A different side, a state of release and confusion all wrapped into one. Subjected to ones inner most demons... Only to taste inner calmness and completion. But never more then a taste.

I don't trust easily, or let down my guard. I want to believe, but not sure if it is possible. Can you make it possible? Many questions, very little answers. To much bs in the lifestyle, too many people just want to get laid.


Opinionated, stubborn, sense of humor ... moody, laughter, needs approval ... loneliness, intelligent, artistically inclined ... not a "normal" submissive, as I have a will of my own ... my smile lights up a room, my eyes sparkle, and I am overweight.

I want a real relationship, then add the sugar and spice. Please be younger then my parents, I might want a Daddy ... but I don't want to sleep with my father.