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First things first, I have attended MTTA, classically trained in the Leather lifestyle, and have the privilege to use the title that comes with that. If you know what this means and wish to begin a dialog, feel free to message me as I would be most interested in hearing from you. You know what make me truly laugh?? The thought that with this limited space one can succinctly describe themselves to complete strangers. People are complex, layered individuals, it would be easier to explain Quantum Physics? than the nuances of mine or anyone else?s, own nature.? But what the Hell, here goes.??? I used to be suitor to a Countess but that was long ago in a galaxy far far away. I am at times a cold-blooded, heartless, sensualist, with bursts of gifted writing and insightful observations.? (Great opening, ummm?)?????? Longer version for those who like to read:? I'm an intelligent, college educated, professional, well versed male with over 7 years of experience with submissive and masochistic women. I enjoy women who are comfortable with their sexuality and who like to have their limits pushed. I like to take control of a woman, her mind and her body, and use her for our mutual pleasure. I?m bit of an eccentric, a m?nge of Byron, Shelley, Lestat de Lioncourt, and Mephistopheles.??? I am very old fashioned and have most of the values that are long gone these days. I will get the door for you, pull out a chair for you, bring you flowers, give you a passionate kiss before you go to bed at night.? I am very positive and easy going, get along with almost everyone, and love to laugh, even at myself.? Family, friends, and my rescue Bull Terrier "Shadow" are very important to me and although I am a realist, I am a romantic in every sense of the word.?? I have learned volumes from my recent relationships. High on the list of lessons is how important some of my wants and needs are to me. I cannot compromise on them. I cannot negotiate my needs into something less.? Loving someone is an absolute action. It is absolute caring, absolute acceptance, absolute adoration. Anything less than that feral passion is not going to satisfy me.? What I am looking for in a partner: I want to be with someone who not only has feral passion, but openly embraces and she shows it every chance she gets. Be the primal woman that is inside you and you have me totally! I am willing to patiently wait for the one that I am truly searching for. I love to laugh out loud at inappropriate times ,I'm here to entertain, amuse, disgust, shock, belittle, titillate, befriend, befuddle, confuse and otherwise enrich your life experience with the joygasm that is Me. (*NOTE: In MY homeland, they call that "sarcasm"-look it up) Lets see...more intimate details, I am NOT a switch...Spanking, Paddling, Whipping, Flogging, and proper use of My riding crop are all good fun...Using insertable devices on YOU? Good thing. Attempting to use insertable ANYTHING on Me? Bring your insurance card, it won't be pretty. Will I befriend you?? Absolutely. I will flirt with, say inappropriate things to, swap stories with, debate with,? and do all sorts of generally entertaining things with you. As long as you can deal with that without getting all butt-hurt and offended? I can be one of the dearest friends you'll ever have-to hang with, chat on the phone with, shoot pool really badly with ,I.M. with ,torture your? tastebuds with My cooking skills with, etcetera. If not? I shall TRY to endeavor to get over My crippled ego. (4 seconds tick away) ahhhh.....there. ALL better. See? HOWEVER: IF having any sort of sexually charged/explicit conversation or flirtation with you means that, in your mind it's headed for the white picket fence, His & her towel sets and domestic bdsm? bliss? PLEASE up your dosage and move on. I'm a Musician, a Biker, and a grade-A certifiable lunatic. What I am NOT looking for in a partner:? DRAMA QUEENS, and SCBAB's annoy the living crap out of me and are not welcome in my life, it is too short to waste on such. My photos are current and show a VERY accurate image of me, please include a RECENT photo,? Like more than a few here I have been disappointingly surprised by some recently and I did not appreciate it. Wow if you have made it this far, thanks for hanging in there :? Now, before you build your own personal altar to worship Me upon, or make a little 'Poet' voodoo doll to stab pins through, or begin sacrificing chickens for ritualistic love spells to make Me yours, go back and carefully reread the profile. Approach Me with respect, you will receive it in return. Approach Me for friendship, it will be cheerfully accepted, no strings attached. Approach Me with an attitude, you get it back in spades Attack Me or My friends in ANY way, you will get it back a thousand fold. Approach Me with cash, you're buying the first round Approach Me with a hatchet, we've probably already dated. Sneak around My page & friends list to see what I'm up to? That's just creepy. Let's have fun, kiddies.

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6/4/2017 9:58:11 AM
I took one look at you, that's all I meant to do And then my heart stood still, My feet could step and walk, my lips could move and talk And yet my heart stood still. You had me, mind and soul all you needed to do was take my hand You would never know what you threw away that day But I guess the ice in your heart keeps you company

5/25/2015 2:07:20 PM
I am resurrecting Poet's list of fakes, liars, and make believe subs. A compendium of those on this site that make it impossible for others.

5/21/2015 10:19:57 PM
Watch out now, take care
Beware of the thoughts that linger
Winding up inside your head
The hopelessness around you
In the dead of night
Beware of sadness

It can hit you
It can hurt you
Make you sore and what is more
That is not what you are here for

4/4/2015 8:15:07 PM
Here's another clue for you all, Text speak is not tolerated nor answered, as a point of fact, it is one of the quickest way on to my blocked list. My name says it all, I'm a writer and poet, if you lack the skills to communicate effectively you are not someone I would be interested in. Once again, I am a true Dominant who is quite comfortable telling a submissive to move on. Not that desperate or insecure in whom I seek.

2/14/2015 8:53:41 AM
This is the text of a message thread sent to me by one who listed herself as a "lesbian". Sender: Why do you deserve me. Ten words. Reply: I'm too good for you.....(loud haughty derision) Grow the f*** up and get back to me when you learn mutual respect. Sender: Wrong Answer. Reply: Nope, right answer, for the situation. Don't need you, don't want you, wouldn't take you if it was being given away. Ok, first, if your a lesbian, and I have listed myself a Dominant, Straight, Male, why are you bothering me at all. Second, there are some of us who are not desperate, looking for the first piece of trash tail we can get. I'm selective as Hell, I welcome friendly chat and never refuse good conversation, I have and will continue to tell those who otherwise annoy me to f**k off because desperation is not listed in my profile. To ALL the assholes who think differently, READ the profile, it spells things out VERY clearly, and you will avoid my insults and "haughty derision" (rotflmao). Once again, not desperate, never was nor ever will be!!!!

2/9/2015 4:53:53 PM
True domination rarely requires orders. If one can not reach their goals with just a look, And needs to resort to barking insult and innuendo They are neither in control or dominant. Just another never was and never could be. All I have ever needed to do is look at the submissive and say, "I am truly disappointed in you!"

11/29/2014 7:08:53 PM
It occurs to me that the smallest minds usually scream the loudest. If you have something constructive to say, I will always hear you out. But, a dumb cunt will ALWAYS be a dumb cunt!!!

11/30/2011 11:55:33 AM
There are secrets That we still have left to find, There have been mysteries Since the beginning of time, There are answers We are not wise enough to see.

7/17/2011 6:27:25 PM

I've been drinkin' now
Just a little too much
And I don't know how
I can get in touch with you
Now there's only one thing
For me to do, that's to
Keep on tryin’
To get home to you

 

Poco


6/21/2011 2:55:07 PM

For You wherever you are…

 When the autumn goes
The snow begins to fly
Above the dusty roofs
I watch the clouds roll by

 When the autumn goes
The same old dream is mine
And you are in my arms
To share the winter time

 

I turn my head away
To hide the helpless tear
How I hate to see the autumn go

 

It should be over now, I know
It doesn't matter
How old I grow
I always hate to see the autumn go……..

 


6/5/2011 12:23:17 PM

"Is there no sign of light as we stand in the darkness
Watching the sun arise?
Is there no sign of life as we gaze at the waters
Into the strangers eyes?
And word by word they handed down the light that shines today
And those who came at first to scoff, remained behind to pray"

 

"AP"


3/10/2011 7:35:38 PM

I've been thinkin' 'bout
All the times you held me
I never heard you shout
The flow of energy was so fine
Now I think I'll lay it on the line
And keep on tryin'
To get home to you


12/24/2010 2:05:53 PM

 

For M.

 

Long ago on this night I gave you my heart in a Harley Leather,

I never questioned or doubted my feelings

You were special

 

Though I know you no longer share the same feelings as I,

You are still thought of very fondly

Every Christmas eve

 

I hope with all my heart

Happiness has found your door

 

If the need ever arises

I am a phone call away

 

No agendas, no strings,

 

Be well my little one

 

My deepest affections, as ever

 

Is Yours.......

