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I have always been aware of the dominant aspect of myself and will share that with a man that I feel is truly worthy of such a gift. When I do seek such an individual, I expect him to be true to himself - for it is only when one is true to the nature of who they are will they be true to others. I have zero tolerance for players or those pretending to be what they are not.

Honesty, trust and communication are the three characteristics I search for first in anyone. Through taking time in establishing a friendship these qualities will become apparent. I am not into casual sex … too many times have I been approached by those seeking sex. If one is out there seeking sexual encounters only, then they are indeed in the wrong forum and should not approach me. In my opinion, this lifestyle, while having an undertone of sexuality, has more to do with eroticism and sensuality. I judge no one on their preferred kinks or fetishes, however I feel I should note that I prefer men that do not want to be dressed as women. I have no issue with cross-dressers, transsexuals or transvestites, but they are not what I am seeking. I will befriend any and all people, but felt compelled to advise those involved in these particular style choices that there would be only friendship involved. What it is I am seeking: 1) First of all I think one is suitable and connects well with me or they don't. I prefer to establish a friendship first and see where that may lead. I don't nor have I ever rushed anything and I refuse to permit someone to dictate at what pace they think things are to progress. 2) I am a bbw and if that bothers you in the least, then don't bother with any communication with me 3) I am seeking a long term relationship or life partner and as I don't have excess baggage I am bringing to the relationship, I expect he will not have to much excess baggage as well 4) Family and friends are very important to me, so the lifestyle would be something kept in private between myself and my partner and would be behind closed doors - there is much more to life than just the lifestlye 5) I do not like drama, nor will I tolerate it Take care and treat those you encounter with courtesy and decorum - you will find yourself treated in the same manner.
10/2/2010 12:05:08 PM

A Moment In Time …

 

Bound, feeling helpless … he can sense Her presence, inhale all that is Her

Not permitted to see, touch, or taste Her – he shudders in disappointment

Quivering in anticipation of what may be – his hopes of contact ever at the surface

 

To his left he feels movement and turns his head to better sense where She may be

Inhaling deeply, his nostrils catch the scent of Her musk – causing his thoughts to drift to when he has been permitted to view all of Her beauty

Remembering the glistening wetness that results in their time spent together – his tongue longing to taste and lick that wetness; yearning to please Her

 

Awareness returns as he smells Her fragrance - sharp, musky and intense - very close to his face

She speaks – Her voice quiet, but demanding - and he obeys

Opening his mouth wide, he feels the softness of silk, heavy with the wetness of Her perfume, being forced where he has opened himself and a sigh of gratitude escapes his lips as he tastes Her on the silk

 

Lost in this longed for pleasure, he is unprepared for the strike of the crop upon Her cock

The pain intense and sparking the tinge of pleasure that follows

Another blow – pain and pleasure entwined as one

The caress of leather clad hands and the soft voice whispering in his ear – Her

lips almost a caress on his lobe

 

Her cock, Her body, Her toy for Her pleasure – he is no more as himself and he smiles at the thought of how Her pleasure is his pleasure and sighs once more in ecstasy

 

 

~ Phantasy~

February 16, 2009

8/14/2010 3:40:23 PM

Another writing of mine!

Viewing Pleasure

I had decided to give my slut a break from the cock and ball torture I so enjoy performing on him. My little pet and I were going to have a fun night of movie watching and we were going to play a little game while doing so.

