Submissive Prayer - I Pray this



Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom.
Allow me the spirit to know His needs.
Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts.
Allow me the serentity to serve Him in peace.
Allow me the love to show Him myself.
Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him.
Allow me the light to show us the way.
Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him.
Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him.
Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him.
Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at His side, or kneel at His feet.
Let me accept my punishment with the grace.
Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself.
Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely.
Grant me the strength to please U/us both.
Permit me to love myself in loving Him.
Allow me the peace of serving Him.
For it is my greatest wish,
my highest power to make His life complete,
as He makes mine

When I was fourteen I was in a relationship, with a Dom/ switch and was trained in being a slave/ sub/ switch to meet my masters needs. This lifestyle was new when I was in a vanilla lifestyle and knew nothing of this other world. In 2 yrs of training I showed potential so he kept me and made me his #1 slave. But when he left me with company of four friends that were Doms, I was used and raped. When my Dom came home I was crying in a corner and when I told him what happened he placed a whip in my hand and told me to take out my pain and fear on him and when I did, He told me I would make a better Domme/ switch but when he said that and trained me as one the servant faded away then  I was told me I couldn't be his any longer. 

Pleasure Kitty

The Kiss

We are alone as we sit by the fire 
My eyes are concentrated solely on the flame. 
I can not look, I will not look 
He does not understand who I am. 
He does not know my needs. 
I need him more than life. 
he is my life. 
The fire goes out. 
Darkness surrounds. 
I cannot see him. 
I do, however, feel him. 
I sense him close. 
I hear his blood running through his veins. 
He draws closer to me. 
he puts a hand to my face. 
"Kiss me" He whispers. 
I smile and lean over. 
I brush my lips against his. 
Then I give him the kiss of the Eternal. 
Now I feel him with all my being. 
His blood flows through me. 
I feel it when his heart stops. 
He is mine now. 
I cry. 
I didnt want to betray him.

Saucy

If sex is sin; Love devine, 
and never between shall meet. 
Then what's the point, in being good, 
when naughty is such a treat?!?

You need the Yin, as well as Yang, 
a little bit of each. 
Sex is needed, for making love; 
Land, air & water, to make a beach!!!

A little good; A little bad, 
to give a saucy grin. 
In order to. .be heavenly, 
You need a little sin!!!