 

Poet

Werewolf, Writer, Friend


12/24/2010 1:55:45 PM

 

Poet’s Christmas Poem - 2010

 

 

There was a time when Christmas joy, and dreams,       
And every holiday sight,       
To me did seem       
Basked and bathed in majestic light,       
Seen in the glory and the freshness of a child       
It is not now as it had been before       
Look wherever I may, 

 

 The things which I had seen I now can see no more.       
To me alone there came a thought of grief       :
A welcome respite that gave my thoughts relief,

 

 Does every man keep this holiday      
Oh blessed child of Joy,      
Shout around me, let me hear your voice again      
Oh happy, shepherd boy 

 

 The soul that lives within us, our life's shining star,          
At length man perceives it die away,      
And fade as the light of a common day

 

 I look to the losses and gains of a simple live             
I remember those who are no longer in mine 

 

I think of simple family gatherings       
With a mix of melancholy and rapture

 

The heart of the little boy flourishes at this time of the year 

 

To my God and all the angels who look over me I pray 

 

That I never lose the wonder and joy of a merry Christmas Day

 

 


11/18/2010 3:07:03 PM


Life Or Something Thereof....



I
miss you my love.
Life goes on without you, but at times an empty shell.
Your touch kept me warm, safe, and happy.
I long for your touch again.
I do nit know if we will ever meet again, but,
I hold the hope in my heart.
Your kiss has never been repeated,
Your warmth, never been felt.
You were a gift I could not keep.

My love has never waned, nor ebbed one measure
My heart yearns for the fire you gave long ago
My body aches for the touch that ignites the flame
My soul cries for the mate it misses

I go on, day after day,
I live the life that has been presented to me,
I constantly seek one who makes me feel love again .

Some call it a damned existence.
I prefer to call it what it is…

LIFE.......


11/16/2010 4:26:50 AM


I have been doing great lately. 

I attended  a Masters retreat in Baltimore and itwas great. 

I am in the process of forming a leather household.

Also working on involvement with th local MAsT chapter.

I was in the company of my peers and was pleasantly suprised by the support, advice and acceptance of everyone there.  Thank you ll for spreading the good word.

 Hope my friends are doing as well and are as happy

 


9/17/2010 5:49:07 AM

Thanks to those who have written me lately, everything is quite well and progressing nicely.       

 

On a sadder note, the malicious scumbag who insists on hurling insults still persists.  It is noting less than a gutless liar (not ONCE has it given one shred of proof for what it spews).   Since it refuses to have a "personal discussion", it is also a detestable coward (no wonder why it constantly critic uses others, it is so good at knowing what a true low life is).  Such a gutless coward for a "bad boy", boy is right he will never be a MAN)

 

Laughable though on how it is obsessed on my genitalia, since it gets a great taste of it from his whore.  Truth be known it will NEVER be in his online make-believe world what I am, have. drive, date, or do in REAL life! (with the exception of a muscle car lover who lost her panties in my Vette)           

 

But those who’s mouths write checks their asses can not cash or are too gutless to pay the bill, sooner or later get what is truly coming their way…….keep enjoying the taste scumbag.


8/23/2010 5:54:18 PM

The Curse      

What do you do when the trust is gone?      
What do you say when all has been said?        
What do you feel when there is just nothing left?       
When you have given all, what is there left to give?      
When the friends have turned their backs, who is left?       

I know I have been jaded.      
I have learned much.       
Where once there was anger, now patience.       
I know what awaits, and in the knowledge I find solace.       

I do not curse lightly, nor do I curse in vane.       
I have only used the words on few occasions.       
But each time with the same results.       
I have watched the lives of some, slowly wither,       
And I know that the debt has been forward paid.       

Enjoy for now, jape while you can,
You will eventually receive the check
You will indeed have to pay.......

You will never, never, ever,
Live another bright happy day.........

The price now paid, the bargain struck
The universe has been told
Your future is certain
What you have so willingly gave       
Shall visit you back, ten fold.....

May you be shown the mercy you never had for others!


8/23/2010 3:36:27 PM

For I beheld a pale horse
And on it a pale rider
The horses name was pestilence
The riders name was Death.......

This reminds us that everything in life, comes to an end. I am faced once again with a loss. Though I am not happy about it, nor do I wish to face it yet again, I have no other avenue but to accept it as a man and move on wth my life....

Just a thought tonight, in the key of life.


8/16/2010 6:59:51 PM
Our own Little Leaguers from Toms River beat the boys from Pennsylvania to head to the US finals.  So just how little does Jersey suck???

8/15/2010 5:52:46 PM
Saturday night dinner at the lair:

Gram's K Pierogi everyone came at Christmas for,

fresh homemade mozzarella stuffed with fresh tomato's and herbs from my garden,

steak stuffed with chorizo,

basil & celantro sorbet..

Xplorador Malbec and Poet's INFAMOUS chocolate chip cookies around the firepit

8/8/2010 1:17:35 PM

Lesson for the day:
Get out from behind your keyboards, and GET A LIFE. There is more than online rants and complaints, play parties, munches and events.

Crying, bitching, moaning, and useless ranting is a tremendous waste of bandwidth. Also some friends may give a passing sympathy post, most will just shake their heads and laugh it off.

Put on the big girl panties and get on with it. Not too many give a rat's ass that your down over recent events, what you think or do not think about someone else, OR the most egregious, that you can not find Mr./Ms/Whatever Right.  Posting and re-posting what your looking for and what you expect and not getting suitable replies should be a clear indication that maybe others have heard that your not what you say or what kind of loser you REALLY are.  Not such a nice person eh???

Everyone on this site goes through highs and lows. The difference is MOST of the mature members do not have to use a PUBLIC forum to complain, poison pen trash, of pour their love life out in detail.

Rant over for the day....

Those of you who still know how, have a GREAT LIFE

ps Still lurking "T"???


8/3/2010 3:19:58 PM


For One I So Deeply Loved

I loved you once in silence

My misery was all I knew,

I loved you in lonesome silence

My heart filled with dark despair,

Knowing love would flame in me forever

And you, never to know that flame was there

 

For there you are,

And what was just my world, is a star

With suns and moons all over the place

 

I never knew life

I never knew love

But now everything has changed

The world is wild and bright

Singing songs
Shooting sparks into space

 

You have held my heart for so long

Your hair streaked with sunshine

Your lips crimson, as the fames

Your face with a radiance

That puts the very moon to shame

I glow when you sparkle

When a chill is in the air

Running joyfully in the snow

Or during a cold winter storm

When you catch a fire’s glow

 

One day, some day,

We may meet again.

If God himself grants it

 

The next time I swear

By the passion of every saint

By the lust of every sinner

By the fire that consumes my soul,

 

I will never let you out of my life again!

 


7/31/2010 6:52:29 AM


Just My Thoughts...

To say “I Love You” seems not enough

To let you know what my life would be

without you, falls pale

You are, and ever shall be, my love

I can not fathom a life without you

Days bereft of joy and filled by dark sadness,

Random souls entering and leaving,

Bringing nothing into or taking nothing away

You make the trials in my life very small

Like so many insects, life’s parasites vanish

I loved you so long in silence

I will ever adore you and keep you in my heart


6/2/2010 4:34:12 PM


The True Measure Of Character...

On a late summer afternoon....      
I believe it was yesterday...       

One, who is well known in these circles for his love of biting and moving quickly on a motorcycle...       

was returning home to his lair in the mountains with a dinner date...       
 
He was feeling pleased with himself and moving quickly when he rounded a particularly tricky bend in the road, a bend littered with gravel....        

he noticed that his companion wasn't keeping up.... He stopped to see what was the matter and saw she was stopped about 20 feet behind him....       

pointing excitedly into the front yard of a VERY nearby house...

There, staring hungrily at the afore mentioned Dom, was the biggest Black bear to come out of hibernation...       

and the beast was hungry!...       

Not about to be bothered by two potential meals on wheels.....

Slipping into Domly mode......       
as Doms are wont to do.....      
this man reeves his Harley....       
rocking it back and forth...
staring death in the eyes!....        
Not backing up an inch this man-of-men not only protects his dinner date....        
but stares down the menacing creature.. and drives it off into the woods.

Heroes are not dead.....        
they live, happily, as sadists!

(This was originally posted by my riding companion/dinner date, and was given to me to put up here)

Editorial comment:  There are those who brag about character and honor, it is something else to have to prove it in real life.  This was more a deed of necessity to protect a friend and someone I cared about.  If it also shows the true test of character, I am comfortable with that.  I would openly challenge others to prove the same. - Poet


5/24/2010 4:57:24 PM


A Love So Pure:

She is the light that stands out of the darkness of the nigh

Her every move a ballet of song against the blackness

When God created her, he looked down on her and said  to himself "Well Done" and felt pride

The sheer beauty of her looks when I see her steals my breath and I am for a hearts moment unable to move

The sparkle in her eyes when she casts them upon me imprisons my soul and all at once I realize I am hers

The face that inspired a thousand Troy warriors to their death pales in comparison to her

Her hair, her smile, the elegant way she carries her sculpted body all add to her portrayal of a complete lady

As I gaze upon her my thoughts drift and I am filled with such a feeling of want, to be with her, to make passionate love to her, to own her.