I wanted to be clean, comfortable and have everything at hand for the movie - I wanted my slut prepared as well. The evening began early with me grooming my pet - he had brought me razor, shaving cream, bowl of water, towels and tiger balm. My pet standing in front of me, I wet the cloth and damped my cock and balls, then applied a thin coat of shaving cream. Taking the razor, I squeezed my left ball until it was stretched and firm and proceeded to shave it very smooth - it was a good thing my cock was erect, it made this part of grooming so much easier. Taking my right ball, I repeated the exercise I had performed on the left one, took the damp cloth and wiped off the excess shaving cream. Rinsing my balls once again, I used the towel to dry them off - they looked so delicious I took them in both hands and proceeded to lick first one then the other and to nip them; by now my cock was ram rod hard and there was pre cum on the head of it. Taking my cock in hand, I held it downward as I dampened the area around the base of the shaft and up the shaft a little ... taking the shaving cream I coated these same areas and proceeded to stroke my cock making a little game with the shaving cream ... with my pet moaning and about to cum, I laugh as I dip the razor in the water and proceed to shave him around the base of my cock, a little on the shaft and upwards on the abdomen; ensuring all the hair was removed. I wipe off the excess shaving cream, rinse the area and dry my pet with the towel. I am so pleased with how wonderful and delicious my cock looks, I kiss the head of it, permitting my lips to encase the head and my tongue to flick over it noting the taste of pre cum. I give my pet a final treat by pulling more of my cock into my mouth and sucking on it; moving my tongue up and down and around my cock; I listen to my pet's moans of pleasure and release my cock with one final kiss on the head of it. I pick up the tiger balm and coat my cock and balls and laugh at the intake of breath by my pet and the small dance he starts to do.

I tell him to clean up the items used and then to prepare my shower and other items required for his grooming of my pussy. Heading upstairs I note the time - he knows well he has only 3 minutes and that he has to put his cock harness on as well. My slut is such a good pet, he is ready in two minutes and has my shower running ... stepping into it, I stand and wait while he steps in as well and proceeds to wash me from head to toe, not missing one inch of me; kneeling he takes the cloth and soap and washes my pussy, rinsing it with water, he proceeds to use his tongue to ensure it is thoroughly clean and his Mistress is very pleased - at this time he also ensures my cock and balls are clean from the tiger balm. Stepping out of the shower, I wait while he dries me and he follows me on all fours into my bedroom; I lay back on my bed and my slut starts the process of grooming my pussy and once again I delight in the use of tongue on my pussy - this pet does have a talent for eating pussy and I take every advantage of it. One day I may have to have a few ladies over and demonstrate his special ability. Enough of that it is almost movie time and there are a few things that still have to be done.

Settling on the couch, I inform my slut that we are watching a movie broadcast on regular television and there will be lots of commercial breaks. My pet has ensured there is popcorn, drinks, and anything else I could possibly desire available - I tell him to get a cushion and place it on the floor in front of me. I then inform him that while I am watching the movie, he will be watching my pussy - what better viewing pleasure could he desire; oh, and at commercial breaks he will eat my pussy - what a wonderful snack for him. Settling down on his knees and hands, I place my feet on each of his shoulders ensuring he has a good view of my pussy and start to watch the movie. At each commercial break, my pet licks and sucks my pussy like it is the most wonderful treat in the world and during the movie he watches it intently, telling me how beautiful it is and how fortunate he is to be able to touch it with tongue, teeth and lips. I will admit to being very aroused and wet by the time the movie is coming to an end and I inform my slut that for the duration of the credits I want my cock inside of my pussy and to be fucked very well. To make the game a little more challenging, I inform him that he is to insert the head only at first, after a few strokes like that, I instruct him to slowly insert the whole of my cock into my pussy - we can both feel how wet my pussy is and how much it enjoys having my cock in it - my pet continues with the slow strokes; entering my pussy fully and then pulling out all the way. I tell him how good this feels and how well he is performing; I also inform him how much I like having him fuck me and that the only other thing that makes it truly complete is to feel him cum inside of me. I laugh as I look at his face - the dawning of remembrance that it is not Sunday and he is not permitted to cum. I can tell he is torn by his Mistresses’ desire that he cum inside of her and his punishment for cumming when it is not Sunday - really he has no choice. Urged on by me and my demands, he fucks me harder and we both cum in unison - breathing hard, I kiss him and then instruct him to clean up the mess he has made - he lowers himself to his knees and using lips and tongue cleans me to perfection and orgasm once again. Reluctantly standing, he goes to fetch the cock cage - the special one for punishment; knowing deep within himself that I will urge my cock to erection and those tacks will be poking into my cock.

