no one looked after you very well at that age.)

Never really thought about it but I suppose that is Jesus poking a hot ass... Personally I like to think of them as Poseidon and Hades : )

Wheaton's law: Don't be a Dick!

Have to say finding videos of myself on line that were supposed to be taken down really pisses me off. If I find one I give them hell they're taking money out of my pocket and that's not cool. So if you see my face anywhere but Clips4Sale.com please be a good person and let me know. If you watch or down load them from any other place you're breaking the law. Don't be fooled into thinking a site won't give up your personal info, including your ip address, if a lawyer asks for them. The site would much rather stay in business and fuck you over then close down and lose their income. I know they have the information because I've had to get it off of XHamster and some other sites in order to close down assholes who were ripping me and a lot of other people off. 

Yippee! Thanks to everyone who I've been chating with like regular humans : ) It's been alot of fun and I'm looking forward to building up these new friendships : )

You've seen on profile where people rant and rave because the emails they sent are deleted unread? I understand that may be a bit rude but try to look at it from another pov. There are a lot of people who just keep messaging us even if we don't answer, I mean the same people over and over. They message even if you say a polite "Thanks but no thanks". They message till you block them.... some times they then switch profiles and start to message you again.  Deleting emails that don't really hold any interest isn't being rude it's keeping the spread of inbox herpes down. : |~ just a thought from the other side.

This was my Horoscope for today only a few hours after Daddy got me for good. (Friday the 13 of all days too! I'm always backwards!)

It seems that you may need some care and nurturing today, Taurus, but whomever you have put your trust in is really capable of getting you all fixed up in no time. This does not have to be a physical situation either, it could very well be about simply needing to talk to a sympathetic soul. There is a lot of pressure on you now and a lot of different situations at cross purposes with one another, but once you have a little help making sense of it all, you'll have not trouble finding that place within that helps you press on despite confusion or the odds.