I would battle Charon and the Cerberus at the gates of Hell for her

The fires of perdition's peaks would not keep me from her

Our love would make the Gods envious, our passion would make the fallen angel blush with anguish

A love so pure, so real as ours would be the muse for bards to write of.

Her submission would be complete, my domination of her would be exquisite.

The two would become one forever for the ages...


5/9/2010 8:25:50 PM
The Beginning

A note, a revalation of sorts
Hidden passions revealed and blinded by the light of day
Talk of raw emotions and acts usually not spoken aloud but deeply desired
Shared secrets cautiously exchanged
The beginnings of a most interesting and beautiful friendship

5/9/2010 5:06:23 PM

For all mothers:

 

Yours is a love that has no equal to anything in this world.

Only you and you alone know what you went through on the fateful day you gave us life.

You hurt more than you would show when we skinned our knees

You hid the anger and hurt when we had our hearts broken

You never showed the tears when you held us when we were hurting so badly,

You were the guardian angel God gave us to make it to who we are today.

 

The  best a child can do in this world , to repay a mother is to make them proud

Mother’s only repayment is the glow they get from seeing their children succeed.

The radiance that a happy and proud mom shows has no equal on this earth,

And the joy in her voice when she speaks of her children has the song of angels.

 

To all you who still have that blessed angel in your lives, hug her with all your heart

It is easy to think of how much of a nudge or pain they can be at times

But with a handful of exceptions, mothers are and will always be there for you

Take just one tiny minute and add up the good and the bad they have brought to you

I think most of us know exactly what your heart will say.

 

Nothing is as tragic nor as devastating as a mother who has lost her child.

When I was very young, I had to be told by my mother, my brother had been killed

I had never seen such pain, anguish, and the look of complete loss

As I saw in the eyes of my mom that night, a look that never left until her dying day

I pray with all my heart, not one of my friends ever experience that.

 

For those of us who no longer know the comfort of a mother’s hug

For those of us who miss the only one we could open our heart’s to unafraid

I share in your pain of this day and say that she is in such a wonderful place now

She is just waiting for you with warm hugs and soft embraces.

Put a beautiful flower on her grave, or just in a special place and remember

One day, you will see her again and have so much more to talk about.

 

Happy Mother’s Day all!


5/5/2010 3:25:33 PM
Someday a moment ago

Some day, when we can hold each other in our arms. 
One day when our lips meet and I can feel your soft cheek on my lips
and the taste of you on my tongue. 
One day when time stands still and for a short time life is only you and I. 
One day, one lifetime away,
but then maybe only a moment ago.

5/2/2010 7:09:04 PM

Confessions Of A Serial Lover      

Anxiously awaiting my next victim
Different from the last
Different from the next
Emerging from the shadows
Captivated, led blindly by the undeniable scents of life, lust, freedom
My eyes, a holding cell for the deepest soul
My lips, the last meal
Captured, yearning to be a prisoner within my walls
Emotions erupt beautiful, sensual, molten, but best admired from afar
Hypnotized by my flame
Destiny realized, defenses destroyed
Engulfed, drawn by the light, warmth irresistible
Taken, devoured, left to wither they can not endure
A storm is brewing
My soul, a phoenix laden with pain, but I grow from the ashes
Survive and grow alongside me but you do not understand
It pierces, and your essence will pour
It darkens, and pulses faint
Sweet nothings transformed, bitter breath emerges
But only for a moment, as there is no more
Same as the last,
Same as the next
Tried, convicted, and sentenced to forever alone

 


4/28/2010 7:35:17 PM
This was sent to me by such an obvious dickless, less than human coward, with no profile, that begs to be considered human,  YET will NEVER be.

On behalf of all Womanhood, may I say thank you.
Thank you for the neat little boxes (45 to be exact) that you have placed each of our *perceived* behavior, words, thoughts, and actions. Thank you for the assumption that all Women will fit into at least one of those 45 boxes at any given time.

Reeks of man being the slave to the Woman and not owning up to it. It could just be that you are hard-up, and have a low self-esteem with a very small ability to evolve into a man!

Is this thing so desperate it has to create sock puppet female profiles to lash out at someone who will not even acknowledge its humanity.......ROTFLMAO

4/28/2010 2:57:11 PM

45 Reasons to be happy

1 When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]

2 When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]

3 When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]

4 When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]

5 When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]

6 When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]

7 When she pulls away = [Pull her back]

8 When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]

9 When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]

10 When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]

11 When she's scared = [Protect her]

12 When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]

13 When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

14 When she teases you = [Tease her back and make her laugh]

15 When she doesn't answer for a long time = [reassure her that everything is okay]

16 When she looks at you with doubt = [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

17 When she says that she loves you =[she really does more than you could understand]

18 When she grabs at your hands = [Hold her's and play with her fingers]

19 When she bumps into you = [bump into her back and make her laugh]

20 When she tells you a secret = [keep it safe and untold]

21 When she looks at you in your eyes = [don't look away until she does]

22 WHEN SHE MISSE?S YOU = [SHES HURTING INSIDE]

23 When you break her heart = [the pain NEVER really goes away]

24 When she says its over = [she STILL wants you to be hers]

25 When she reposts this bulletin = [she wants you to read it]

26 Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

27 DON'T let her have the last word

28 NEVER call her hot - Pretty and beautiful is SO much better

29 Say you love her more than she could ever love you

30 Argue that she is the best girl ever

31 When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

32 When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

33 Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

34 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

35 Treat her like she's all that matters to you

36 Tease her and let her tease you back

37 Stay up all night with her when she's sick

38 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

39 Give her the world

40 Let her wear your clothes

41 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

42 Let her know she's important

43 Kiss her in the pouring rain

44 Kiss her in the raging fire of a sunset

45 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; Who's ass am I kicking today baby?


4/26/2010 4:29:41 PM

Saturday At Paddles:

I wish to thank all those who I met for the first time and the friends who were there to party on Saturday. The Munch was outstanding and the conversation enlightening to say the very least. The jokes and bantering concerning Queens, Brooklyn, and the ever conspicuous "Jersey Salute". made my sides hurt with laughter. By the way "Midnight", is there stll earl in the terlet, and have you wawked the daawg???

A room loaded with onlookers watching MY knife work was just fantastic. Damn good thing I did not fuck up..LOL.

Friends and strangers watched for over 2 hours while my willing and VERY able subject had the best "Poet" tattoos I was able to work.

To my "brat" friend, you were and are the best.
(so much for the PA one who never experienced my best skills and play toys)

To Mistress Red, thank you for the opportunity to work with you and I look forward to the next visit.

To the 2 couples and the DM who asked, no I do not teach but I am always willing to show my skills.

To M_Chief, I PROMISE next time to bring a car so we will have a lot more time to play, and to your "pet", thanks for keeping my jacket warm, it helped in the rain.

To everyone else, simply thank you for the best time since a very shitty Winter Fire experience, and to quote a famous movie "I'll be back"

Poet

To comment on one who mocks without courage is to give acceptance to its humanity.  Therefore I will just shake my head at its inhumanity.


4/15/2010 6:32:00 PM

The thing, that complete waste of sperm that no longer deserves to be given recognition as human, once again has been at it.

It has not only accused me of falsifying my book (guess the latest pic proves how much of a dick it is), but this thing has now started spreading that I NEVER had CANCER!!! It has also stated that it intends to piss on my grave.

How desperate is this thing, once running out of everything to attack with no proof it goes after the darkest time of my life.

This thing is the lowest of the scum that Collarme has allowed to be a member, and a prime example of the worst of the lifestyle. (Only demonstrates that no matter how popular something is or how many munches it goes to, the true lack of character always shows.)

I sincerely and vehemently would love to see it get a good case terminal Prostate Cancer and see how it handles it!!!


