I’m here because I yearn for something that I cannot seem to find.

I’ve had a taste of it and then it went away. Recently I was reminded and it was just as intoxicating as the first time. I don’t know where it is but I can tell you what it consist of.

-intellectual connection

-physical chemistry

-Inexplicable understanding
-complete secure and confidant control

-the ability to read me

Now, on my journey for this thing I yearn, I encountered many promises of finding it. People that swore they knew what I was referring to, but when I finally saw it, I quickly realized they did not. Promise after promise with no avail.

I don’t seek a temporary fix; I seek to keep it this time. Not to be owned by it, not to be managed it by it, but to share something so intimate and so sacred with it, hopefully long term.

A little about myself: I am very proud, ambitious, outspoken and strong, but there is this need when being intimate with the right person, to be someone else.

Anything else, you’ll just have to ask.