Phantasy
December 6, 2009

8/11/2010 1:11:20 PM
I wrote this a long while ago and I hope everyone who reads enjoys:

Comfort …..
.... stepping back, I stop and admire my slut - he truly is amazing and I am fortunate to have acquired him. Black leather restraints encase both wrists and ankles - he is secured tightly to my bed frame and can move freely, but not with hands or feet. I note how well my cock is dressed to match the restraints and how beautiful my cock looks when fully erect in anticipation of my ministrations. I have once again chosen to place the black leather blindfold over his eyes and the nice cock gag he purchased per my specifications resides neatly in his mouth - bound, gagged, harnessed, and blindfolded my slut awaits my slightest touch.

Picking up the bag containing items I selected from the basement, I lay them out and decide where it is I should start - the clothespins seem to be calling to me. I step close to my slut and whisper in his ear that everything is fine and he relaxes as I proceed to lick his cheek. Taking the cock gag from his mouth, I insert it into my pussy and ensure it is nice and wet with my juices and place it back into his mouth. I laugh softly as I notice how well he sucks on that false cock in order to taste the treat he has been granted. I walk to the centre of the bed and hold my balls in my hand, the cock harness really does well to keep my balls separated from my cock, picking up a clothespin, I pin it onto the left ball very close to where it meets his body and notice him jump a little at the pinch. I proceed to place clothespins side by each around the left ball and then the right ball - once all is said and done, my balls look like they could be a wooden porcupine. All this time, my cock remains very hard and there is pre cum coming from the head - I rub the head of my cock, watching it jump at my touch, then I grasp the shaft and picking a clothespin I attach it to where the cock meets the balls and listen to my slut groan at the pinch. Soon enough there are four rows of clothespins encircling the shaft of my cock - I must have a picture of this to treasure.

Checking on my slut, I nip his earlobe after I whisper to him how beautiful he is and how much I do treasure him. I insert two of my fingers into my pussy and get them wet with my juices and wipe them off just under his nose - now he can truly smell my musk and know how much I am enjoying playing with my toy. Now to remove those clothespins; I pick up my cock whip and proceed to whip at the clothespins watching them snap off when I hit them just right. My slut is squirming in pain and trying to shield my cock and balls, but it does no good - the whip falls again and again and my slut moans more with each strike - the last of the clothespins come off with a sharp sting and my slut winces at the pain it has caused. I reach out and stroke my balls and cock and my cock has its typical reaction to my touch - within seconds it is rock hard and leaking pre cum. Picking up the tiger balm, I apply it to my balls and cock and listen to the intake of breath as my pet deals with the new sensation and the pain caused by it.

I release the bonds from my slut's ankles, but I keep the restraints on - they look so sexy on him. I also release his hands taking care to rub them and ensure his circulation is well. Sitting him up, I take the cock gag out of his mouth and kiss him deep and hard; I ask him how my cock and balls are feeling and he replies that they could be on fire and I hug him close at such a good response. I instruct him to get on his knees on the floor at the edge of the bed - I have chosen to keep him blindfolded - I place my legs on either side of his face and tell him that his Mistress needs to be pleasured and I pull his face to my pussy and feel his tongue eagerly start to explore the lips and part them....

Phantasy

8/11/2010 1:09:00 PM
Something I wrote not too long ago:

I tried to whisper my humanity to others, but it was to no avail
I then spoke to small groups - still no understanding of who I am
I am strong in character, belief and soul – yet I am the same as any other
One being amongst many – defined by how I am perceived

I think, I react, I enact, I respond as others
Yet I am discarded as waste when no longer required
Treated as a being who has no emotion or depth
Crumpled up like paper and tossed in the gutter

Is there none to see the pain reflected in the depth of my eyes
None to help heal the bruising of my soul
Anyone to reach out and pick up the shattered remnants of my heart
Or are all choosing to be blind to my plight

I am not made of stone, ice, or ignorance
I feel, I cherish, I protect, and I can love
I will continue to whisper of my humanity until one chooses to listen
I am human

~ Phantasy ~
June 10, 2010

myswitch
 
 Age: 45
 Abbotsford, Canada