4/14/2010 5:34:33 PM

For the TRULY ignorant and dim bulbs who assume to correct:
Posthaste :adverb 1. with the greatest possible speed or promptness: to come to a friend's aid posthaste

Yet more inane ranting from a fat, sad, old man
He just needs to taunt whenever he can

He calls me a clown, I can live with that curse
What is said behind his back is very much worse

He needs to create fantasies that just don’t exist
No love for his heifer, no matter how he persists

He attends many munches, both he and his “wife”
What he needs more than anything is to get a REAL life

At Floating World he showed his worth as a dom and a man
A pompous lout, and miserable looser, his entire lifespan

His friends think his writings are novel and witted
The rest of the world knows his talents quite wretched

So go on and keep creating desires so melodramatic
He need fantasies to validate his life so monochromatic

He is so bitter over facts that don’t change, what a sin
There is NO place he can take her that I have not already been

His endless assaults have become really quite dull
Even some friends have questioned the truth of it all

A buffoon, a fabricator, an oaf and a boor
To ignore him s the best cure for a cretin, for sure

He claims all my friends, imaginary and quixotic
Until he can prove that, by his own claim, “he’s a dick”

Continue with the witless taunts, and asinine accusations
I have chosen to ignore you, I have higher aspirations

I will end this trite ditty with posthaste and cleanness
For the REST OF YOUR LIFE, enjoy the taste of my penis

NOTE- This thread will now be a closed issue. The best way to deal with those such as this person is to deny his miserable existence.

He is “Persona Non Grata”.

This miserable cur, who has never been brilliant
For his lies and maligning, deserves a good Prostate ailment.

Il destino della fortuna, siciliano di suino


3/28/2010 3:11:59 PM

In the recent light of the floods here in NJ, I knew of 2 of the members here who were affected by the misfortune of being caught in them.  Now,  one has been nothing but a GIANT  boil on the ass of society since I have known him, with a past history of abandoning a submissive at Floating World to find her own way home (a very well known story in the local community).  This person has had me blocked since he found it necessary to poke his miserable self where it did not belong.

That aside, I had a friend send a message to them informing them that with what went on maybe it was time to bury the hatchet and I offered my assistance to them to clean up or whatever, and if there was or was not an interest I included my e-mail address and a simple note that no thanks would be fine.

Now comes the good part, this glowing piece of ass candy not only did not have the  character to respond, they blocked the friend who sent the message.

 

In life we often see people who get involved in bad situations and incidences of bad luck, and we have a tendency to say,  “why does such crap happen to good people”.

But in this case, for this person I have to clearly and honestly say, “WELL DONE GOD, GREAT AIM”.

 

If you’re going to lurk “T” at least say hello…….

 


1/13/2010 2:51:39 PM
Fear is the lock on the heart       
Hate is the shackles that bind souls       
Ignorance is the blindfold of the mind       


When a mind is closed out of ignorance, unwilling to learn out of hate and left in the dark from fear, it is well that it belongs to those who are best left to their own devices.


The wisest of all is the person who without fear or hate seeks the truth in all things.

Dharma!!!

Poet

1/11/2010 6:16:48 PM
I was going to hide my profile from the lurkers and other bottom feeders, but what the Hell.  If reading my profile and journal and getting a cheap thrill where you can't get one at home. Go right ahead

12/10/2009 7:39:02 PM

I knew someone once,
We laughed, and we loved
I thought we had everything.

I thought I knew someone once,
I was wrong,

I thought I was happy
I was wrong

Thank you for your help
Thank you for your wisdom
Thank you for helping me see

Just how mindlessly cruel
One self loathing, self deprecating soul can be

I thought it was tragic when it ended
I was wrong

My life started again
I started living again
my world started to become happy

And the only question that remains
Is that if you are as wonderful as you believe
And as perfect as you would have others think

Why are YOU still alone?


10/14/2009 2:50:00 PM


For My Beloved, For No One


“If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you”      A.A. Milne 

Sometimes you think you have lived before, sometimes you know in your soul you have seen things and people just a hearts moment ago.  Oh the tricks our minds play.

I know you, I have seen your face before. Your smile, and your dancing eyes have haunted my heart  before.  We were together just as we are now, we talked about the same things and laughed at the same jokes.  Your smile burned its way into my heart then as it does now.  The stormy eyes that see so clearly into my words, tear down my walls and defenses and I am helpless.  The love that came so quickly last time, is stealing my common sense and rationale.  I look at you and realize how easy it would be to love you.  How much I could adore you and everything about you.  I know in my heart that we would be so perfect together, so ideal, so grand at being one with each other.  It is the damnable shame that you can not see that perfect future beside me.  Your gaze into my eyes, the soft touch of your hand, the perfect skin of your alabaster breast.  The sight of you naked in your moonlit bedroom carries me to absolute bliss on gossamer wings. 

I know you, and more than that, I adore you my love and my life.  Even though we are apart I dream and think of you unceasingly.  Alone or with friends, in my house, in my car, at work or when I am relaxing, you are paramount on my mind dear one.  Your haunting peruses me no matter where I go.  And I know my love it will not subside or have an end until I can spend the rest of my days making love to you and you alone.

I know you, you have lived in my heart for countless lifetimes.  We have known each other more times than one can count.  A heart does not ache, does not yearn, does not cry out for someone, as mine does for you in only one lifetime.  I curse and thank God for you being part of my life.  I look into your eyes and I see the brightest and most wonderful stars, I hear your voice and I feel fireworks in my heart, when you are not part of my life, I know the meaning of absolute despair.  My life, my existence on this Earth will never be complete until we are one.  I do not know where we first met, I do not know how it was our paths crossed, I know the fires of Hell are cold compared to our passion and no demon from the underworld could prefigure our lust for one another.

I do not know when we will ever be with one another as it was meant to be.  I keep the dream alive, I keep the passion fire burning.  The hunger to tear off your clothes and ravage your body until there is no more to be had, stays with me always.  The carnal feast that awaits us will make the Gods blush and every damned soul in Hell weep with chaotic jealousy. 

I know this love is real, I know the pain of not having you in my arms is real, I know the longing, yearning and desire to take you is real.  But are you real, or just a wicked dream that will never come true?

Oh the tricks our minds play, or is it God just having a tragic laugh at our expense?


10/5/2009 5:31:56 PM


My Beloved / When Will I Ever Again?


Beloved       
I know baby it's hard to be strong        
Just take the good with the bad        
And don't think you're alone

Because I know all your sad goodbyes        
Because I've been there before        
To help you dry your eyes,        
To make all your demons go bye

Beloved        
Who love you from the start        
Who treated you like a star        
Who loves you baby        
Who loves you wrong or right          
Because you're the spark in my life, day and night.

And when trouble keeps knocking down your door          
Just call on me babe, and it won't be around no more

Beloved         
Oh I know, yes I know        
No matter how long          
I'll be by your side 

Beloved       
I have been there when your star was shinning its best       
I have been at your side when you were at your worst       
My love never faltered        
My adoration never wavered       
The fire that burns in my soul will never die.

I wake in the night and I can still hear you       
I can still smell your perfume       
I can still taste the moist sweetness of your kiss       
The vision of your on top of me        
Your naked silhouette in the moonlight       
Writhing in the throws of carnal passion       
Your tempo getting faster by the minute       
Until the time you say the words "May I"        And I always said "yes", I could never say no 

These are the visions that haunt my nights and plague my days.

I wish I knew the cure, tell me what it takes to gain my release, tell me what I have to do to get my soul back?

Tell me what it takes just to be happy one more time?


 


9/29/2009 4:28:20 AM
For my friends who are going to BR2009, drop me a PM and we can make plans on getting together for drinks, laughs, and who knows what!!!  I will be there for the entire event and somehow have been talked into being part of the TOP auction.

9/28/2009 8:40:06 PM

I am finally into that final stretch, only one more scan to go until it is all over and done.

This ordeal has given me an education that is simply priceless.  I have encountered some who are just laughable, some who's compassion is only exceeded by the size of their hearts, and some who have surprised me to the depths of my soul.

There were a very select number who despite sharing past intimacies, could not even be troubled to send a single message of encouragement.

It makes one wonder what the word love means to some and what it means to others.

To those who stuck by me through all the bad times, long nights of pain and nausea, and me just being at my worst, thank you from a very grateful heart.

Pleasant night all, warm wishes, the best of all possible blessings.         

One closing thought, those who know me, the one's who have met me in person, know the caring and generous person I have always been.  Those who have never taken the time to even try and know me have no business expressing uneducated and unwarranted viewpoints.  The educated mind is truly the wise and worldly mind.


9/14/2009 9:17:05 PM


Got my latest PET scan results and there are no signs of abby normal cells at all!!!!!!

I have to get 2 more clear scans and I will be declared cancer free.....

I still have to go through my last 2 treatments though, Hell I will take the GREAT with the not so great....  

Thank you ALL who helped get me through this MOST difficult time.          

For those who just turned their backs, small minds breed small ideas and petty problems. You will never truly know the valuable asset you let slip through your fingers, and that golden opportunity to have an extraordinary friend.  


8/24/2009 2:44:23 PM
As of today 8/24/2009 I am an offically published Poet.  I received a letter from a publisher who wishes to publish a collection of my works.         

