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| i am blessed with typical asian genes: i have a tiny body and fast metabolism. i am submissive by nature (is that genetic?) This search is difficult at times, but those who I've met and helped me are a blessing. i look forward to trying this again. my last foray for a few years ago.
i'm also shopping for a rental or to hook up with a roommate. i am matriculated in an advanced degree program at a Southern California school; the commute is a concern. i come from a very strict Asian family and will not risk compromising myself in their eyes. i've had a negative experience before and will take pains to avoid another. I'd be very comfortable with a Daddy/Dom or Mistress, and i'd also love to have a little sister subbie. For additional insights, my journal entries are available for Your viewing ;-)
To gain my attention, an email should have substance. Boilerplate and one-line emails will not garner a reply. And, as hypocritical as it sounds, profiles/emails without Your pictures will not be well received. It is indeed a double, but unavoidable standard.
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i wonder how many alpha vanilla males are Doms without knowing it. Conversely, i wonder how many Doms are involved in the world of vanilla online dating. If You'd like to share Your impressions or experiences of jungling these worlds, You're quite welcome to. i know many bide their time in the vanilla world, at least, i think they do. Thoughts, Sirs? |
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i'm intrigued that expressions (or continued expressions)of interest coincide with my presence online. i am not referring to those with whom a bond has already developed; the CM welcome mat is always out for them. ;-) |
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The common thread with vanilla men. Violence.
It's not as bad as it sounds. It may take some seduction and coaxing, but even the most gentle man is inherently violent, though some pretend to not be.
Being the little scientist, i tested my theory using the male orgasm. (No PETA lab rat concerns here!)
Naked, my ass resting on my ankles, i gaze innocently north to the eyes of my "experiment." He's already rock hard and pulsing with every beat of His heart. i further test His excitement by grazing the sensitive Corona with a feathery touch. It convulses like a Mexican jumping bean. (i love that!)
i cup His balls with an almost imperceptible touch while my cheek nestles against the underside of His cock, and highlights His size. Full skin contact between face and cock are mutually satisfying. In these moments, my insecurity at being able to accomodate an entire cock in my mouth comes brewing to the surface, always making me a little nervous. Most men can sense and relish in the power of their cock.
Still, some earnest cock worship is always nice. my kisses and licks range from mild to wild. my sounds closely tell my feelings; cooing and moaning my deep appreciation for the privilege of service. All men have a profound reaction to being loved so geniunely and intimately.
My flattened outstretched tongue provides the path for His cock, like a runway for a jumbo jet. (Who could resist the metaphor? ;-)
My mouth is for Him to use as He wishes, and He knows it. He will grip my head as leverage. His desire and passionate continues to grow.
As He approaches His peak, His grip tightens. His pumping becomes more urgent and deep, and the control He exerts more fierce, despite my inability to avoid gagging and flailing about.
Pumping turns to pounding, with no regard for the delicacy of my mouth. Pounding a girl's mouth--or using her head like the flashlight masterbatory device in sex ads--is a violent act, to be sure.
On climax, any remaining semblance of sensitivity is completely gone. All that remains is a primal and unstoppable desire to a hard current of seed to its proper place. Even the mildest of men feel empowered and aggressive.
Curiously, though, many a vanilla man will exercise every morsel of discipline to deny themselves an earthshattering orgasm to effect the pretense of not being violent, despite it being an inescapably violent act.
What does this say of the girl who attempts to deny her man the relief that is His essence? This hardly seems a loving act on her part--even in the world of vanilla.
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Two Arggh-filled Points:
1. my internet connection is intermittent and has been misfiring.
2. Even when the connection is good, i am apt to log on, and fail to log to off when i'm actually done. i feel badly when anyone writes, relying on me actually being here and being able to be responsive.
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Masters or Doms needs to be impressive, almost by definition. Most of You are sad, to say little of being impressive.
Writing to say you're "damn smart" means nothing to me. Writing something damn smart does.
The abysmal seems to be the norm, though the rare exceptions are truly a joy.
Please, these silly one line emails have got to stop.
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i'm having a very positive experience on CM. Naturally, the looney tunes are always out in force, though having but three wonderful Doms with whom i substantially interact, and likely will meet is, in my book, very positive. |
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Thank You for the compliments on my last post, although it had a consequence i did not intend. If the only reason You write is to convey a compliment, i'd prefer You not. i have a disdain for cursory and superficial emails and am inclined to block those who send them.
On a more positive note, there are two of You with whom i'm enjoying myself immensely. ;-) |
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This is something for others to consider. As subs/slaves, we are always searching for ways to please. Understanding the trials and occasional tribulation of our Master's experience is essential. They experience frustration and anger in the course of daily living. On these occasions--and sometimes for no reason--a Master may find need to avoid issuing commands, and to take us by force--ripping our clothes off, shoving themselves into our delicate bodies as they pump us like ragdolls to rid themselves of pent up anger, gushing into a cunt they know they own. While I have been brought to tears by the sheer brutality of it, the satisfaction of being of "use" trumps any physical or emotional pain I may feel. Sometimes we are merely a receptable--much as we might take a dildo and service ourselves--but I'm privileged to be used as a warm loving womb in time of need. Those unable to see beyond the violence, the message of not being close-minded, superficial and selfish may be lost. Your Master may spew horrible language your way, but acquiescing may take you to a higher plane of satisfaction. "I am your cunt my darling Master. Rip me open, spit on me, give me all you wish to give of yourself." (How shocked my parents would be!) |
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i'm loath to prematurely reveal personal information about myself, but potential Doms need to understand, i'm highly intelligent. i was the Valedictorian of my high school. It's difficult to imagine a dumb hick as the right Dom for me. Your writing should be artful, impressive, and responsive to our conversation. Show me You're a Dom worthy of unfettered loyalty and submission. For the right Master, i will be His treasure for the world to admire.
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Doms get especially excited to cum on my face. i know my innocent appearance turns men on, but, putting that aside, why, exactly, does this turn on men so much? i also noticed, Doms say the most vulgar things at this moment.
Mind You, i don't mind this AT ALL, but i would just like to understand the psychology of it.
Please share Your honest thoughts on the subject. |
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i recently talked to my former Master. i had always thought Him very sexual. While He was very vocal about His attraction to me, it's my snapping that compelled him to use my cunt as much as He did.
He said, holding my tiny ass, deeply inplanted, is like being jerked off with just a cunt, without having to pump, even.
Even girls who have fingered me have mentioned it.
A genuine snappy pussy is, apparently, extremely rare. i would like to know if it is. Everyone mentions it. It's like i'm from another planet or something.
If any of You have had an experience, please share it with me. |
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| Age: 25 |
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