It is a very sad shame the insiration for all the works they will be using will never know nor care.

Thank you for all who encouraged me along the way, and for the one who inspired me "I still love you in my own way"

8/22/2009 12:22:48 AM


A Moment From A Hot Summer's Night         

A brief moment in time         
The summer hotter than most       
The minutes spent in that parking lot       
You offering the soft white skin 
      
The heat of the night and the heat of passion       
Both rising slowly then it builds       
The heat lightning flashing in your eyes              

Your breathing, gasps as raw feral passion mounts       

I pull the blouse away from a shoulder 
I push the flaming red tresses away 

Leaning over I feel the raging heat coming from your body

I lay my tongue on your shoulder and gently run it up your neck       

The moan that comes from deep inside you is unmistakably dark and pure ecstasy 

I feed on your raw sexual rapture as the wolf to his prey

I pull your blouse back farther, bear my teeth, and sink them into the soft alabaster skin of your neck 

You try to muffle your scream, there is no silencing what comes from you  

The scream fills my ears, your nipples are straining to be free, and you become so immediately wet you begin to shake. 

I withdraw from you, gaze into your eyes from the darkness and say "care to continue this at my lair ?"


8/14/2009 2:28:31 PM

So Vick signs with the Eagles. F'ing A!!!! Go GIANTS!! Now at least the crack addicts and Pit Fighting scumbag wagerers, have a nice place out of NYC to hang out in. Once again everything is sunny in Philly!!


8/3/2009 5:04:43 PM

For the one looking,         

I'm here, I have always been here, just open your eyes and your mind and you will finally see.

Opportunities, especially rare opportunities only come along once or twice in a lifetime.

Magic is only what you make, and what someone is willing to make for and with you. 

"Regret is the only thing that outlives happiness" 


A waiting Prince


7/24/2009 2:59:36 PM

 
For You And Only You....
  
I see you and there is so much I want to say to you so you will see me.  What are the words that move you, What can I say to stir the emotions in your heart?  Can I put the right words together to move your very soul? Can you see into me through my words and will your armor melt away to allow you to be mine ?

Long walks on winter swept sandy beaches would have been ours, winter nights with our naked bodies holding each other just basking in the glow of the fire.  One day you might finally see me here and let me know that you feel the same way and love will shine again in the life that longs for you.        

Poet


7/22/2009 7:22:51 PM
A List Of 100 Things About Me - Revised Again

First 3 inherent truths about me:

A)  If you ignore me, I WILL go away
B)  If you lie to me once you do not get another chance  
C)  If you play games with me, or if you take me for granted I WILL go away 

Back to our program:

1  ) I love dogs, all dogs, no exception and support the death penalty for k9 abuse, and if I ever win the lottery, would love to sponsor a no kill rescue shelter for dogs, especially English Bull Terriers 
2  ) I am a VERY proud veteran of the Army Air Cavalry and a twice decorated.
3  ) I once raced motorcycles and sports cars
4  ) I own 2 classic 40th anniversary Corvettes a convertible, and a targa coupe that I am in love with
5  ) I believe in, and deeply desire, passion every day of my life, any relationship without raw passion is a hollow and is just going through the motions
6  )  I like to take naps under a down comforter on cold winter days especially when I can wake with my partner in my arms
7  ) I believe the feel of a woman sitting behind you on a Harley is the second and third greatest feelings in the world
8  ) My friendship does not come easily but I am fiercely loyal to my friends and they all know that I treat their friendship as a gift and not something taken for granted
9  ) I have a huge romantic streak and  I believe in the art of seduction with women, I vividly remember and still have a deep fondness for the first girl I had a crush on
10 ) I enjoy deep serious discussions with my partner on all aspects of our relationship, I always enjoy it when a partner shares all her deepest desires and fantasies, boredom is a death I do not wish to experience
11 ) I enjoy the smell of a woman's hair when she rests her head on my shoulder
12 ) I think a long hot shower is the greatest prelude to foreplay and I think the naked silhouette of my partner by moonlight is truly arousing
13 ) I think being an ardent lover is just as, if not more important as being a good Dominant
14 ) I enjoy sitting quietly on a sofa with my partner and having her lie in my lap sleeping and I love to gently brush her cheek and watch her eyes gently close
15 ) I am a child of the night, when making love to my parner I enjoy the experience when it lasts long into the night, the next day we can catch up on sleep
16 ) In another life I must have been a Werewolf and the Fallen Angel, explains the dark streak in my writings and my penchant for erotic biting
17 ) I have earned my broken Harley Davidson wings  in a crash and have a nasty penchant for knives
18 ) I briefly studied at the Culinary Institute and I love to cook and hold kink oriented dinner parties
19 ) I am endeavoring to learn Portuguese, become better in my understanding of French and revive my all but dead lessons in German (for a very special angel)
20 ) I have been dead for almost 2 full minutes, and now 2 more times, seems I can not get it right no matter how hard I try, I also desire to deeply love and be loved once again before I finally get it right
21 ) I love to kiss and I am very good at it, and I believe the perfect kiss should last 20 or more minutes
22 ) Some of my favorite books are “Immortal Poems of the English Language”, "The Prophet" by Kahlil Gibran, and "Zen And The Art Of Motorcycle Maintenance"  by Robert M. Pirsig
23 ) If foreplay does not last at least an hour, it is not being done right and should always end with the words “Oh please”
24 ) I believe a woman's most responsive sexual organ is between her ears
25 ) I believe aftercare and soft personal time is a treasured art
26 ) I believe any woman who takes the time to seduce is worth every minute of a man’s attention
27 ) I believe Saturday nights are for kinky fun, Sunday mornings are for holding and laughing
28 ) I believe the back of a woman's knee is one of the most overlooked erogenous zones, and love to nibble there
29 ) I am an ordained minister and I am very spiritual, but not very religious, I believe in the Golden Rule, and I want to study Buddhism.
30 ) I love the smell of Bulgari Noir and Eternity on a woman and think it gets sexier the longer she wears it
31 ) I find a woman who is assertive in her day to day life, but submissive in her private life extremely sexy and quite arousing
32 ) Kissing, touching, and caressing is an art form that is quickly dying
33 ) Red lipstick is sexy on any woman
34 ) A woman deserves roses (even Gerbera Daisies), kisses, and passion often
35 ) I love to hear a woman say "Let Me Take Care Of You" and truly mean it, but I also love to take very special care of the person whom I am in a relationship with and always make her feel wanted and special. Tell me you want me, tell me how much you care, tell me what your world is with me in it and I am yours.
36 ) I believe those who immediately act like they own have never truly enjoyed the ecstasy of ownership
37 ) I would love to meet the Dalai Lama once before I die and ask some serious questions (God seems to put me on hold)
38 ) I am a lover of good coffee, especially with fine chocolate and I love Dove chocolate and Pretzel sticks
39 ) I believe if a Dominant needs to use the words "trust me" he has no grasp of a situation and needs to spend much more time in fostering that tust, in other words if you have to ask, you do not deserve
40 ) I, like the wolf, believes in mating for life and when the day comes that someone and I decide to be one with each other, it will be for the rest of my life
41 ) I am a post Bariatric patient that has lost over 125 pounds
42 ) I love the morning and can sit and watch a sunrise for hours or spend all morning long making love
43 ) I believe it is not wrong to desire a meaningful relationship, casual is fun, real is something magical
44 ) I still hold the door open for a lady, pull the chair from the table for a lady, and stand when a lady comes to my table, it is just the gentleman in me
45 ) I believe every kiss should have all the passion in your soul, wasted kisses are a sin
46 ) EVERY woman deserves to be treated like a true lady and pampered often, as one would a rare jewel, until she proves herself otherwise
47 ) I love to take days off from work and spend them with a lover doing something so much more productive than my job
48 ) I think sitting in front of a fireplace with a roaring fire and holding someone you care for is absolute heaven
49 ) Everything you do, good or bad, will revisit you 3 times greater. (Food for thought)
50 ) I think every woman deserves as much romance, caressing, and passion in her life as she can take (It is not dead just being kept by a select few)
51 ) I am a 4th Dan in Goju Karate and have studied for over 20 years
52 ) I have a serious clothes addiction, especially Polo, Lacoste, and live for Coach accessories
53 ) I wear Versace Blue and Bulgari Aqua colognes
54 ) I believe that a wish made while being kissed during a sunset will come true
55 ) I love gazing deeply into a lovers eyes and gently kissing her lips
56 ) Being a gentleman is an art form and not a birth right
57 ) I have studied and played the piano for over 20 years and have a 2 octave reach
58 ) I like having my brow stroked while I drift off to sleep
59 ) I like to nibble on my lovers lower lip for minutes on end and hear her soft moans
60 ) I believe a sensual rub in the right areas can cure any form of tension and will always set a very nice mood
61 ) I enjoy hearing low feral passionate moans from my lover
62 ) I love seeing my lover in sexy underwear and lingerie
63 ) I do not want to impress you with words, they are cheap, I want to impress you with me, just the me you should get to know
64 ) I love tequila and tonics and after 3 or more clothes start getting lost
65 ) My taste in music is at best eclectic, I love the music from the 40’s  up to Def Lepard and the Scorpions, as well as 5 for Fighting and Bare Naked Ladies. Also the Beatles, Stones, most of the music of the 70's and 80's.  I also love to spend quiet nights with my partner drinking fine wine and listening to classical music and greatly dislike (greatly) country or rap
66 ) I believe the small of a woman’s back in an overlooked erogenous zone deserving much attention, I love to gently bite the small of a woman's back just to the left or right of center (especially if she bound) and watch her arch and moan, I also love to do the same just inside each shoulder blade or run my teeth down her spine
67 ) I once played backup for Josh Radin at a NYC rock club
68 ) I flew a medical evacuation helicopter and have stayed friends with more than a few brothers I had saved
69 ) I deeply and passionately believe for all its faults we live in the best country in the world
70 ) I have had a Dominant personality and streak since the age of 16 (talk about a rough puberty)
71 ) I have been "patched in" for some time now and am fiercely loyal to my "Brothers" as they are to me and if you hurt any member of my extended family, or decide to create "issues" with me then you and I will have “unfinished business” and sooner or later you and I WILL have a face to face "discussion"
72 ) I love the look and feel of Harley leathers and have been told I have more leather in my closet than Betty Page
73 ) I do not waste my time with snobs, stuck ups, or the ever popular SCBAB, life is too short
74 ) I enjoy reading erotica, but greatly dislike reading pornography ( If the work relies on 4 letter words it is pornography)
75 ) I believe in the inherent beauty of all women, and it is a gentleman's pleasure to find, explore, and revel in it
76 ) I have seen the worst this world has to offer, and come out the other side alive, so I have a very low tolerance level for the bullshit online sites offer, I can be the best friend you will ever have, so
IF YOU WISH TO BE MY FRIEND THEN BE MY FRIEND OTHERWISE JUST GO AWAY AND KEEP YOUR DRAMA QUEEN, ASS PIRATE  BULLSHIT TO YOURSELF
77 ) I deeply enjoy public displays of affection in all forms by both my partner as well as myself, it fosters passion and lust in the purest forms
78 ) I am an ardent lover who believes that the longer you take to please someone it will pay unmeasurable dividends
79 ) I have the nickname "Joker" but only my closest friends know why
80 ) I have a tattoo on my left shoulder blade, and only a select few know what it is, but the women who do see it never fail to fall in love with it
81 ) My house sits on the very top of a mountain and overlooks 2 valleys, and a mother black bear walks through often
82 ) I have been above the arctic circle and have seen the aurora borealis while camping on an ice pack
83 ) I believe holding hands and hugging are essential for good mental health
84 ) I sit on my deck during snow storms and watch the deer
85 ) I adore the Christmas season and get more enjoyment out of giving someone special gifts than getting them
86 ) I burn candles and incense daily  
87 ) I meditate daily and practice 2 different oriental methods of meditation
88 ) I am smarter than the average bear
89 ) A truly submissive woman, who embraces her desires is the sexiest creature on this earth
90 ) I do not suffer the company of someone who does not or will not look me in the eyes
91 ) There is very little I will not do to help a veteran, especially Vietnam veterans as I believe we still owe them so much they never received
92 ) I adore women who embrace and exhibit an active and healthy sex drive and feel neither threatened or intimidated by it
93 ) I love going down on a woman especially during a bath or shower
94 ) I believe begging is an aphrodisiac to almost any Dominant
95 ) I have made very passionate love on one of my Harley Davidson's
96 ) I have attended and was an active participant at a nude biker rally
97 ) I deeply believe experienced women are the best lovers
98 ) I thoroughly dislike indecisive people who treat D/s as some kind of experiment
99 ) I believe that I may hold the lock but my submissive always holds the key
100) Last but certainly not least, I do not love quickly or for that matter easily, but when I choose to love it is one and one only and it will be with all my heart and for a very very long time.....

To answer a question I have had about me: "Who Am I":
I am an experienced scuba diver who enjoys wreck diving, I am someone who truly enjoys cursing at rude drivers in traffic, I am a devoted brother and uncle, I am very good at my chosen profession, I am an accomplished writer and graphic artist, I am a former rugby player, I am a former EMT-P, I am intensely generous to my friends and family, I am someone who does not suffer fools but has endless patience for those who have the desire to learn from me, I am a person who loves to wear black, I am someone who truly loves to laugh at himself as much as I love to laugh at others, I am someone who believes that everyone deserves respect no matter what their job or orientation until they prove otherwise, I am a former type 2 diabetic who is gratefully in remission, I am someone who deeply believes in love, and lastly I am your worst nightmare, and a f'ing cold hearted snake if you choose to hurt me or someone I love, there are always debts to pay.

Thank you for patiently reading about me!   
Bon chance  


7/22/2009 7:09:53 PM


Living In A Material World
And I Am A Material Dom!

Some subs kiss me       
Some subs hug me       
I think they're Ok       
If they don't give me proper credit I just walk away.

They must beg and       
They must plead     
And still don't see the light       
That's right 
Cause the sub with the cold hard cash is always my delight.

Cause we are living in a material world       
And I am a material Dom,       
You know that we are living in a material world       
And I am a material Dom!!! 

Some subs ass prance       
Some subs pole dance       
And that's alright with me,       
If they can't raise my interest
then I have to let them be.

Some subs whine and       
Some subs cry       
But I don't let them play       
NO WAY 
Only subs that save their pennies make my rainy day.

Cause we are living in a material world       
And I am a material Dom,       
You know that we are living in a material world       
And I am a material Dom!!! 

Some subs cum and       
Some subs blow       
And that's alright you see,       
Experience has made me rich and now they're after ME!!! 

Cause we are living in a material world       
And I am a material Dom,       
You know that we are living in a material world       
And I am a material Dom!!!       


7/14/2009 4:16:09 PM
Every man must be tempted at times, to spit on his hands, hoist his black flag, and begin to slit throats!! 
That time has come!!!!                         

7/13/2009 1:57:08 PM


I Don't Want To Fade Away  

There was a time, I was so high
I don't want to lose that feeling
And if I could choose a place to die
It would have been in your arms

I don't want to fade away
In your heart I wanted to stay

It's all wrong, but it's all right
The way you treated me baby
Once I was strong but I lost the fight
You won't find a better loser

I don't want to fade away
In your heart I wanted to stay

My little one, don't say goodbye
I'm sure we're gonna meet again,
And if we do, don't you be surprised
If you find me with another lover

I don't want to fade away
In your heart I wanted to stay


Poet
07/2009


6/30/2009 3:03:00 PM


A Love So Free.....

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free.....

Will never fade away.


6/29/2009 7:31:25 PM


Good night everyone,

Well Wednesday is the big day, first treatment. So basicly I have an entire day left to just mull it over. (Lucky me)

Depending on how things go I will let my friends know how it is going. Nervous is an understatement right now.

Sleep well all, my best wishes and thoughts go out to every one of you tonight. Give a huge hug to someone you love just because you can.

Poet


6/25/2009 8:41:24 PM

Even in the best of times, the fun and games need to just come to an end.....

6/24/2009 3:41:17 PM


Come To Me...

Come to me, when you're all alone and feeling down
Come to me, when there's nobody else around
Come to me, I'm still waiting,opened armed for you
Come to me, because I will comfort you

When you've no one to turn to
I'll be here waiting just for you

Come to me, when your world is empty and cold
Come to me, when you need someone you want to hold
Come to me, in my arms I will keep you safe and warm
Come to me, I will shelter you from the storm

I'm not one to pretend
Why can't you understand
That I need you
And I want you

I'm a lonely man
Living in a world of dreams
I've got everything
But the one thing that I really need
Come to me


6/18/2009 6:55:11 PM

How To Handle A Woman       

1 When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]       
2 When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]       
3 When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]       
4 When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]       
5 When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]       
6 When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]       
7 When she pulls away = [Pull her back]       
8 When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]       
9 When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]       
10 When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]       
11 When she's scared = [Protect her]       
12 When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]       
13 When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]       
14 When she teases you = [Tease her back and make her laugh]       
15 When she doesn't answer for a long time = [reassure her that everything is okay]       
16 When she looks at you with doubt = [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]       
17 When she says that she loves you =[she really does more than you could understand]       
18 When she grabs at your hands = [Hold her's and play with her fingers]       
19 When she bumps into you = [bump into her back and make her laugh]        
20 When she tells you a secret = [keep it safe and untold]       
21 When she looks at you in your eyes = [don't look away until she does]       
22 WHEN SHE MISSE​S YOU = [SHES HURTING INSIDE]       
23 When you break her heart = [the pain NEVER really goes away]       
24 When she says its over = [she STILL wants you to be hers]       
25 When she reposts this bulletin = [she wants you to read it]       
26 Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything        
27 DON'T let her have the last word       
28 NEVER call her hot - Pretty and beautiful is SO much better       
29 Say you love her more than she could ever love you       
30 Argue that she is the best girl ever       
31 When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go       
32 When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you       
33 Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her       
34 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up       
35 Treat her like she's all that matters to you         
36 Tease her and let her tease you back        
37 Stay up all night with her when she's sick       
38 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid         
39 Give her the world       
40 Let her wear your clothes       
41 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her       
42 Let her know she's important       
43 Kiss her in the pouring rain       
44 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; Who's ass am I kicking today baby?         
45 Let her know each and every single day, how empty your life would be without her.......

5/31/2009 8:28:20 PM

Take this kiss upon thy brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow,

You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream,

Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,

Is it therefore the less gone?

All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

Good Night All


5/29/2009 2:15:50 PM


The Abduction, Take Down, And Rape Of Her   

She was expecting a call from him, she did not know when but he said he would call.  when the phone rang it startled her and made her nervous in the pit of her stomach at the same time.  She answered “hello” softly, the voice on the other end of the phone simply said “you will wear a sundress, and be at the house in one hour and do not be late” and then he hung up.  The excitement was almost too much to bear, as she felt as if she was just punched in her stomach, she very quickly dressed as ordered.  She grabbed her purse and keys then ran out to her car.     

Her mind was a maelstrom of possibilities as she drove to his house, each one nastier than the one before, and after a short time she realized just how wet she was getting over nothing but “what if’s”.  She finally arrived at his house, it was already beginning to get dark and the setting sun lit the sky and his front yard in beautiful crimson and yellow colors, she glanced at her watch and panic flooded her when she saw she was almost 10 minutes late.   The urge to leave crept into her mind knowing that some sort of punishment awaited the minute she walked into his front door, but the desire to be with him, to smell him, to taste him once again was stronger than the fear in her mind.  She pulled the car up to the garage, turned off the key and stepped out.        

With the speed, skill, and cunning of a wolf stalking and pouncing on it’s prey, out of the corner of her eye she saw for the briefest of moments a shadow, he was on her in a flash putting a piece of tape across her mouth with one hand and a hood over her head with the other.  He wrenched both her arms behind her holding them in an arm lock, she then heard the metallic lock of a stiletto.  Her dress was lifted up and her panties pulled down around her knees,  she jumped and she felt the cold steel between her legs, the sharpness of the blade pressing against her pubic mound, then the voice simply said “struggle, run, scream or do ANYTHING I don’t particularly like and I will cut you from your clit to your asshole”, she completely froze in absolute panic.  With a few quick moves she was stripped naked with the exception of the hood on her head,.  She felt the rough cotton of a rope being wound around her wrists, and a heavy noose put around her neck, the voice said “follow bitch if you know what is good for you”..       

She felt the damp ground beneath her feet as the noose was pulled and led her across the yard, he suddenly stopped and jerked at the noose downward and ordered her “on your fucking knees…NOW”.  She quickly dropped to her knees, she felt the rope on her wrist untied and she was pulled by her neck onto her back.  Her arms and legs were drawn out spread eagle and tied painfully tight, and the rope attached to the noose on her neck pulled tight over her head and tied making it impossible for her to make any movements at all.  She broke into a cold sweat when she heard him say “now the fun really starts”.          

She pulled at the ropes on her arms and legs but nothing eased the tension, and the noose only got tighter when she tried to lift her head, breathing was getting harder already.  She felt him down by her foot, was he going to tickle her, “oh God” she thought not that, but then she felt something that made her shake.  He placed a centipede on her leg and was guiding it up towards her thigh,  it moved with perfect rhythm up her calf, and the top of her thigh. She strained and pulled at the ropes for all she was worth but to absolutely no avail, then came the worst, he diverted the torturous creature directly at her pussy. muffled screams were all that were heard from her, she was shrieking as loud as she could but she was the only one to hear her cries for help.  The bug crept directly across her clit and mercifully continued up her abdomen, the constant rhythm of the big against her skin was maddening.  After what seemed like an eternity in Hell the bug was guided to one of her nipples where he flicked it so it wound itself around her engorged nipple.  She heard him say “fun is fun but a little change now”, and with that she briefly heard a familiar whistle through the air before his braided leather  cat  came full force down on her breast knocking the centipede into pieces.  The pain was as sharp as a hot iron on her nipple, but the relief of the bug being smashed caused her to moan more than cry in pain. “oh so my slut likes the sting”, and she heard the metallic click of another knife.       

He started slowly, deliberately, and with full control running the knife up and down her skin, cutting without cutting, taking time to use the blade to scrape enough to make every inch of her skin hypersensitive.  He then drew the tip of the knife up and down the crack of her pussy giving her clit a quick flick as he went by, and always ending at the very edge of her asshole.  There was no pain but absolute pleasure, now in place of trying to get away she desperately arched her back in vane to get more.  Low moans, became feral cries, he cut, scraped, and scratched her for minutes, hours, she no longer knew time.  Then it all just stopped, without any warning and she screamed for him to let her cum, a low maniacal laugh was the only answer she got.           

The next sound she heard filled her with fear, it was the crack of his signal whip, the whip she had seen him use to shred sheets of paper in his demos.  She heard another crack and a microsecond later felt the initial bite on her inner thigh. He continued to wield the whip like a surgeon, her legs, thighs, breasts, abdomen and worst her clit, her poor clit were all thoroughly lashed by his expert use of that dam whip.  By the time he stopped, there was not one inch of her body that did not have angry red welts.  She felt as if her body was being bitten by thousands of fire ants all getting their mouthful of her.  His laugh grew a bit louder and happier at his handiwork, when she heard his belt unbuckle and be pulled from his pants, then not a sound nothing, she was getting herself ready for the belt beating she knew was coming, when she felt the full weight of his body land on top of her beaten and swollen skin.            

Then out of nowhere she felt him enter her, hard, rough, and as deep as he could shove his cock into her. He took her, not sweetly or gently the way he always did in his bedroom but violently and savagely.  He fucked her pussy until she started to shake, he brought her to the verge of a screaming orgasm, then pulled out his cock.  He could make out her muffled pleading to cum and only laughed, he then let out a small laugh as he took hold of his cock and rammed it deep into her ass.  Her screams were unmistakable gagged or not, as he tore into her without mercy or concern.  After what felt like hours of him fucking her ass he abruptly pulled out and stood up, walked over to the side of her head, untied the sack over her head and pulled it off.  He reached down and yanked the tape off her mouth and she let out a short yelp. He looked directly into her eyes and said, “does my slut want to cum?”, she immediately answered “Yes dear God yes please master make me cum”, he reached down and held her nose until she was breathing out of her mouth, then he slid his cock into her mouth and deep into her throat.  She started to gag but got herself under control, he slid his cock in and out of her mouth faster and faster, just for the sake of being cruel he would pinch her nose to stop her breathing now and again, never long enough for her to pass out just enough to make her think so. She could hear his breathing getting shallow and knew he was getting close, he reached over and grabbed his favorite crop and with the rhythm of his thrusts down her throat would crop spank her engorged clit. Faster and faster he thrust down her throat and the spanking to her clit was getting harder and harder, she was breathing as fast and heavy as he was, they were both on the verge.  He looked down at her and said, “beg to cum you filthy whore”, through the muffling of his cock she did her best. He then said “I will count to three, if you do not cum on my count you will not cum at all”, she nodded in agreement.  He started “one…” the thrusting got faster and his cropping of her clit was a fever pitch, “two…”, she felt his cock start to spasm and he concentrated his most sadistic blows directly to her clit, “three…NOW”, and with that he shoved his cock as deep down her throat as it would go and began to cum.  With the hand that once held the crop he grabbed her around her throat and started to tighten his grasp until she was almost unable to breathe at all, her whole body exploded in a torrent of absolute feral sexual bliss. Even with his cock still in her throat, her screams were undeniable and clear, her body shook so violently she thought for a second she ad dislocated her arms and legs at the same time.  Her body was uncontrollable, it had a mind of its own and it would not stop convulsing for minutes on end, she had NEVER experienced an orgasm like that in her life.  When her convulsions finally ceased, she was unable to move and hardly able to breathe.  He released her from her bonds, lifted her into his arms, and carried her like a child into his house.  She was almost to the point of being catatonic and said or did nothing.  He carried her into his shower, washed her raw, angry skin, then took scented oil and gently rubbed her from her neck to the tips of each toe.  He laid her naked body in his bed and crawled into bed next to her, she felt his warmth, smelled the wonderful scent of his body wash as she was beginning to slowly come back to reality.  He put his arms around her and just said “I Love You Little One”, the flood of pure emotion that went through her at that point was too much, she started to cry, uncontrollably and harder than she had done in years.  Through her sobs she looked at him and simply said “I am yours, now and forever, ….you are my life, my love and my Master”

Poet


5/28/2009 2:01:51 PM


Assessment Of A Douche Bag
       

I realize how long it has been since I have had the urge to write anything.  The events of my life over the last 6 months have been eventful at best.  I imagine something has to be taken away from you, and you need to work through the emotional trauma, and slow process of healing, to genuinely learn.  We all are remarkable creatures, when faced with deep emotional stress and pain, our minds go into overdrive and short circuit the hurtful memories and only allow to the surface memories of happier times, deeply masking the worst qualities of people or things we have lost.  Now I have written before on time not healing all wounds, but what time does do for us is, it gradually wears away the mental blocks we put in place to protect ourselves and lets us see the horrific and always ugly truth about so many things.  From my own prospective, with the help of true, good and genuine friends, and time, I am getting to that point.  I have to honestly admit being at the point of emotionally and socially moving on is a joy my heart has not felt in a very long time.          

Being someone who considers himself, and is considered by many others, as a person of character and manners, I out of hate, hurt, and anguish said things that now I wish I had not.  But like an accidental pregnancy, some things you just can not take back, and I own what was said and accept Fate’s punishment on me.  There are those who have much more to worry about on their Karmic scorecard than I.         

I am a person who, as was pointed out to me by so many lately, loves truly and deeply.  I am one who has more than a modest amount of passion in his soul. And when I finally choose to look at someone and say the words, ”I Love You”, they can look into my eyes and see directly into my heart.  I am also one who, until recently, believed in people and gave his trust more easily than he should have (I always knew there were bastards out there but did not consider myself a likely target).  But there are those out there who can use the words “I Love You” with effortless ease, ones who’s souls are so completely bereft of human warmth and passion, the lie becomes a convenient truth.  We all have seen them, the “public” image is spotless and in the circle of acquaintances they are in, they are just loved, and for a time are quite easy to be attracted to.  It is when these people are behind closed doors and away from the public limelight that the true nature of the beast comes out, and NEVER in a good way.            

The ugly truth always seems to come out when things go bad, and somehow with these people things always go bad.  What starts as “public damage control” slowly evolves to a characterless campaign of name calling, innuendo, outright lies, and in the unfortunate instance of one of my close friends, phone calls to other people regarding accusations of a possible disease.  I have to acknowledge one of my own faults, we all murder the truth now and again, I for one had a picture of myself on my profile, taken quite a while back it was fairly accurate but not entirely truthful, so I am one to freely accept the “gilding of the lily” by anyone on this site.  But when someone who does a better than fair share of misdirection in their online and real life and then makes rude and cruel accusations of others, to me, shows absolutely no character and demonstrates hypocrisy in its worst form.       

To those who have had the unfortunate fate of EVER coming in close proximity to ones such as this, my sympathies, and there will always be a hug from me for you.  But take heart, there is a reason why they always seem to be alone, surfing the net for the next one for their scorecard.  They are the ones who always are never with the same person for very long and make the excuses when asked about them.  They are the ones who will forever cold, heartless, devoid of any TRUE lasting love in their meaningless lives.  The popular player or plaything, who always leaves and goes home alone. Lastly and probably the single most important fact, the ones who usually more than once had everything their cold little heart would ever want, right in the palms of their hands, and chose to throw it all away (They never stop to look around and think time does eventually run out).          

To those who have, and in the future might, experience such as this, I can only say take heart and comfort in the knowledge you learn.  The ones who abuse, take advantage of, lie, cheat, call names to get even, and resort to having others fight their fights will eventually fall by the wayside of life.  Where those who have the heart, soul and passion to love, learn and move towards a rewarding love life.  And these social and emotional curs and douche bags, will undoubtedly wind up forever lonely, alone and more and more miserable as life and loves just pass them by.       

"I Know A Girl From         
  A Lonely Street,                 
  Cold As Ice Cream,        
  But Not As Sweet"      

I would like to close with a quote from someone who did their own assessment of someone in my past, I wish I could say I thought of it but Thank You, KIVA it is always a comforting thing when a different voice is heard:
"her profile sounds like a know-it-all, just another pomp and attention whore"

Poet   


5/23/2009 6:08:50 AM


A Message From My Heart


I have to extend a most sincere and heartfelt thank you to R, she has renewed my faith, my belief, and most importantly my trust in those who are truly in the "scene".  She has brought warmth and light back to a very dark place. She has taught me that there are those who are active, passionate, and actually care about and are willing to work at a relationship. 

Life is truly wonderful when one finds a genuine  good hearted soul that is willing to invest time, effort, and affection to make something work.  I feel happy and most able to be myself for the first time since last October!!!
     

Thank you little one for just being you.

"There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see
You're looking for a clue...
I Love You Free...."


5/20/2009 7:21:46 PM

Sometimes when you least expecti it life just gets good.       

First I adopted my rescue Bull Terrier and we both absolutely love each other. (His name is Shadow and his picture is on my list of pics) 

Then the personal flood gates opened and as one friend put it, a long 8 week dry spell is over.  I did not know how much I missed dating until I started again.       

Life is getting good and with one person's attention, not too damn bad.....

"Damn I'm big, but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me
Come play with me....".



5/17/2009 6:48:59 PM


What Is Right In Front Of You..

No fancy words or poetry today, I am using the journal  for one of the other purposes it was created for, an observation.   Since my breakup I have been talking to quite a few single people both here and another site, and I have made some interesting observations, the more people look the more blind they become.  People who claim they are looking for the perfect “One” when that person is already in their life and usually right in front of them.           

I recently had a talk with a good friend, going through a tough time on here, and after we talked for a while she said to me “Oh my God I have been looking, but the perfect one has been right under my nose”.  If that is true then my point would be that we need to sometimes look, seriously look at what we truly want.  We all get jaded by our wants and desires but sometimes that absolutely “perfect” diamond we so desperately want is sitting right there, they just might need a bit of polishing in our eyes to shine brighter than the Sun.             

I have an absolute favorite quote I use in my profile, it is not just fitting for this thread, but is sage advice for life in general:             

“What if the Prince on the horse in your fairytale         
Is right here in disguise?           
And what if the stars you've been reaching so high for        
Are shining in his eyes?“                             

Every one of us, at one point in our lives have experienced that “perfect one” in one form or another and we know that he or she is out there.  But after the first one falls into your lap, the next one might not fall but is just waiting to be seized by the one lucky enough to notice them.                 

Another nice quote to end on :         
“ If you wait too long         
The fairytale Prince that is right in front of you         
Waiting for you to take his hand,          
Will be gone, never to return again.         
Just reach out and take his hand before it is too late”           


5/14/2009 8:09:51 PM

Si vous vraiment recherchez, ouvrir vos yeux, vous ont seulement vous-même pour blâmer de manquer dehors sur la meilleure chose qui est jamais entrée dans votre vie


5/10/2009 4:39:46 PM
Lucid blue pools of love looking down on me
A warm gentle kiss on my cheek     
The smile that could make my heart glow

Love that was never ending
Love that was without strings
Love that cured anything that was wrong
Love that made me feel like I could do anything

Caring, understanding and guidance all in one
Teacher, confidant, and consoler
Someone who was ALWAYS there

Thank you MOM, I will never forget
A son was never so blessed.       

5/9/2009 7:46:02 PM

I'm the right kind of sinner
To release your inner fantasy
The invincible winner
And I know that I was born to be


5/7/2009 2:42:56 PM

Your Secrets

Give me your secrets, share them with me and we will make your most private dreams come true. 

Let me be your guide to those places you only dare dream of in the darkest realms of your fantasies. 

Pledge your heart, your soul, and your unfettered passion and I will pledge my all to be the one you have been waiting for, the one to set you free. 

And when the morning dawn breaks and we find outselves in each others arms, tired and spent you can smile in the knowedge that all your secrets and dreams are safe and secure with us. - Poet.         

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 Age: 40
 Ontario, Canada